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posted by teashaC

Here's to finding cinta that builds anda up instead of breaking anda down. cinta is a great way to feel better in life and not wanting to hurt urslef but when u lose the one u cinta its differnt u want to hurt like that person did, and to be honest i lost my cinta i have her still but shes not with me shes gone somewhere and i cant find her, but i will menyeberang, salib every bridge,sea,anything to get to her.there is going to be a time when anda are just gonna look at me and think, " why do i hang out with you?" i dont no why u cinta me all i no is u wont let me go and im not letting u go ever we have r ups and...

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LEAVING

posted by teashaC

The city of angles is lonely night
Keep themselves alive oleh candle light
Say she can't cinta anda like I do
Look me in the eyes and say it's true
I ask myself, is this cinta at all?
When I need anda most anda let me fall
I'm always here at the side of your stage
Would anda live your life and pretend I'm okay
I'll be okay anekatips
I'll hold anda close will stay forever

I, I don't understand why your leaving me
I, I don't understand, now without anda I can't breath
Please don't, don't leave me here
Take my hand and I'll plead into tears
I don't understand why anda can't
Take me with you

You can pretend that I don't...

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cinta

posted by teashaC

Wind to thy wings. Light to thy path. Dreams to thy heart."

*WINGS OPEN I PUT NYTE IN MY AMRS MAKING SURE SHES aman, brankas WITH ME CLOSES MY WINGS AND SHIELDS HER FROM THE FLAMES HIDES HER SO NO ONE KNOWS SHES HERE WITH ME. *KISSES HER NOSE SAYING I cinta U*I FLY AROUND WITH U I GO EVERYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD TO HELP U I FIND U WHAT DO I SEE I SEE U IN MY ARMS SLEEPING U HAVNT SLEPT IN MONTHS WEEKS YEARS NOW UR SLEEPING FOR A CHANGE.I PUT MY HAND ON UR jantung I FEEL IT CALMING DOWN I SIT U DOWN ON THE GROUND WITH WINGS OVER U STILL, U START TO CRY OUT LOUD I HOLD U TO ME BABE ITS OK NOW IM WITH U AND NOW UR SAFE.HIDES UR BODY INTO MY WINGS AND KISSES U NO ONE CAN SEE US AT ALL WERE HID FROM THE WORLD NOW ONLY friends SEE US AND ONLY R SISTERS AND BROTHERS SEE US THATS ALL THATS ALL WE NEED TO LIVE R LIVES NO lebih PAIN atau SUFFERING JUST cinta *LOOKS AT U AND SMILES AND PUTS UR RING ON UR FINGER ONE hari I WILL MARRY U .

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I THOUGHT I lost U

posted by teashaC

Nobody listens to me
Dont hear a single thing I've berkata
Say anything to soothe me
Anything to get anda from my head
Don't know how I really feel
The faith it takes to make like I don't care
Dont know how much it hurts
To turn around like anda were never there
Like somehow anda could be replaced
And I could walk away from the promises we made
And swore we'd never break

I thought I lost anda when anda ran away to try to find me
I thought I'd never see your sweet face again
I turned around and anda were gone and on and on the days went
But I kept the moments that we were in
'cause I hoped in my heart...

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jantung KEEPS BREAKING

posted by teashaC

*SITS DOWN ON GROUND WITH TEARS FALLING WHILE IT RAINS ITS SO COLD I CANT BREATH ITS TO HARD TO.I LOOK AROUND AND CALL FOR HER *NYTE WERE ARE U BABE I NEED U RIGHT NOW,NO ANSWER ITS LIKE SHES GONE SHE CANT HEAR ME atau FEEL ME.U NO NYTE IM IN cinta WITH U AND ONCE AGAIN MY jantung IS BROKEN NOW UR LEAVING ME NOW IM STUCK IN THIS WORLD WITH OUT U.I SWEAR IF U KILL URSELF IM LEAVING WITH U.ALL I WANTED WAS U *CRIES ON GROUND PLZ COME BACK TO ME*I HERE SOMETHIN IN THE DISTANCE SAYING IM SRRY I HURT U TO BAD*U NEVER DID THOUGH EVER.GETS UP AND WALKS oleh U AND HOLDS UR HAND BUT THEN U SCREAM AT ME AND...

