he allows me to fly.
I’m flying like a bird,
free and placid.
He gives me a strength,
i give him my mind.
My jantung is full of his thoughts,
full of his brightness,
full of his silence.
But still,he’s like the ocean,
so deep and mysterious,
anda can not find his soul
unless it finds you.
And i’m so brave and such a coward
the same time,
i need him lebih and more,
and i’m scared for he found my soul.
I wish to touch his hair,
to calm in his arms.
I want him to feel it in my eyes that my cinta
will never betray him,
and i want him to be what he is already,
himself.
It seems like heartbreak will be the only aspect of cinta I'll ever be acquainted with and the girls that break my jantung will be the only ones I fall for. I know I can be kinda shallow but I want someone who I can think to myself "she's gorgeous". It seems as if I'll never have that. Even if I'm willing to give up my individuality, be manipulated and abused oleh them they will still only end up leaving me. It almost seems as if cinta is mocking me atau maybe it's my own personal problems. Does anybody else feel like a relationship is there reason for being happy rather than it just being a bonus? I never feel complete and I think I'll never feel true happy unless I find a relationship. </3
In the morning when I wake up
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have anda near.
My jantung is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe anda miss me too.
I miss anda in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call anda on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put anda in my prayers.
I think oleh now it's aman, brankas to say,
That I miss anda very much,
And my jantung will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
And I open up my eyes,
I feel an aching in my heart
That's when I realize.
How much I really miss you
And long to have anda near.
My jantung is filled with sadness,
And my eyes are filled with tears.
At different times through out the day,
I find I'm missing you.
And I wonder if, perhaps a bit,
Maybe anda miss me too.
I miss anda in the shower,
When I'm in there all alone.
And when I want to hear your voice,
And call anda on the phone.
When I check my e-mail
And find there's nothing there.
I can't help it that I worry,
And I put anda in my prayers.
I think oleh now it's aman, brankas to say,
That I miss anda very much,
And my jantung will never be the same
Since it suffered Cupids touch.
