James's fail

How could he know this new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?
Set sail to sea, but pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure.

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid, always afraid,
Of the things he's feeling.
He could just be gone.

He would just sail on
He would just sail on.

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go
Searched the seas of gold
How come it's got so cold
How can I be lost
In remembrance I relive
How can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive

These days drift on inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating
This seeking life outside its hell
Inside intoxicating...

New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on, he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please...