I was sooo mad yesterday because I wrote Chapter 7 and it got lost!!!!!!!! Ooooo..anyway on wit the story :)
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sinar, ray Ray's P.O.V:::
I got up out of my kursi and slowly made my way to the door because I was still sore. I had a small limp while walking down the hall. Soon I made it to the lunchroom. Noise from the students instantly crowded my ears. I went to the lunch line wondering what I was going to eat. Out of nowhere I heard laughing. I turned my head in that direction. It was Nikol. Mm, now I know what I want. A slice of supreme pizza, with a side of western fries (wedges), and a medium Dr. Pepper. I know that's what she got without looking at her tray. When we were in middle school that's what she always used to order for lunch. It is her favorite. After I found an empty seat. It was 6 tables away for theirs. The guilt is killing me. It seems like a huge ton on me right now. Why now do I feel it? Why couldn't I feel it years yang lalu when I first started to hurt her? Was I too blind or..just to stupid? I sat there thinking of ways for me to better myself, because she doesn't deserve this. Not like she would ever cinta me back. *eyes start watering* I can never take back what I did. My mind is having a war. On one side it's saying: " anda might have a shot only if anda get your act together." Yeah Im willing to do that that but the other half is weighing me down. It's saying: "A shot?! After what anda did to her? She don't want any scumb like you. You're nothing." I just bust out in tears. Look at dis shit! An 18 tahun old man crying like a damn baby!!...I felt someone watching me. I looked straight up and saw it was Nikol. We stared into each others eyes for a few detik from the distance, then she looked away. I looked down at my hands. They were shaking. Dag. I didn't know I was crying so hard.......fuck it. I need help and she's my motivation.
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It was suppose to be longer but there's going to be a part 2 making up for the rest of chap. 7. Hoped anda liked it.
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sinar, ray Ray's P.O.V:::
I got up out of my kursi and slowly made my way to the door because I was still sore. I had a small limp while walking down the hall. Soon I made it to the lunchroom. Noise from the students instantly crowded my ears. I went to the lunch line wondering what I was going to eat. Out of nowhere I heard laughing. I turned my head in that direction. It was Nikol. Mm, now I know what I want. A slice of supreme pizza, with a side of western fries (wedges), and a medium Dr. Pepper. I know that's what she got without looking at her tray. When we were in middle school that's what she always used to order for lunch. It is her favorite. After I found an empty seat. It was 6 tables away for theirs. The guilt is killing me. It seems like a huge ton on me right now. Why now do I feel it? Why couldn't I feel it years yang lalu when I first started to hurt her? Was I too blind or..just to stupid? I sat there thinking of ways for me to better myself, because she doesn't deserve this. Not like she would ever cinta me back. *eyes start watering* I can never take back what I did. My mind is having a war. On one side it's saying: " anda might have a shot only if anda get your act together." Yeah Im willing to do that that but the other half is weighing me down. It's saying: "A shot?! After what anda did to her? She don't want any scumb like you. You're nothing." I just bust out in tears. Look at dis shit! An 18 tahun old man crying like a damn baby!!...I felt someone watching me. I looked straight up and saw it was Nikol. We stared into each others eyes for a few detik from the distance, then she looked away. I looked down at my hands. They were shaking. Dag. I didn't know I was crying so hard.......fuck it. I need help and she's my motivation.
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It was suppose to be longer but there's going to be a part 2 making up for the rest of chap. 7. Hoped anda liked it.
I just wanted to come and let everyone know that I am still here lol Alive and well and I'll trrrryy to write another chapter. Been having writer's block for the longest, even on my Wattpad account (@KissMy_SwaqBixh btw ~-*) I couldn't think of anything to write.
But I am here and open for suggestions. Just I.B. me and I'll try to get to it as soon as possible.
TTYL YALL (\(^-^)/)
Mb:ok we are looking for 4 # 1 girls.
Yn and bffs:us us us us
Mb:(sees anda and point to all of u.
Skip to endof show.
Roc:I saw anda in the crowd cutie
Yn: blushing awwww thank anda ur fine too
Roc: come on tour wit us u and ur freinds so what s ur name
Yn:it's yn roc royal
Roc: no call me later
On bus btw I'm in the story too as bahja
Yn and roc hear moaning and faster faster
U and roc walk in both: ewww.
Ray:gtho: get the he!! Out.
Bahja: heyyy get out
That's part one two coming. anda were wearing this
Yn and bffs:us us us us
Mb:(sees anda and point to all of u.
Skip to endof show.
Roc:I saw anda in the crowd cutie
Yn: blushing awwww thank anda ur fine too
Roc: come on tour wit us u and ur freinds so what s ur name
Yn:it's yn roc royal
Roc: no call me later
On bus btw I'm in the story too as bahja
Yn and roc hear moaning and faster faster
U and roc walk in both: ewww.
Ray:gtho: get the he!! Out.
Bahja: heyyy get out
That's part one two coming. anda were wearing this