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ceri, ceri, cherry my sister

posted by teashaC

my sister is gone i turned around and she was missing i scream for help plz someone help me i cant find her no were shes gone i looked bakc and she was taken from me .
ppl see me walkin while crying *sits oleh a dinding holding the pisau saying she swore she never leave me and now shes gone forever. we both swore we never leave each other till it was time but its broken now im lost in this big world with no cinta no friends just me and my pisau hitting every part of my body.i promised her i wouldnt cut myself but its to late its already done and over with now she can watch me while i die slow in...

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TEARS

posted by teashaC

Sha la la la la
Sha la la la la

anda used to call me your malaikat
berkata I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms
I loved the way anda felt so strong
I never wanted anda to leave
I wanted anda to stay here holding me

I miss anda
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My jantung will let anda go
And I need anda to know
I miss anda
Sha la la la la
I miss anda

anda used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish anda could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying oleh too fast

I know you're in a better place yea
But I wish that I could see your face oh
I know you're where anda need to be
Even though it's not here with me

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cinta

posted by teashaC

Well it’s good to hear your voice
I hope you’re doing fine
And if anda ever wonder
I’m lonely here tonight
lost here in this moment
Time keeps slipping by
If I could have just one wish
I’d have anda oleh my side

Oooohh I miss you
Oooohh I need you
And I cinta anda lebih than I did before
And if today I don’t see your face
Nothing’s changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say anda cinta me lebih than anda did before
And I’m sorry it’s this way
But I’m coming home, I’ll be coming home
And if anda ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I tried to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I’m alone and I feel empty
I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the starts
Hoping anda are doing the same
And somehow I feel closer
And I can hear anda say

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<3 <3

posted by teashaC

Alone at last, we can sit and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
But stay right here we can change our plight.
We're storming through this despite what's right.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.

Lay your jantung down the ends in sight.
Conscience begs for anda to do what's right.
Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab it through and justify your pride.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
And I can't go on without your love, anda lost, anda never held on.
We tried out best... Turn out the light,
Turn out the light.

One final fight, for this tonight.
Woah...
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Woah...
And I can't go on without your love, anda lost, anda never held on.
We tried out best... Turn out the light,
Turn out the light.

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TO: NYTE

posted by teashaC

When i talked to u the first time we met it was great i loved u when i saw ur name up on my screen.we loved each other we protected each other in differnt ways.i felt ur touch on me,felt ur kiss,felt the way u pressed ur body on me.Now i feel ur pain running in me ur jantung breakin,u getting hurt oleh ppl,no way i can stop it from happening.when i feel ur pain i cry,scream,try to fight it but,u wanted me to feel ur pain now i do now that ur gone out of this world i feel like shit for doin things to u.hurting u when u were already hurting before,seeing u in the air yelling at me saying "thanks...

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cinta

posted by teashaC

TO: ceri, cherry WHAT I FEEL INSIDE,I FEEL BUTTERFLIES,
I FEEL cinta I FEEL UR HAND TOUCH MY CHEST I FEEL UR TOUCH IN THE BREEZE I FEEL UR KISSES TOUCH MY LIPS.I FEEL UR TEARS HIT MY CHEEK WHEN U PUSH AGAISNT ME,*I SAY WHATS WRONG U SAY UR HURT SO I HELP U AND ciuman U ITS OK IM HERE IM NEVER LEAVING UR SIDE, BUT THEN U SAY UR AFRAID OF ME
I THINK TO MYSELF WHY AM I NOTHIN,AM I JUST TO STUPID TO SEE WHY UR SCARED OF ME U WONT TOUCH ME atau LOOK AT ME,WHAT DID I DO TO U I SAY U SAY NOTHIN ITS ME I AM JUST SCARED THAT IM GOIN TO GET HURT AGAIN,BUT I SAY UR NOT GOIN TO GET HURT IM HERE FOR U I WANT TO BE...

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BROKEN

posted by teashaC

TO: NYTE

nyte i was in cinta with u ur my malaikat my life then i look back ur gone out of my arms ur moved on ur taken im alone sad and sick to my stomach
i look at u and see u all happy with ur new life ur smiling ur just so happy i look down at the water i see me and no one near me but land nothin eles *looks up ccrying with tears hitting ground i want u back with me i do i never ment to hurt u atau do anything to hurt u i wanted to protect u from everything i sit down and holding my pisau in my right hand and looks at wrist and cries see i never wanted to do this to u but now that ur gone im...

