to do. Don't hate me for this part. I get dramatic when I want to. Haha.)
I glanced at the boys,no Harry,"Can-can we go
see him now?"
"We don't know if you'll be able to..handle it. He's awake now" Liam responded
Well,it's been 4 days. Last time the boys went,the nurse berkata Harry was in a coma. That just was worse. I couldn't handle knowing I wasn't there
like he was when I got stabbed. He stepped in
the room the menit I woke up. But no. The boys berkata it would be too much and that I'd probably have a meltdown
right there on the spot,just looking at him.
"I need to see him,please." I pleaded
Louis sighed,"Hanna Lloyd,just promise anda won't
do something you'll regret later."
My bottom lip quivered,"Okay"
~Zayn and Niall stood up. Liam sighed,taking my
arm,and leading me towards the car. I whimpered
as I stepped in the car,staring at the usual kursi
Harry and I sat at. Zayn and Niall exchanged glances before patting the kursi between them. I sat between them,almost feeling dreadful for wanting to see Harry. Maybe if he sees me,he won't want to see me. Okay,I need to stop thinking like this already. It could really effect Harry. I don't want him feeling worse than he already does.
"We're here" Liam berkata quietly,loud enough for me to hear
Niall and Zayn stepped out of the car,watching as I stepped out as well. I almost froze,watching all the papparazzi turn to us. Louis speed walked towards me,grabbing my arm,and zig-zagging through the crowd of fans. We reached the door. I gaped as I stepped through the automatic stepping doors. Liam,Zayn,and Niall caught up with us.
"Go with Lou,Hanna. Don't do anything you'll regret,please. We'll catch up with you" Liam instructed
Louis instantly took me towards the lift. We both went in. He pressed the 3rd floor button. I shuttered as we both stepped out,already had been lifted towards the 3rd floor.
"Hanna,we don't want anda to have a melt down in there. It will make Harry feel worse. He's been wanting to see you,but he didn't want anda to see him just yet." Louis pushed back a piece of my hair behind my ear.
I shivered at the warm touch of his fingers,"Okay" I whispered,barely audible.
Louis and I stepped into room 313. My favorit number. 13.
"Hanna?" Harry croaked
I felt my jantung break into teeny,tiny pieces,"Harry!" I ran over to his bed,my hands gripping the blankets on the hospital tempat tidur as I felt an urge to just jump at him and press my lips against his soft lips.
"I missed anda so much" Harry whispered,his arms extended
"I missed anda so much,too" I grasped Harry's hospital thing. I really didn't pay attention to what they were called. Because anda know...you only live once. Life is too short to worry about things that are not important. Harry was important to me.
Harry pat the spot,right selanjutnya to him in the hospital bed,"Come here"
My bottom lip quivered,"Okay" I climbed in,cuddling up to him as I went into the tempat tidur ~
"Hanna,do anda want to go atau not?" Liam interuppted me from my little thing.
I knew that's not even the way it will go. He'll be so pissed with me. He'll probably even call it off. I couldn't stand even thinking about it.
"Yeah,I'm sorry. Let's go" I stood up from the couch. My knees grew weak. I immediately fell to the floor. I buried my face in my hands.
Louis ran over,pulling me up. He carried me towards the car. I whimpered as he put me in the usual spot Harry and I sat at. Zayn's eyes widened,he picked me up,putting me on his lap. I grasped his kemeja in my hand. Niall sighed,glancing at me. His eyes having a shine of sorrow. Louis glanced back once in a while,looking at me. Liam was on his Twitter. I instantly decided to go on Twitter. I had 2 tweets that stood out.
@Hanna1DLloyd Sorry about Harry. U both are adorbs together. no one wants u 2gether becuz that's just how perfect u r :) Jealous of ur beauty,hun'
@Hanna1DLloyd Oi,Hanna. Harry and U are the most perfect couple. Ppl be hating because ur beautiful. Everyone would die to have Harry Styles as their boyfriend..And I just want anda 2 happy
A tiny smile creeped onto my face. I put my phone away,smiling.
