Chapter 10

January 2, 2003,

Where do I start? The "living with Michael Jackson" documentary premiered last night and it didn't go at all like dad expected it to! He is not happy at all, some things actually ended up getting broken oleh dad because he was so angry. He made her leave the room once he got the feeling that the documentary was headed in a bad direction. Even after we left the room, we could hear dad yelling and throwing things. I had never seen my dad so mad in my life and I probably won't ever see him like this again! I came downstairs and saw dad sitting on the couch. I was debating whether atau not to go up to him after what happened last night. I walked into the living room dressed in my super Mario pajamas and sat down selanjutnya to him. We both looked at each other and neither of us berkata anything. Then he just reached over and hugged me as tight as he could. I asked "what was that for?" He berkata "I just want anda to know how much I cinta you!" I berkata "I know anda cinta me!" He looked like he was about to cry and I asked "are anda okay daddy?" He berkata "I'm fine. Don't worry about me!"

Prince and Paris woke up and came downstairs. Grace followed behind them and passed Blanket to dad. Dad snapped out of the mood that he was in and went to the dapur to make us French toast. I could tell that he was still aggravated oleh everything that happened last night because he spent 20 menit rapidly stirring a few eggs in a bowl. Then he came to the meja with our food and berkata "I think all of us should go on a long vacation for a while!" I asked "where are we going to go?" He berkata "I haven't figured that out yet. I think we'll just go from place to place for a while." I asked "why all of a sudden are we going on vacation?" He berkata "I don't know; I just think we need to get out of here for a while!" I don't know what's going on… But I know something is up because dad is akting really weird!

February 6, 2003,

It was 9 o'clock at night and we were just boarding the private jet that dad rented. We are headed to london and we are staying with Mark Lester and his family. It's been a while since I've seen Kyle and I am really excited! I'm still curious as to why we are leaving so late at night

About five hours later, we pulled up in front of Mark's house in london and I jumped out of the car. Prince and Paris have fallen asleep and Grace carried them inside one oleh one. Dad brought Blanket inside and Mark greeted all of us. I was full of energy still and Mark berkata "AJ anda have to be quiet! The children are sleeping!" I continued to run around crazily in circles and dad asked "Alanna Michael Jackson; did anda just hear what Mark said?" I berkata "yes but; I'm so hyper!!!" Dad looked at Grace and asked "did anda give her the ADHD medication this morning?" Grace shook her head "yes" and he sighed was exhaustion. He walked up to me and berkata "go get your pajamas on and I'll be in the guestroom in a menit to put a movie in." I could tell he wasn't in the mood to deal with me so; I did as I was told.

February 7, 2003,

I woke up this morning in the guestroom of Mark Lester's house and went out into the dapur to wait for dad to get up. Grace came downstairs with Prince and Paris who had both slept in one of the other guestrooms. Dad had slept in the sarang, den so he could take care of Blanket because he has been waking up in the middle of the night crying.

Grace took my bottle of ADHD medication and passed me a pill. Just as I put it in my mouth; dad came out of the sarang, den carrying blanket and smiling. I ran up to him and hugged him. He berkata "good morning anda guys!" Mark's son Kyle came running downstairs and berkata "wow: anda really did come here!" I berkata "I can't believe it either!" The two less ran upstairs and Kyle berkata "I can't wait for anda to see my new bedroom! We redecorated it last month!" He brought me to his bedroom and it was all bintang Wars themed. Posters were on the walls, a whole bunch of bintang Wars blankets, pillows, and a huge flat screen televisi with a nintendo GameCube and games. I berkata "wow; this is so cool!" He berkata "I know; the TVs best part though!"

Dad walked up the stairs and into Kyle's room. He asked "are anda guys having fun?" I berkata as I got up to hug him "thank anda for bringing us here!" He berkata "you don't have to thank me but; you're welcome!" I berkata "how long are we going to stay here?" He berkata "I'm not exactly sure yet." I berkata "I have an idea daddy!" He asked "what that?" I berkata "all of us should have a water balloon fight!" He berkata "okay; then that's what we'll do!"

Dad, Kyle, and I went downstairs to start filling the water balloons up. Prince and Paris walked up to dad and asked "can we play too?" Dad berkata "of course anda can!" I brought the water balloons outside and put them in a bucket. Dad followed me and helped Paris and Prince take their shoes off. Dad had filled the water balloons up so much; I could barely pick them up without them breaking in my hands. Before I could throw one balloon; Kyle threw a balloon at the back of my head and it exploded everywhere. I berkata "I'm so going to get anda back for that!" Dad berkata "I think we should make teams." I berkata "that wouldn't be fair though because there's an uneven amount of people." He berkata "no; it will be fair because I will be with your brother and sister! They don't have good enough aim so; I'll be there to help them! Trust me; it will be evenly matched after all!" I berkata "all right… Kyle and I; versus you, Prince, and Paris."

