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anda never know what anda have until anda lose it, and once anda lose it, anda can never get it back.

My jantung was taken oleh you... broken oleh you... and now it is in pieces because of you.

cinta is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.

You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in cinta with anda and I don't know why.

A million words would not bring anda back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, I know I've cried.

Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.

Sometime anda just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say good-bye.

For a few menit anda made me feel as though I actually meant something to someone.

We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

People think it is holding on that makes anda stronger, but sometimes it's letting go.

I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

I cried today... not because I miss you... atau even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you.

I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someone who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me.

anda always say anda hate to see me hurt, and anda hate to see me cry. So all those times that anda hurt me, did anda close your eyes?

Sad isn't it? How no matter what anda do atau say to me... when anda come running back... when anda need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take anda back... no pertanyaan asked. Sad isn't it?

So... from now on... when anda think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing anda ever had.

Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. That's why I did it, he needs to understand that.

anda hurt me lebih then I deserve, how can anda be so cruel? I cinta anda lebih then anda deserve, why am I such a fool?

anda asked me what was wrong, I smiled and berkata nothing, when anda turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is.

anda wonder why I don't talk to anda anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell anda anymore.

I don't know which I would rather believe... that anda never did care atau that anda eventually stopped.

Hold my hand, just one lebih time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you.

I think its time I let anda go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in cinta with anda for the rest of my life.

While I was holding on all anda did was let go.

Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt anda that way.

I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to have.

The hardest thing about growing up is that anda have to do what is right for anda even if it means breaking someone's heart. Including your own.

All I'm asking for is one night together. Just anda and me. All alone. And if anda can honestly say anda don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let anda go.

Sometimes all anda need is a broken jantung to realize that something even better is right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found.

Of course, you're going to get your jantung broken. And it isn't just going to happen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes anda stronger. Then anda can handle it better selanjutnya time. anda may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help anda through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one hari someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one will ever break your jantung again.

No one can promise they'll never hurt anda because at one time atau another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time anda spend together will be worth the pain in the end.

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how anda feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need anda hari and night. Angry because anda won't take my hand. Aggravated because anda don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll cinta anda forever.

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that anda loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone.

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my jantung starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me.

I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken jantung atau being the person that breaks the hearts.

It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.

anda always have an out. An exit strategy to make sure anda don't get hurt. anda always walk always. anda walk away before they can walk away from you.

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of anda and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have.

There were reasons we met, reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad times, and most importantly a reason to end. We have lebih to learn, lebih to experience and lebih loving to do in this lifetime.

Somehow I know we'll meet again, not quite sure where and not sure when, your in my jantung so until then good-bye.

Broken jantung again. Another lesson learned. Better know your friends. atau anda will get burned.

This time it's over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart... it'll get better, I'll no longer cry... in a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

I would like to thank you, for tampilkan me a part of myself that I have never seen. Yeah we were young and dumb, but it still was fun and I guess these things just tend to fall apart and I hope anda feel the same.

Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow; we must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears.

I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my jantung will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore.---Beth_Lynn_14

Walk halaman awal drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pain, your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals, selanjutnya time around I'll build a stronger wall.

I'm afraid to give anda my all, I'm afraid to cinta anda completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words anda are just bribing me. Maybe anda are just reeling me in until anda turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to anda and keep going atau just let it all end before I get up too high.--- samrushing

I'm going to stay with anda because anda need a friend, but thats all I'm going to be. No lebih sex, no lebih hands in places they shouldn't be, no lebih giving anda my jantung so anda can stamp all over it.

I miss all the little things. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way we'd share a big gooey ice cream. But I especially miss the hot nights in those motel rooms when he was all around me, the taste, and the scent and the feel of him. And I'd fall asleep in his arms, with the sound of his heartbeat being the last thing I heard before going to sleep. I ache with longing.

anda and me are inevitable, you're all that makes me happy but if anda break my jantung again, I'll kill you.

cinta hurts. I say that because I know. cinta is... atau was amazing. It's an incredible feeling to know what he's going to say. It's lebih incredible the way he has me on the edge of my kursi because he's so completely random, I never know what's coming next. It's hard to explain, but he filled some void in me, and now, without him, I'm missing something again. I wonder if it will ever truly, whole heartedly be filled again. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any more...