"We're here" Liam whispered
We all headed out,trudging past the fans. I shivered a bit as the cold A/C whipped against my face. Louis' hand brushed against my elbow. I winced again,his warm touch giving me angsa bumps. Louis took me towards the lift. Pushing the 3rd floor button. We stepped out as we reached our destination. Lou waved a hand in the air,instructing me to follow him. I stepped inside towards the room. There were two patients in here. One of them had to be Harry. The beds were covered oleh a curtain,hanging from the roof. I heard a dead line beep.
"No" I whispered under my breath,retreating back towards the lift.
Louis caught me in his arms as I tried running past him,"It's not his. Don't worry" He dragged me towards Harry's bed.We went past the curtain.
I saw Harry. Harry Styles. My boyfriend. I was so happy to see him. He looked happy. His smile was wide. His perfect dimples. His eyes sparkling,though he had dark circles under his eyes.
"Hanna" Harry smiled cheekily
I felt faint,"Harry"
"Your answer?" Harry asked quickly
"Yes" I rapidly answered,throwing myself towards Harry
He held me close to his body,even though he was in the bed,"Hanna Lloyd,I won't ever stop loving you. As long as anda cinta me,I'll always be Harry Styles"
"I won't ever stop loving you,Styles" I shut my eyes,breathing in his minty scent. It made me feel home. Who knows why? Well,of course. I hated being halaman awal with my damn parents. Being with Harry and Lou always made me feel better. There was nothing else that could make me happy like Harry does.
Author's note: None of the boys have girlfriends yet, Some people anda do not know are in this so if anda like anda can change the names in your mind so anda can relate.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the tahun sevens and some tahun six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" berkata Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at halaman awal with my brother" berkata Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" berkata Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" berkata sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see anda guys later" berkata Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" berkata Coan.
The Holidays were here everyon ewas talking dancing and just hanging out.
Most of the tahun sevens and some tahun six's were going to a holiday park like they normally go hang out at the closed up school have a dance hang out have a good time.
"Guys it's the Holiday's please come with us"I begged.
"I can't because my family is taking me fishing on their houseboat" berkata Madison with a sad look on her face.
"I can't because i have to stay at halaman awal with my brother" berkata Samuel.
"Samuel time to go" berkata Sam's Mother.
"Later guys" berkata sam.
I'll come with i have to walk home, see anda guys later" berkata Madison walking up the stiars with sam and his mum.
"Well let's go we have our stuff and the Bus is about to leave" berkata Coan.
what i wore Friday:
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Friday went oleh pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are anda going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. anda should gabung our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. anda should come!"
oleh this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch bel, bell rang.
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Friday went oleh pretty quickly considering i wasnt even paying attention to what the teachers were saying. i was just thinking of what to tell Saxon.
Lunch came and i sat with Jazzy and Saxon as usual. Jazzy kept glaring at me obviously wanting me to tell him but i coulndt. maybe at the dance?
Saxon's POV**
She looked nervous like she wanted to tell me something. something was definitely wrong.
"Saxon" she said, "are anda going to the dance?"
"Probably not. dont have anyone to go with. how about you?"
"Ya im going with Jazzy. anda should gabung our group."
"I'll think about it. I dont have anything to where tough."
"Me and Jazzy are going shopping tomorrow. anda should come!"
oleh this time Jazzy looked like she was about to blow up considered i hadnt asked her her opinion on anything.
"I think i will" i reply. and with that the lunch bel, bell rang.
Chapter.3.
When we got halaman awal I wrote in my diary I cinta Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play sepakbola with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The selanjutnya hari i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
When we got halaman awal I wrote in my diary I cinta Liam in one direction that didn't close my book and went to play sepakbola with my older sister Emilie but I didn't know that Sophie went into my room, looked in my diary and wrote WELL I HATE ALL OF THEM!!!When I came in to get my fave hat I saw what she writen and ripted it out and stuke it in her SHOE!!!
The selanjutnya hari i woke up and there writting in my diary was SOPHIE I sneaked over to her and gave her a big smake in the bottem,i went and put my 1d c.d in the c.d player and turned it up really loud!!
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