When I first heared the song Breaking News, I didn't felt him there, I didn't recognize his voice there, his voice was always so strong and soft in the same time.. he never had problems of breathing when he recorded a song, never had problems of taking the sound really high thing that doesn't happen on Breaking News.
I tough.. "and if is his real voice?? it can be possible to be his real voice and I can't feel it? I listen to this voice for 18 years, it's inside of me.. is it possible to be his voice and I can't recognize it??"
This pertanyaan killed me inside..
When I listen a song of MJ, when I listen his voice my jantung is melting.. I feel like flying.. this is not happening to me when I listen to Breaking News.
I waited and waited.. maybe my feelings are wrong, maybe I am wrong..I listened to it over and over.. and thinking: "and if he wanted to try another style? yes, it's true that we heared him bernyanyi on the street, on the phone and his voice was different.. but even the song was different; maybe he was sick, maybe the equipament that he recorded with was so bad and it made his voice sound like this?? maybe they did something in the studio that changed his voice in this way?? maybe it sound like this because these are pieces of a song never finished??"
All these pertanyaan in my mind without an answer..
Why I can't feel it? the song it would be great.. but the voice is doesn't transmate me nothing..
I can feel it very little in the song.. too much little.
I wondered.. why would Sony spend so much money, 200 millions, to make an album with fake material in it? would have this sense? maybe they though that they made it good enough and no one will see/feel the difference?
the lie becomes the truth - that's what it is engraved in my mind and in my heart...
The truth is not to Sony atau anyone who can speak about it.. it's inside of us..
I won't look atau cari anymore for the truth.. because I don't think they have it eigher; we can find it only in our hearts...where Michael Jackson is forever. Only there we can find the truth. He will tell us.
This is how I feel..
