while michael would sit there and look out the window and watch the other kids playing while looking out at them tears start to form in michael's eyes cause he knew that he wasnt allowed to go across the jalan, street and play with the ohter kids and have fun with them as michael would wonder why he couldnt just have fun with other kids and have a normal life too while be a bintang as the hari came to a end of the hari and it was starting to get late michael and his brohters would be soo tierd for a long and of bernyanyi and rehearsing they would go straight to the hotel and go straight to tempat tidur while they were sleeping atau trying to sleep michael's father joseph would come in and tampil them to his lady friends little did he know of course michael heard him what he berkata to them michael berkata that he would say yeah that is my son sometimes michael would be locked inside a closet so he wouldnt tell his mother about his fathers activies at night when michael and his siblings would be halaman awal they would always cuddle with there mother and she would read to them and talk to them and sing with them at night as they would have these fun times and moments with her when joe wasnt halaman awal as soon as they would hear him coming up the drive way they would scatter and run inot there rooms and slam the doors because they were soo terrified of him and his motives but one night joe scared them soo bad