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my jantung and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes I do think about you, every now and then.

I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back.

In this weird twisted way, I know anda miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with anda like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there cinta on someone like you, like I did.

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I didn't ask for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely oleh chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets.

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for anda so I could fucking drown anda in them.

I tried to hold onto what we had, but anda didn't even make an effort. anda lied anda cheated and left me to cry all alone once again. And when I return looking lebih beautiful and confident than ever before all I want anda to realize is what anda had and what anda will never have again. --- birdie565

It's amazing after all we've been through the good times and the bad how we can walk past each other and pretend like it never happened give each other an awkward smile and pindah on.

Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be lebih than he was.

The tough thing about following anda jantung is that people forget to mention that sometimes the jantung takes anda to places anda shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your jantung cannot take anda to places that lead to happy ending. That's not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when anda follow your heart, anda leave normal; anda go into the unknown and once anda do anda can never go back.

Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? atau for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in anda only to be betrayed? How about the fact anda didn't even have the decency to tell me to my face? atau the way anda think it's crazy that I'm crying over it cause to anda breaking up is no big deal. Am I mad at you?... no. lebih like crushed... did I ever really know you?

It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that anda don't want to let go but its even lebih painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay.

In cinta anda find the oddest combinations; materialistic people find themselves in cinta with idealists; clingers fall in cinta with players; homebodies capture and try to smother butterflies. It it wasn't so serious we could laugh at it.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken - and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

A sad thing in life is when anda meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and anda just have to let go.

anda didn't intentionally break my heart, anda even berkata anda were sorry, but I cried anyway... I know the truth that you're to scared to admit, you're with her, but when anda look at me, anda can't even remember her name...

I'm so paranoid of getting hurt. I am always getting my jantung broken over and over. My jantung has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don't know how much just one jantung can
take really, and I don't really want to find out either.

cinta is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on anda with a miniature machine gun.

After a while, anda learn the difference between holding a hand, and falling in love. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as easily as they were made, and as hard as it is to believe, sometimes goodbyes are forever.

Life doesn't hurt until anda have time to yourself to think about how things have changed, who you've lost along the way, and how much of it is your fault.

Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask anda why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who anda thought anda were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends.

I just want someone to come up to me and ciuman me and tell me that they're in cinta with me. I don't just want it though. I need it. I'm desperate for it.

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. anda have this fear that every person anda start to fall for, is just going to break your jantung again.

If anda don't cinta me at my worst then anda don't deserve me at my best.

Just let me ask anda something...if I happen to walk out of this room right now and never come back, and just forget everything and leave it all behind would anda be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and anda have 5 detik to make up your mind...starting now...

Make me stay. Say something sweet and tender and untrue and make me stay.

The hardest thing about knowing anda don't cinta me
is that anda spent so much time pretending that anda did.

Like being in cinta there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in love, it's just a fact of life. --- Daria

If I asked him, would he even know the color of my eyes?

There's only one "reason" a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

anda really know anda cinta someone when all anda want is for them to be happy, even if that means that anda are not a part of it.

It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you. It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you. It's not my fault I do like you. My only mistake was to fall to much in cinta with you.

Sometimes - no matter how long, atau how much anda cinta someone, they will never cinta anda back and somehow anda have to learn to be okay with that.

If your gonna make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.

I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.

I want anda to know that anda will never find another girl that will put up with as much crap as I do and enjoy it. anda will never find another girl that will put up with anda and cinta anda the way I do. Just so anda know.

There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you, anda just cant let them go.

At first, I cried because I didn't have anda why do I still cry now that I do?

How could anda make me cinta anda and then not be there to cinta me back?

I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a single tear runs down my cheek. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry, atau maybe I'm just to mad at you.

Maybe just maybe its my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet.

What do anda do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making anda cry.

I'd like to think I'll be happy again, but I really need to just stop and cry now, and sometimes I wish I could just scream at you, and tampil anda what anda do to me.

And even though anda lied, and even though anda pretended to care I can't seem to get anda out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you, with every tear that falls, it reminds me of how much I am still in cinta with you.

Have anda ever hated somebody so much that anda wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, anda knew youd die if they did?