Knowing how good my dad is a water balloon flights; Kyle and I didn't stand a chance. I wasn't too worried about Prince and Paris because they are still little but; I knew dad would demolish us! The object of our water balloon fights is to get the other team as soaked as possible oleh the time all the balloons are gone. Whichever team is the most soaked at the end loses

20 menit into our water balloon Fight; Kyle was completely exhausted from dodging every balloon dad threw at him. I berkata “you don’t have to avoid each one Kyle. Just don’t get soaked!!!” He berkata "I know; but I'm trying to stop us from losing!" I had made it whole time without getting wet at all and Kyle decided that he was done because he was tired. It was down to dad and I in the end and I was still going strong because of my ADHD. There were five balloons left and dad had stayed away from every balloon that I threw at him. I was determined not to lose against him for the millionth time. oleh the time there was only one balloon left we were both getting out of breath. I don't think that dad saw that there was only one left so; I ran for it. He berkata "no, no, no, is that really the last one?" I started laughing and berkata "yes!" I started to slowly walk up to him with the balloon in my hand and he ran as fast as he could away from me. His socks started to fall off and he was stumbling. I knew that this was my one and only chance to get him. I backed him up so there was a pohon on each side of him! He laughed as I took the balloon and broke it over the puncak, atas of his head. I shouted "finally; I beat you!" He berkata in a shock “I can't believe it!"

March 1, 2003,

We were just arriving at our hotel in Las Vegas when dad got a phone call. I stared at him the entire time and he just looked distraught. He hung up the phone and berkata "AJ; go in the other room so I can talk to Grace." I left the room but; I could still hear everything that was going on in the other room. Dad berkata "they just served a cari warrant on Neverland!" Grace berkata "that district lawyer is out to get anda all over again Michael!" He berkata "they are just doing this because they want to believe that I would do something that awful! Grace; I promise anda that I would never ever do anything like that! I guarantee anda that those police officers will not find one single shred of proven evidence in that house! I know one thing's for sure… If they decide to prosecute me I'm not going to just settle like I did back in 1993; I'm dragging this thing all the way through a trial to prove my innocence!"

The only thing I understood from what my dad berkata was "police officers" I knew whenever was going on; it wasn't a good thing. I didn't think too much of it at the time because I didn't want to worry about him. I assured myself that everything would be better in the morning and that it wasn't that big of a deal; even though deep down that something serious is going on!

March 8, 2003,

Well; we weren't in Las Vegas for long because for some reason we have to go back to Santa Barbara California. I asked my dad several times why we were going back so soon but; all he berkata was that he couldn't tell me. Ever since we got on the plane to head halaman awal dad seems really nervous and I want to know why!

We left the airport and drove to Neverland. Dad's manager Frank was standing outside the gate and the car pulled up selanjutnya to him. Dad rolled down his window and Frank leaned in to talk to him. Frank berkata "Mike anda don't want to go in there!" Dad looked at him and asked "why not?" Frank berkata "those police officers absolutely DESTROYED the house! Everything is out of place; thrown everywhere and your office is a complete disaster!" Dad asked "what do anda mean my office? They only had a warrant to cari my bedroom, bathrooms, and storage!" Frank berkata "I hate to tell anda this Michael but; they searched every square inch of that house; whether they were supposed to atau not!" Dad asked "how could just a few officers do so much damage?" Frank berkata "oh; it was way lebih than just a few officers!" Dad berkata "I was informed that there would only be three atau four of them here! How many of them were there?" Frank berkata "like 20 of them." Dad berkata "this is ridiculous; absolutely ridiculous!"

Dad opened the car door and got out. Frank asked "where are anda going?" Dad berkata "I have to see this for myself!" Frank berkata "if anda want to but; I'm warning anda to prepare yourself for what you're about to see!" I berkata "I want to go see too daddy!" Grace berkata "no; anda are going to stay right here! I don't want anda to see what's in there!" Dad came back outside 15 menit later and he was crying. oleh the time he got to the car; he had calmed himself down so; we didn't see him crying atau upset. He opened the door to the car and got in without saying a word. Grace asked "is it really that bad?" Dad berkata "oh yeah!" Grace asked "where are we going to go now?" Dad berkata "I don't know yet; but we'll figure it out!"


March, 10, 2003,

We are staying in a hotel for the time being until dad can find a new place for us to live. I saw dad getting ready to leave and asked "daddy; where are anda going?" He berkata "out my little while. I'll be back soon though!" I asked "can I please, please go with you?" He berkata "yeah; as long as anda listen to me!" I berkata "I promise that I will!" I grabbed my jaket and the two of us headed out to the car that was waiting outside.

