Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 15: What Hurts the Most
We were now out of the ambulans and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he berkata looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are anda being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I cinta most doesn’t trust me? akting like I don’t cinta anda because whenever I do I get my jantung broken? akting like I don’t need you? akting like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where anda came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every hari to make anda happy because I cinta you. anda don’t talk to me anda don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give anda your luar angkasa and then anda get mad. Hazel I need anda too. That’s why we made the arrangement for anda to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re akting all insecure. We were never like this. I want anda to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl anda always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s pindah past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I berkata letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for anda Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. anda brought out the jealous in me, when I see anda with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He berkata and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No lebih crying. I hate seeing anda so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I cinta anda princess. If I can call anda that again?” he said.
“I cinta anda too. Prince.” I berkata smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but anda guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if anda forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall berkata jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the tempat tidur and I went in the kitchen. There was no food so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for anda this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking anda so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian berkata back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall berkata flatly.
“How is a girl like anda going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in cinta with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are anda into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t anda the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I berkata again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the dipan, sofa looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought anda were starving?” I berkata to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some acak guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I berkata nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will anda eat. You’re like staring the pizza down.” I berkata laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
We were now out of the ambulans and Zayn was driving us back to my house. Niall and I were still fighting.
“I do care princess.” He said.
“Don’t call me that.” I said.
“Why? If you’re not my princess then what are you?” he berkata looking and sounding really hurt.
“I don’t know Niall. What am I?” I said.
“You’re mine. You’re my princess. Nothing will change that Hazel. Why are anda being like this?” he said.
“Being like what? Hurt that the person I cinta most doesn’t trust me? akting like I don’t cinta anda because whenever I do I get my jantung broken? akting like I don’t need you? akting like what Niall?” I said.
“Hazel I don’t know where anda came up with the thought that I don’t trust you. Hazel you’re breaking your own heart. I try every hari to make anda happy because I cinta you. anda don’t talk to me anda don’t let me in. I don’t know what to do so I give anda your luar angkasa and then anda get mad. Hazel I need anda too. That’s why we made the arrangement for anda to be our opener. So I can spend all my time with you. Hazel you’re akting all insecure. We were never like this. I want anda to be the crazy, weird, funny, loving, snuggly, beautiful girl anda always were.” He said.
“I wish I could be that girl again too.” I said.
“You can. Just let go. Let’s pindah past all this distrust, and insecurities, and just be happy again.” He said.
“I don’t know what happened to me, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know how to change.” I berkata letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“I’m here for anda Hazel. Every step of the way, I’ll change with you. anda brought out the jealous in me, when I see anda with other guys, I just can’t stand the thought of losing you.” He berkata and wiped my cheeks.
“I want everything to be better. I want everything to be okay. We can do that right?” I asked him.
“Of course we can. Promise me something.” He said.
“Yeah?” I asked.
“No lebih crying. I hate seeing anda so upset.” He said.
“Promise. I hate crying I get all puffy and blotchy.” I said.
“You’re still beautiful though.” He said.
He leaned in and kissed me. When we broke the kiss, I looked into his beautiful eyes. I couldn’t stay mad at him. He was always there for me and he had my back.
“I cinta anda princess. If I can call anda that again?” he said.
“I cinta anda too. Prince.” I berkata smiling.
He kissed my cheek and smiled at me. I rested my head on his shoulder.
“Hate to ruin the moment, um but anda guys are making me want to puke. I’m still here if anda forgot.” Zayn said.
“Yeah buddy, way to ruin it.” Niall berkata jokingly punching Zayn in the arm.
I laughed. I was so happy that I fixed things with Niall again. I don’t know why I kept screwing things up. Niall was right, I needed to let go and just enjoy my time with him.
We got back to the hotel and went up to my room. Niall sat on the tempat tidur and I went in the kitchen. There was no food so Niall and I ordered a pizza. The delivery guy came and starting talking to me.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
“Hazel.” I said, “How much do I owe you?”
“I’m Brian and for anda this ones on the house.” He said.
“Haze what is taking anda so long! I’m starving!” Niall called from the other room. He walked in and saw Brian. “Who are you?” he asked getting mad.
“Brian and you?” Brian berkata back.
“Her boyfriend. Niall.” Niall berkata flatly.
“How is a girl like anda going out with a guy like him.” Brian said.
“I’m in cinta with him. Now how much do I owe you?” I said.
“Why?” Brian asked.
“Um cause I need to pay you.” I said.
“No why are anda into him?” Brian asked.
“Aren’t anda the delivery guy? Not like an interviewer.” I said.
“I was only wondering.” He said.
“Yeah well don’t. How much do I owe you?” I berkata again.
“$25.” He said.
I handed him the money and closed the door. Niall was sitting on the dipan, sofa looking really mad. I opened the box and grabbed a slice of pizza. Niall didn’t move.
“I thought anda were starving?” I berkata to Niall.
“Not anymore.” He replied.
“Why cause of that guy?” I said.
“He was all over you, even when I came out he didn’t care.” Niall said.
“Yeah so? He’s just some acak guy, and he was ugly. You’re way better looking.” I berkata nodding at him. I saw him fighting back a smile.
“Thanks for sticking up for me though.” He said.
“That’s what I’m here for. Will anda eat. You’re like staring the pizza down.” I berkata laughing.
“Hazel? I lied to you.” He said.
“’Bout what?” I asked dangling cheese over my mouth.
“I’m starving.” He said.
We both started laughing hysterically. That boy was always hungry.