I've been through this pain before I've even cried these tears before but to get anda back, I'd go through so much more.

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting me.

The truth of the matter is, I still have feelings for you. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you, a part of me just won't let go.

I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again.

I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love, and anda know what, they just don't care that I cinta them. They don't care whether atau not I live atau die. To them I'm just another girl, just another stranger. To me, they are my best friends, the only people I have left.

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love, it never seems to last.

You're the reason I live and the reason I die, you're the reason

I smile yet break down and cry, you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall, cause without anda in my life I'm nothing at all.

I have waited for anda for 2 years and I will wait for anda for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give anda up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I cinta anda that much and nothing will ever change that.

I'm gonna smile, because I wanna make anda happy, laugh, so anda won't see me cry. I'm gonna let anda go in style, and even if it kills me, I'm gonna smile.

Love? It's kind of complicated, but I'll tell anda this the detik you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy, that's cinta right there.

anda fuck me, then stub me. anda cinta me, anda hate me. anda tampil me a sensitive side, then anda turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate keterangan of our relationship. (This was just how me and my now ex boyfriend were.)

anda asked me what was wrong, I smiled and berkata nothing, when anda turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is.

I am in cinta with the man I can't have and I have the man I can't love.

I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me through, maybe I did.

I used to think that if I loved anda enough anda would realize it and cinta me back, but I can only cinta so much for so long.

Do I really cinta him atau am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have.

I cinta anda yet I hate anda its like I want to throw anda off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you. (this is me and my friend Kevin)

I don't know which is worse, keeping your cinta for someone a secret atau telling them and risk being rejected.

I don't know which is worse, loving someone knowing its going to cause anda pain atau being in pain because anda can't love

someone.

It hurts to realize that them people anda thought you'd cinta for life don't cinta anda as much as anda thought they did and can do without anda as if they never knew anda at all.

It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.

Ever notice that the people who hurt anda the most are the ones anda tend to cinta more.

It's funny the way anda can get use to the tears and the pain.

No lebih crying, I can't cry anymore. Don't take my hand this time. Just go please and don't look back, because I know if anda did, I'd come running back to anda and I can't do that.

I'm glad you're happy. I can't say that I'm completely happy for anda but I guess that's just a part of life, I'll always have feelings for anda but the rest of the world is forcing me to pindah on.

I would rather leave now still loving anda then to leave later hating you.

I hate the way I could never hate you.

I want to cry, I really do, but I guess I just don't want to give anda the satisfaction of knowing that anda hurt me once again.

I remember when I still believed the things anda said.

anda can't just cling on to something because it's familiar.

Difficult atau easy, pleasant atau bitter, anda are the same you; I cannot live, with atau without you.

This time its over I'm keeping my heart, I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart it'll get better, I'll no longer cryin a couple of weeks I won't want to die, I won't want to go back. I'll be able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep!

It hurts to see someone anda cinta ignoring you, it also hurts to see that he doesn't feel your love. But it hurts even lebih to

know that he loves anda too, and just doesn't want anda to know.

cinta is when someone hurts you. And anda get so mad but anda don't yell at them because anda know it would hurt their feelings.

I'd rather be your lover then your friend, but I'd rather be your friend then your nobody.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like anda and that I don't cinta anda anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself.

To let go of someone doesn't mean anda have to stop loving, it only means that anda allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back.

I know anda never meant to do everything anda put me through its okay I forgive you.

I never regretted telling anda I liked you, I only regretted never hearing what anda really thought of me.

anda make it really hard to cinta anda sometimes.

Each pindah I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell.

If anda cinta me as much as anda say anda do then you'll leave.

If anda think you've found that one that anda really love... make sure they cinta anda back.

Don't hate me. Don't regret me. Don't even forget me.

Wherever anda go, whatever anda do, don't say I never loved you.

It's hard to cinta someone who's in cinta with someone else, anda have to ignore the pain and menelan your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship last longer than love.

I haven't been around but that doesn't mean I stopped loving you.

I never stopped loving you. Even when I was akting crazy, I loved you. I've tried to tampil anda in a million ways but nothing ever got through.

I cut to prove to anda that anda are not the only one that can hurt me.

To me, cinta is having your head tell anda to slap him but all anda wanna do is look into his eyes and smile.

