Guess to say anda guys haven't seen me around a lot anymore. I log on fanpop about every hari atau every other hari for my personal reasons.

When I say personal reasons do anda think, "Oh, She's worrying about what anime to watch selanjutnya atau the One Direction rumours going on?"

No.

By personal reasons I mean, "Putting through MY Rumours, Boys, and Suicide."

I've been called a Whore, atau Slut, Goth, and emo for no reason.

For starters, I have never had a Boyfriend atau even kisses a boy. Yes, I may be a little Flirt, but just because many guys like me, DOES NOT make me a whore atau slut.

So now if someone dies their hair Black it makes them emo atau Goth? I only died my hair black because I wanted to EXPERIMENT. My Aunt and my Mother had black hair in their lives to when they were younger. I smile a lot and laugh a lot too. I'm perfectly NOT Emo.

How about this, The Boy I've loved (Yes, I do cinta him. I would need to write a whole new artikel about our teasings for anda to understand. Let's just say we are practically rivals and fight everyday for the past 5 years. We hate eachother but someone told me last tahun he liked me. So I still thought until...) Anyways, the Boy I've loved for 5 years get's a Girlfriend and rubs it in my face. Even when I thought he still liked me. Then he says, "Sorry anda had feelings for me. I want to be with someone who makes me happy! AND NOT GET HIT WITH A LUNCHBOX EVERYDAY. Yeah, Sorry."

Al of this, led to my thoughts of Suicide. I wanted to, but I could never beruang to do it. PLEASE DON'T WORRY. I will stay alive until I'm around 80 atau 90. To cope, I have been on Tumblr looking at pictures of Harry Styles (From One Direction) and listening to their music.

Can anda see why I can't come on a lot? Now before anda make Rumours atau false accusations. keep this artikel in mind.

I cinta anda all! xoxo Lumforever ~