The hari is Ending
The sun is Setting
All is over
But i am sad

My jantung is still grey
My friends are mad at me
And i am still sad

I go to sleep
But i can not stop thinking of what i have done
Will my friends ever Forgive me
And i am still Sad

I Have hurt a friend and Choked another
What have i done
And i am still sad

Why have i done this why
I have been tricked
Betrayed even
oleh the Evil one
I must get him
Pay him for what he has done to me

When i have done so my friends will be happy
And so will i

i Hate How anda
Make My jantung Beat
Uncontrolably

i Hate How You
Make Me Blush When
i See You

i Hate How You
Make Me Say The Stupidest Things When
i Talk To You

i Hate How You
Make Me Jealous When
i See anda With Another Girl

i Hate How anda
Make Me Care
About You

it's To Bad
i Do...

... Other Wise
i Would Tell This
To Your Face.

i'd Tell You
"i Hate You.
i HAte anda So Much,
That i cinta You."

But You'd Probably
Laugh At My Face
ANd i'd
Never see You...

...Again.

I still cry.
Why did anda leave me like this?
Why did anda have to die?
Now my life is a crisis

anda knew anda would rot
There was no god to you.
I would have fought
To keep anda from being blue

But anda resorted to a gun
Which left me in hell
Now I run
Trapped inside my shell

I make myself bleed, like anda did
I starve myself, like anda did
I hid my feelings like anda did
Now, Will I die like anda did?

Maybe if anda would have stayed
I wouldn't wish for death
I could've been saved
But now, I let out my last breath



So I know this is depressing but it means a lot to me, no rude komentar please...
~OfmiceandDes

We hung out almost
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
anda berkata forever.

When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.

anda come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
anda a smile.

I always listen to the
Same melody,
And anda keep appearing
In my memory.

I think of anda every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.

I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see anda one last
time,
But I can only see anda in my
Mind.

anda will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.

I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.

Trying to forget the pain,but everywhere I go,it follows me
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from anda are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like anda were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if anda wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one hari we'll fly together and have those great times again

To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw

Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer

Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure

The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be oleh my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num

Please anda cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave

Pain fills me
Getting hit oleh the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall

Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well

I call for you
But all anda do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down

All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry

They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright

when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters

we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my jantung fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u