I wish I saved all the tears I cried for anda so I could fucking drown anda in them.

Sometimes I cinta you, Sometimes anda make me blue, Sometimes I feel good, At times I feel used. Loving anda darling makes me so confused.--- Alicia Keys

Do anda want to know what my problem is? I will tell anda what my problem is, I cinta anda I cinta your name, I cinta the way anda look at me, I cinta your gorgeous smile, I cinta the way anda walk, I cinta your beautiful eyes, I cinta what anda look like when anda are asleep, I cinta the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire jantung with an indescribable feeling. I cinta the way I can be having the worst hari of my life and seeing anda completely changes my mood. I cinta how when anda touch me I

get weak, that is my problem...

Sometimes I hope we're still friends when I get married. I hope that I'll invite anda to the wedding and you'll come. Then you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world. You'll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me lebih than himself. You'll see all that anda could've had and you'll regret letting me go.

But the thing that I want anda to see the most is that I survived without you.

anda know what? anda should break up with me for her. anda should go out with anyone your jantung desires because, eventually, I know what will happen. See, you're gonna be with all those other girls, but none of those girls are gonna be like me. I'm different than all of them. You're going to realize that

I'm the one you're meant for and you're going to come back to me. So sure, break up with me now, but I'm telling you, you'll be back. You'll be back when anda realize that anda broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. But see, the thing is, anda just better hope the girl is still there.

I don't think I ever felt that good and that bad at the same time in my life.

Sometimes I may hate you, but I'll always cinta you. -Daria

I have been thinking a lot about growing up, and all of the relationships and broken hearts we go through. I always wonder how many times I berkata "I cinta you" to someone and

knew I didn’t mean it. It makes me think about all of the people that have berkata they cinta me and didn’t mean it as well, and I get really pissed off, because I hate when people lie. I mean, if they were lying to get in my pants, that is one thing, but just for the sake of dragging this jantung through the mud. I don’t think anyone has ever used me for my body, and that really, really hurts. It really does. I want to be a booty call.

Isn’t that what we all want out of life; to be someone’s "go to" sex slave? I forgot what I was talking about. Oh yeah, Love. cinta sucks.--- Jaret

cinta is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

I begin to hate anda for your face and not just the things anda do.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. ---Sex and the City

Don't stay because anda think "it will get better". You'll be mad at yourself a tahun later for staying when things are not better. --- Sex in the City

anda cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. --- Sex in the City

There's only one "reason" a man dumps you; he doesn't want you.

Relationships are very simple. There are only two things that can happen. anda either get married atau your break up.

I may hate myself in the morning But I'm gonna cinta anda tonight.

Life is for having fun. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gonna act like he/she hates anda tomorrow. Never waste it on some one who doesn't want their friends to know they're in cinta with you. Don't give that person the rest of anda tears atau a bulan atau a tahun of your life when he/she treats anda badly and doesn't mind to make anda cry. Every person deserves some one who wants to brag about them. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at their worst moments. We all deserve at least that.

Relationships are like glasses. If they break, let them stay broken, you'll only hurt yourself trying to fix it. At least the pieces still remain.

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making anda my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, following you, changing for you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, and most of all... for not hating anda which I know I should... but I can't.

This is for the broken hearted. I know how anda feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. anda don't want to laugh, because anda know it's not going to help, but anda don't want to cry, because it will just make anda feel worse. anda feel like your jantung is falling apart, but not only that, but anda know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. anda don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt anda so much, then why do anda still cinta them. That's the confusing part, anda don't know why, anda just do, and the people who hurt anda the most, and normally the ones anda cinta the most. And then, after a few weeks, anda finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but anda know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few lebih weeks, you're back to where anda were an empty soul and teary eyes. anda thought anda got over them, but really, anda just stopped tampilkan it. And anda can't help but to tampil it again. It leaves deep scars on your jantung that are there forever. And no one understands how anda feel, and how deep anda are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken jantung is different. They don't know the true pain anda feel and carry each and everyday now, so anda learn that basically anda are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly anda just break down, right there, because anda know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where anda don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted oleh the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, anda know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if anda ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, anda finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears anda are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But anda know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And anda look back on all of the hurt anda had from this, and anda realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks anda are okay. So now every time anda see this person, anda know anda still cinta them, and anda feel a slight tingle in your jantung yearning for them to cinta you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then anda sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...

