Sad Poem

Oh Payton why did anda go,
I miss you,
anda never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
anda were the sun and I was the shade,
anda never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without anda I could die,
I was so sad when anda moved,
anda didn't care when anda moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish anda had met me

Every night I can't go to tempat tidur cause
of you,
And each night i wish anda will
pindah back where anda belong,
Also wish anda loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope anda like it its for
my cinta Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he berkata hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
cinta with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he berkata hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she berkata no for me
And he never ever berkata anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from anda and the things you've become.
Don't anda remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do anda remember at all?
Now my hatred for anda is growing strong.
Every insult anda throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much lebih can I take?
Now do anda see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are anda glad that anda killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course anda don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My jantung isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends atau something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

You've got some real demons,
anda know that right?

cinta and hate,
Black a white.
anda don't know which is which,
Darkness atau light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
anda don't want to understand

anda want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
anda won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
anda know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

one hari anda will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when anda fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though anda did me wrong and even though anda shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though anda berkata anda cared even though anda werent really there and anda made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with anda tearing down the walls of everything and everyone anda ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white tempat tidur sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven atau hell
its lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating jantung of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
cinta like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do anda truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen oleh my personality atau oleh my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do anda really think i eat atau sleep
do anda think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a bulan the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me atau kick me
do anda really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood oleh her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so selanjutnya time anda see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?

Stopping oleh Woods on a Snowy Evening
oleh ROBERT FROST

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and Frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his memanfaatkan bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

My soul is fild with sadness.
My dad is dead.
My mom is in prison.
and me,siting alone
in the darkness.
so don't even bother with me.
I cry in the dark oleh my brother.
He says will mom ever come back.
i berkata no she'll never forgive us.
my brother's eyes fill with tears
my life is now useless for all i know
i sit there sighing and breathing heavily
as the smoke of the city streets fills my lungs
i soon become weak
i lay on the stine cold gravel
some say im dying
and others say i was supposed to die

where does the life start
and the hoplesness end?
where do the fun times
dissapear to?
why can't i look into your eyes
and see your happiness?
why do anda have to steal mine?
the answer to these pertanyaan are simple
anda have no cinta for me
yet anda lead me on,
pretend anda do
anda want me i know,
but for what?
the happiness
i can not see in your eyes
is not because its not there
but because anda suck mine away.
anda leave my eyes dull and empty
shadows of what i once was
the person i long to be now
one of the loved
-Megan

The trees always seemed to shake.
And the pretty still calm lake.
The calm wind blowing in my face.
Oh, look two young deer having a race.
Look at those bees in a beehive up in that tree.
While a kupu-kupu perches on my knee.
The sweet smell of dozens of fresh flowers.
Look!
A beautiful rose!
And a small blue bird.
There it goes.
As I hum, the mockingjay is my echo.
Oh no it’s ALMOST time to go.
The rumput is as green and fresh as lime.
As I look at my watch wondering if it’s time to go.
Sadly, yes it’s time.
As I watch from a distance a beruang behind a pohon scratching it’s back.
Uh-oh I think it’s going to attack!
I go run away.
Hoping I can come back another day.
The forest is sometimes dangerous, but it’s beautiful, calm, and quiet.
But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye this way. :(