**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until anda Swim (link)
pindah oleh Little Mix (link)
Not Your cinderella (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my friends were excited because it meant a white natal for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know anda still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well anda would break me like a promise like all the times anda have done before. The cinta we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s natal Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my friends so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot cokelat oleh the api alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my jantung lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years yang lalu this very hari my friends tried to warn me anda were trouble but my jantung didn’t listen to anything they berkata about you; however, I was too stupid because one tahun yang lalu anda cheated on me with that red head. I hope anda are happy with her because I can never forgive anda because that was the detik time anda did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a detik chance. Lately when anda have called I just ignore anda because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise anda didn’t keep. I know anda remember every little detail all too well because anda are like the tornado that wrecks a town because anda wrecked my heart. Ever since last natal when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s hari I almost let myself fall for anda again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust anda again after I saw anda ciuman someone else underneath the mistletoe a tahun ago. Now after I was paralyzed oleh the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.