I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore... If anda hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on...

Life sucks a lot of the time, huh? But, ya know, if anda can get through a heartbreak, anda can get through almost anything.

I can't stop thinking about him. That has to tell anda something. I can't get him out of my head. And quite frankly, I don't even want to try. --- lyssy

Why do we fall for someone, who really isn't for us?... should we blame ourselves for falling the wrong one. Or... should we blame the one we fell for, because... they made us believe that they are the right one for us?!

He's lost the one girl who thought nothing was wrong with him.

If anda dress nicely, he says you're a snob. If anda dress sexy, he says you're a slut. If anda argue with him, he says you're stubborn. If you're quiet, he says you're stupid. If anda call him, he says you're needy and clingy. If he calls you, he says anda should be grateful. If anda don't cinta him, he'll try to win you. If anda cinta him, he'll leave you. If anda don't fuck him, he'll say anda don't cinta him. If anda do, he'll say you're easy. If anda tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating. If anda don't , he'll say anda don't trust him. If anda lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy. If he lectures you, it's because he "cares". If anda break a promise, anda can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If anda cheat, he'll expect it to be over. If he cheats, he expects to be diberikan another chance either way.

anda only cinta him because anda fear that he just might be the only one that will ever cinta you.

It's not that I still cinta him, because I don't, it's just that I still worry about his stupidity.

I know anda never meant to do everything anda put me through its okay I forgive you.

Sometimes things can seem so perfect, and then in a membagi, split second. It all comes and blows back up in your face, making anda remember, that nothing ever works out for you. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing". --- mangledxdreams

Nothings gonna change the way I feel and anda know that I'm gonna cinta anda still. Please don’t turn your back, I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you, but anda don't understand. Because we're not together now, and I want to be with you. I'm sorry I can't just be friends. Am I too late, atau do I have a chance? I'm sorry... I can't just be friends.

I lay there at night, trying to fall asleep
But each time I close my eyes
Memories of anda flash through my mind
But then I open my eyes
and welcome myself back to reality
Because I know now, anda and I weren't ever
really meant to be.

There will always be faces anda can never look at without emotion and there are names anda can never hear spoken without that same old feelings returning. Just when anda think anda can pindah on, you'll remember all the reasons why anda held on so long.

The only thing worse than a broken jantung is knowing you'd give him another chance.

I don't understand why I let myself stay with you, after all the lies and all the tears cried. What makes anda so fucking special?

Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable?

Tell me what I have to do tonight
'Cause I'd do anything to make it right
Let's be us again
I'm sorry for the way I lost my head
I don't know why I berkata the things I said
Let's be us again
Here I stand
With everything to lose
And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reaching out for you
Won't anda open up your jantung and let me come back in.

One hari you'll look back and think... damn! that girl really did cinta me...

Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet. I'll forgive anda tomorrow if the sun doesn't shine Let anda back into my life when the oceans are dry Take anda back when every shade of the pelangi turns gray But I just can't do it today --- Gary Allan

Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone... too often we wait too long to say "I'm sorry, I was wrong"

There's nothing scarier then getting what anda want, cause that's when anda really have something to lose.

I'm mad at myself for crying, I don't even remember the reason but the tears keep flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.

Maybe sometimes anda just have to say what's in your heart, not just what anda think someone wants to hear.

I'm sorry that I'm not the one anda wanted that I made your life fucked up its not telling anda how I feel that scares me. Its what you'll say back that does.

Learn from your past, pindah on, grow stronger. People are fake, but let your trust last longer. Do what anda got to do, but always stay true, and never let anyone get the best of you.

I think it's time that I let anda go. And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in cinta with anda for the rest of my life. But this while running in place and hari dreaming is just not healthy for either of us. --- Dawson's Creek

Not everything's gonna be picture perfect... Things sometimes take time and have rough times to get through... Before anda can get there but if anda give up on things anda want, everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless.

If one hari anda realize that I haven't talked to anda in a while it's not because I don't care anymore it's because anda pushed me away and just left me there...

The higher anda build the walls around your heart, the harder anda fall when someone tears them down.