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ALONE

posted by teashaC

My face against the window pane
A tear for every drop of rain

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

My face against the window pane
A tear for every drop of rain
I'm living like already I have died
Have died

Emptiness a present past
A silent scream to shatter glass
I have to go; it's time for me to fly

I am so lonely and so sad
No reason than feeling bad
I am so lonely and so sad
Living in a dream I've never had

(Wake me with your kiss)

Who will care if I'm not here?
If suddenly I disappeared?
No one's gonna notice it at all

Dying flowers...

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UP NEVER DOWN

posted by teashaC

It's a big big world (World),
It's easy to get lost in it,
You've always been my girl, Oh,
And i'm not ready to call it quits,
We can make the sun shine in the moon light,
We can make the grey clouds to the blue skies,
I know it's hard,
Baby believe... me...

That we can't go nowhere but up,
From here,
My dear,
Baby we can go nowhere but up,
Tell me what we got to fear...

We'll take it to the sky pass the moon to the galaxy,
As long as you're with me Baby
Honestly (Honestly),
with the strength of our love,
We can't go nowhere but up...

It's a big big world (World),
And i'm gonna tampil anda all of...

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ALONE

posted by teashaC

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Goin' nowhere, goin' nowhere
Their tears are fillin' up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

Children waitin' for the hari they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
Made to feel the way that...

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acak THINGS ABOUT HATE AND LIFE

posted by teashaC

It is Hell to be hated oleh everyone in life anda come In contact with, But, what's really Hell, Is when anda don't know why your hated oleh those anda cinta the most
I'm always afraid of loosing you, but are anda ever afraid of loosing me?

I used to believe what doesn't kill anda makes anda stronger....I now believe what doesn't kill you, makes anda want to kill others

There's right and there's wrong. Choose one and everything is good. Choose the other and anda live with it the rest of your life.

I've learned that Goodbyes will always hurt. Pictures never replace having been there. Memories good atau bad will...

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THIS IS HOW I FEEL CANT EAT,SLEEP AND I CANT TAKE PAIN

posted by teashaC

Never thought it'd catch me
Never thought it'd cost me
Never thought it'd hurt me
Never thought I'd fall in love
But I did

I feel like somebody dropped a ton of bricks on my stomach
(Now) I can't eat
I can't sleep
And it hurts me so deep

I heard people talk about it
And laughed like it'll never happened to me
Now look at me
It caught me
See how quick karma comes around

Who says a man is supposed to cry
Wish I can crawl under a rock somewhere and just die
Just want the pain to go away, today
I don't wanna cry no lebih (No more)
And I don't wanna hurt no lebih (No more)
And I don't wanna cinta no more
Especially if...

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LIFE atau WHATEVER U WANT TO CALL IT THIS FITS ME

posted by teashaC

I'm not the type to get my jantung broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my jantung open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got that whole in cinta thing
And someone can say they cinta me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When anda walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl...

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THIS TOLDLY GOES WITH ME

posted by teashaC

YEAH!

Pathetic (benign)
Accept it (undermined)
Your opinion (my justification)
Happy (safe)
Servent (caged)
Malice (utter weakness)
No toleration
Invade (kill me)
Enraged (admit it)
Don't condescend (don't even disagree)
Desire(decay)
Dissapoint(delay)
You suffered then, now suffer unto me

Obsession, take another look.
Remember, every chance anda took.
Decide - either live with me
Or give up - any thought anda have of being free

(Don't go) i never wanted anybody lebih than i wanted you
(I know) the only thing i ever really loved, was hate.

Anyone(no) anything,(yes)
Anyway(fall)anybody(will), anybody(kill me)
I want(you)i...

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MY LIFE GROWING UP

posted by teashaC

when i was growing up it was fun then my mom and dad slpit up and she berkata she would never tanggal again. me and my sister mandy we went to r dads house were he lives and we stayed there for the summer it was fun to get away from r halaman awal when we were 7 me and mandy would go to r grandmas house and r uncles and aunts house we would have so much go swimming and take walks and have fun with r cosuins and go to the park go to rodeos and ride binatang it was great and it felt nice getting out.we come back from r dads from the summer go see r mom again and r sister and be a family again and have fun but...