No clarity seems around,
All I see,pain took down.
Pain is ruling,no doubt
Happiness is faded,from all around
The world of mine is broken now
Only sadness took over the crown
No clarity seems around,
All I see,pain took down.
................... NUMB .................
I am looking out side of the window
Waiting for the time,
the time when i can feel
Sitting sad while thinking something,
something that I can't tell
.
I am confused whom to trust
Nobody cares,Nobody knows
the feeling i am feeling now
I'm feeling hurt,
I am crying hard,
Because I am so numb.
Well my friend had wrote this poem for me so i just wanna thank him oleh posting this here.I hope whoever read it like it.
There was a girl,Not so lime,
lost in thought,No matter what time.
Only one thing concerned her the most,
That was ANIME
Getting through the classes
what to determine
Nothing was clear in her animatic mind.
Naruto,Sasuke,Mei and kouichi were true grime.
No matter what happens,
she'll always cinta ANIME.
Written oleh ~ Mohd. Yasser Shaikh
There was a girl,Not so lime,
lost in thought,No matter what time.
Only one thing concerned her the most,
That was ANIME
Getting through the classes
what to determine
Nothing was clear in her animatic mind.
Naruto,Sasuke,Mei and kouichi were true grime.
No matter what happens,
she'll always cinta ANIME.
Written oleh ~ Mohd. Yasser Shaikh
I....
I am sitting here asking myself why,
why is it that i want to die
I hate my life and what am i...
I don't want to cry for the way i feel inside,
But i don't know why i am not able to stop my tears to shed from my eyes.
If no one cares then i don't see a point to go on.
Yes i still feel like dying,
But no i am not trying.
- Badge of hate -
The time we know,
was the time we saw.
I believe in everything,I draw...
There's lots of mistakes done oleh me,
Now there only regretion all i see.
How I fell now doesn't matter,
all i dreamt,dreams have to scatter.
A badge of hate is all i got
That too in stock lot and lot.
Never got a mandi, shower of cinta on me,
Need to take a life atau need of 3.
I am sitting here asking myself why,
why is it that i want to die
I hate my life and what am i...
I don't want to cry for the way i feel inside,
But i don't know why i am not able to stop my tears to shed from my eyes.
If no one cares then i don't see a point to go on.
Yes i still feel like dying,
But no i am not trying.
- Badge of hate -
The time we know,
was the time we saw.
I believe in everything,I draw...
There's lots of mistakes done oleh me,
Now there only regretion all i see.
How I fell now doesn't matter,
all i dreamt,dreams have to scatter.
A badge of hate is all i got
That too in stock lot and lot.
Never got a mandi, shower of cinta on me,
Need to take a life atau need of 3.
To fall in love.
To clear your last exam.
To wake up and realize that its still possible to sleep.
To get phone call saying class is cancelled.
To felt kupu-kupu every time anda see that person.
To see an old friend again and to feel that things have not changed.
Walking alone in a silent road at night.
Speaking to the special one on phone standing in front of the mirror.
Winning prizes atau certificates.
Getting appreciated oleh your enemy.
Waiting for a phone call atau message.
To clear your last exam.
To wake up and realize that its still possible to sleep.
To get phone call saying class is cancelled.
To felt kupu-kupu every time anda see that person.
To see an old friend again and to feel that things have not changed.
Walking alone in a silent road at night.
Speaking to the special one on phone standing in front of the mirror.
Winning prizes atau certificates.
Getting appreciated oleh your enemy.
Waiting for a phone call atau message.
I take a pen and bleed my emotions on paper...
I look around and find everything proper
then I look inside and see a slaughter
I compare my seeing innocence to my power
to see the things around me;with the former
I sing and release a laughter
then I feel great;I feel lighter
but when I sit alone with a pen
why do I find blood on the paper?
I take a pen and bleed my emotions on paper...
I close my eyes and look into the future
sometimes I'm wasted;sometimes popular
I look at my past,I'm in a quest
still I'm the same,down to my earth's crust
I see the nib moving around
drawing the shape of my wound
every time its deeper
later I find blood on paper.
I take a pen and bleed my emotions on paper...
I let it drain,the paper full of stains
My wounds fester and never heal
in the end blood is all I find.
I look around and find everything proper
then I look inside and see a slaughter
I compare my seeing innocence to my power
to see the things around me;with the former
I sing and release a laughter
then I feel great;I feel lighter
but when I sit alone with a pen
why do I find blood on the paper?
I take a pen and bleed my emotions on paper...
I close my eyes and look into the future
sometimes I'm wasted;sometimes popular
I look at my past,I'm in a quest
still I'm the same,down to my earth's crust
I see the nib moving around
drawing the shape of my wound
every time its deeper
later I find blood on paper.
I take a pen and bleed my emotions on paper...
I let it drain,the paper full of stains
My wounds fester and never heal
in the end blood is all I find.
ZERO
WITH
INFINITY
(Daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Geometry)
On Sunday 31,2015 at 4:20 P.M.,
Algebraic five bintang hotel
Maths Compound
R.S.V.P.
With Best Compliments
44,Degrees,Factor
Formula Equation
Elliptical Path
South Pole
but nobody heard.
She cried,
but nobody cared.
She was sad,
but still nobody asked.
At last she ends.
And everyone was there,
Blaming her for blaming them.
She......ends.
Without her fault she suicides.Huh how crazy is this thing is to do in the world.
Suicide,I really hate this word a lot.
This is always not the solution to a big problem anda are facing.You know every problem have a solution so why give up on life why not face them and see how long that problem can block your way.
So Never Give Up.