I want to be the one - I want to be the person that touches your jantung and makes it skip a beat - I want to be that person whose arms make anda just melt - I want to be the person that your destined to be with.

Just hit play and watch my life fall apart.

I can't help myself; I don't want anyone else.

anda are unmistaken ably my first love. Every guy I am with for the rest of my life will be compared to you.

Hold me when I cry, sleep with me on my drenched pillow, just for one night.

I know it's hard to cinta me, but couldn't anda please just try anyway?

Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgiven anda for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here anda are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you..

She's smiling... but she doesn't mean it. She misses how they use to be... she misses how it was so real how they cared for each other without end but most of all, she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay because she need's that now, lebih then ever. She's sick of feeling like something's missing.

And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't.

For him I'd smile when he's happy ciuman him when he's sad... try to be the perfect girl and calm him when he's mad hold his hand to make him strong and say he's right when I know he's wrong.
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Scaired and alone,
sad and depressed,
this is what i know best,
Chilled to the bone,
Your jantung cold as ice,
dust to dust,
you arent someone i trust,
Water so deep,
This pain will only end,
When I sleep.

When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a pisau and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right oleh my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my pisau but...
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posted by juicyjossy9
D E
S I
R E


fatal velocity, comes on with a rush
overpowering, gives the final push

what never moves, is never still
who has the final word
it holds the world in a single pill
and all life rendered absurd

if anda …
kill sweet desire, faith may numb the trial
but can anda run all your life?
kill sweet desire, truth will make a liar
you can run but not hide!
so run for your life

a false sincerity, a liar and a thief
my pulse and memory, a comfort within grief
what never moves, is never still, who has the final word
it holds the world in a single pill, and all life rendered absurd

if anda …
kill sweet desire, faith...
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posted by juicyjossy9
sleep


hear your heartbeat
beat a frantic pace
and it's not even seven am
you're feeling the rush of anguish settlin’
you cannot help showin’ them in
so hurry up then
or you'll fall behind and
they will take control of anda
and anda need to heal the hurt behind your eyes
fickle words crowdin’ your mind

so
sleep, sugar, let your dreams flood in
like waves of sweet fire, you're aman, brankas within
sleep, sweetie, let your floods come rushin’ in
and carry anda over to a new mornin’

try as anda might
you try to give it up
seems to be holdin’ on fast
its hand in your hand
a shadow over anda
a beggar...
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posted by r260897
Ye, Lord let the fragrance of flowers
Mix in blowing breeze
Make the shade of trees even alat pendingin, pendingin
To give traveler much lebih peace
Let the trees go even wider and taller
To save the earth from burning heat
Make the smell of soil so sweet
That the countrymen live to die for their country
Let the sun shine even brightly
To make jagung fields look like gold
Lord make the sky even wider
To save us from every harm
Let the moonlight spread around
Let the beauty make us a bit warm
Oh Lord above all, Give us a willing jantung
Lord, let us be your part….. your part
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Source: i wrote it
posted by whitelion
when did i see malaikat cry
i saw an malaikat cry when
a poor man asked for help
but was denied

I saw an malaikat cry
when a pasangan jantung
was broken
and devoured oleh despair

i saw an malaikat cry
when two best friends
had a fight, berkata unnecessary words
and didn't talk for a couple of weeks

i saw an malaikat cry when
a husband and a wife kept secrets
from each other
thinking no one will know, no one will get hurt

but anda see their tears
are not like the tears
that anda and i
sometimes cry

their tears are much
more bitter
each tear is stained
with a grief that pierces their hearts

because they saw what
we could of been
what we...
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poetry
poem
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posted by Lolita_Dark4
It's been too long
And I'm lost
Without you
What am I going to do
I've been sitting here

Thinking
Dreaming
Wanting
Because I miss you
I miss you

We were close friends
Did everything for one another
Now you're gone
And I'm lost without you
Here and now
But I know I have to live
And make it somehow

I miss you
It hurts me
Everyday
It's hard to accept
That you're finally gone
So I won't

It'd be like one of those days
We go without seeing each other
I can understand why
God wanted anda closer to him
And in my own special way

I cinta you
I miss you
I just want to thank you
For everything
Thank anda for your smiles

Thank you...
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