We drove to a shopping mall and got out of the car. Both of us walked inside and went into a Toys "R" Us store first. I berkata "look daddy dart guns!" He berkata "wow; I've never seen one's that look like this before!" I berkata "they have claws at the end of the darts!" selanjutnya to the dart guns was a bintang Wars display and dad walked over to it. I followed him and picked up a talking Anakin Skywalker action figure. I berkata "Prince would cinta this!" He berkata "then I'll buy it for him!" I asked "can I pick something out for myself?" He asked "what do anda say first?" I berkata "oh yeah; please?" He berkata "yes anda can but; nothing too expensive because your birthday is coming up in a few days!"

I ran down every aisle looking for something that I have been wanting for a long time. I found the pokemon ultimate trading card box that I wanted and took it over to dad. I passed it to him and he asked "more pokemon cards? Really? Don't anda have enough of these already?" I berkata "I know that I have a lot but; these ones are different and there are 500 cards in this box." He berkata "I don't see the point in those silly little cards but; if that's what anda want then go ahead and put it in the cart." I kissed him on the cheek and berkata "thank anda daddy!" He berkata "you're very welcome! We have to find something for Paris and Blanket so they don't feel left out."

Dad found a disney Princess movie set for Paris and got a talking Mickey mouse for Blanket. As we were walking out of the store we saw a McDonald's in the food court and dad asked "do anda want to get something to eat?" I berkata "yes please" while tying my shoes. He berkata "okay; what do anda want because I'm going to have one of the bodyguards get it for us?" I berkata "a cheeseburger, burger keju please!" Dad passed his wallet to our bodyguard James. He berkata "get three happy meals. Get two cheeseburger, burger keju meals and one chicken nugget meal. Get me a medium-sized fry and a vanilla milkshake please." While James bought our food, we walked out to the car with the other bodyguard named Tim.

May, 4, 2003,

Dad was out doing something and all three of us kids were in the hotel. I was in my hotel room searching through the TV channels when something caught my eye. I was changing the channels quickly but I berkata to myself "was that daddy I just saw on TV?" I went back to that channel and could not believe what I was seeing. It was a news laporan that berkata at the puncak, atas of the screen "King of Pop: Michael Jackson arrested in Santa Barbara County today." Dad was standing with his arms behind his back and a police officer handcuffed him. Then dad was directed him into a police car!

I was absolutely mortified oleh what I just saw and jumped out of bed. I ran down the hallway as fast as I could and started hitting the door as hard as I could. Grace opened it and asked "what's wrong?" I berkata "daddy just got arrested!" I was surprised oleh her reaction because she looked like she already knew that he was going to be arrested today. I walked into their hotel room where my siblings were and sat down on one of the beds. I berkata "alright; I want to know what's been going on and I want to know now!" Grace berkata "your dad will be halaman awal in less than an hour… There's nothing to worry about!" I berkata "I know there's something going on and I want to know what's happening!!!" She berkata "I'm not going to tell you; you're going to have to ask your dad when he comes back.”

A half-hour later; there was a knock on my hotel room door and dad walked in. He looked at me and I was crying. He sat down on the tempat tidur and asked "what's wrong sweetheart?" I berkata "I wish anda knew how scared I was. I had to watch my dad being arrested and I have no idea what's going on!" He hugged me as I cried uncontrollably into his shoulder and berkata "I know and I'm sorry that anda had to see that!" He started to cry too and I asked "will anda please tell me what's going on?" He berkata as he pulled away from hugging me "okay; I guess anda should know. Just promise me that anda won't tell your brother atau sister because they are too young!" I shook my head to tampil that I agreed and he proceeded to tell me what was going on.”

He asked "do anda remember that boy named Gavin they used to come over to Neverland all the time with his brother?" I berkata yeah; why?" He took a deep breath and berkata "well; he berkata that I did some inappropriate things to him!" I asked "inappropriate as in what anda told me kidnappers and some strangers do to kids?" He berkata "yes but; I want anda to know that Gavin is lying and I would never ever do that to anyone!" I berkata "I know anda wouldn't and that's awful that he would lie about something like that!" He berkata "I'm going to have to go to court probably within the selanjutnya couple of years so; I can prove that I didn't do anything like that!" I asked "Will anda promise me that anda won't go to prison?" He berkata "I can't promise anda that because there is a small chance that I would go to prison but; I will do everything in my power to stop that from happening… I can promise anda that for sure!!!" He wiped the tears away from my eyes with his sleeve and berkata "I cinta anda and I always will; no matter what happens!" I kissed him and berkata "I cinta anda too!"