Dear reader,
if youāre membaca this, youāre one of my closest friends. anda literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre membaca this, anda should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed anda for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? anda havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call anda āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt anda see that? I wanted anda and I got you. I know anda feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but anda can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like anda and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking anda for how amazing anda are and I will never stop trying to make anda happy.
I know Iāve thanked anda a lot, Iāve written artikel and berkata a million compliments. Iām menulis this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an artikel of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, anda see, because now anda can see for yourself all the reasons why I cinta you.
I berkata I disappointed you. anda may have disagreed with that. Maybe anda remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave anda my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have lost you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust anda have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let anda down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise anda gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again oleh the way.
But I donāt want to make anda sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about anda a lot anda know, but I know that youāre okay atau anda will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. lebih than anything, I want anda to open your jantung and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know anda will. And anda have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if anda did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give anda the world but all I can give anda is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make anda proud. anda mean so much to me and anda need to know that. I try everyday to be what anda are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want anda to be scared okay? I know anda are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want anda to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want anda to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give anda a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give anda a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give anda and dwell on that instead.
Iāve berkata before why anda mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but anda remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope anda remember what I think of anda even if itās hard to feel it.
anda are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know anda hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a queen and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to meninju, pukulan him in the face and drag him to youš And anda will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and anda will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know anda cinta me most, but I cinta anda with a kind of cinta I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want anda to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš
if youāre membaca this, youāre one of my closest friends. anda literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasnāt an accident that we met.
Well, first if youāre membaca this, anda should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, thatās me I guess. Iāve made mistakes and disappointed anda for a long time, havenāt I? Multiple things Iāve done and Iām so ashamed now. I havenāt been the perfect friend but thatās assumed isnāt it? anda havenāt been perfect either, but I didnāt want perfect. I call anda āperfectā a lot because I canāt find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, canāt anda see that? I wanted anda and I got you. I know anda feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, youāll disagree with, but anda can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like anda and I got someone better. Iām so blessed and I will never stop thanking anda for how amazing anda are and I will never stop trying to make anda happy.
I know Iāve thanked anda a lot, Iāve written artikel and berkata a million compliments. Iām menulis this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But itās 12:00 a.m as I write this, and Iām putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an artikel of 10 reasons why I think youāre unique and special. Iām so proud of that, anda see, because now anda can see for yourself all the reasons why I cinta you.
I berkata I disappointed you. anda may have disagreed with that. Maybe anda remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasnāt just a promise, I gave anda my word that I wouldnāt do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know youāve forgiven me, but I could have lost you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust anda have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let anda down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, Iām going to get a tattoo that says āDonāt break the promise anda gave to a queenā just to remind me. Iām sorry again oleh the way.
But I donāt want to make anda sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like Iām trying but Iām not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about anda a lot anda know, but I know that youāre okay atau anda will be. I know that youāre life has been so difficult but thatās why I respect you. lebih than anything, I want anda to open your jantung and accept yourself completely. I know thatās so tough to do, but I know anda will. And anda have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if anda did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isnāt it? I want to give anda the world but all I can give anda is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make anda proud. anda mean so much to me and anda need to know that. I try everyday to be what anda are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I donāt want anda to be scared okay? I know anda are sometimes and itās going to be that way, but I just want anda to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last āteenagerā birthday and I know thatās frightening but thatās also kind of awesome and I want anda to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying āa positive mind will give anda a positive lifeā because thatās not true for any of us, but it will give anda a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact itāll give anda and dwell on that instead.
Iāve berkata before why anda mean so much to me, and Iām not going to repeat myself here, but anda remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope anda remember what I think of anda even if itās hard to feel it.
anda are my big sister and youāre my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know anda hurt a lot, and I donāt promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a queen and youāll find your king, I swear, even if I have to meninju, pukulan him in the face and drag him to youš And anda will always try, I know that. Youāre a survivor and anda will survive.
So Iām sorry this is short and not what Iād like, but Iām just happy to know you. I know anda cinta me most, but I cinta anda with a kind of cinta I canāt place, and one thatās irreplaceable. I donāt want anda to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queenš