That's me inside your head. Why did anda just tell me all that? We don't even know each other. Maybe that's the point.I'll be seein ya.Nice hands. Nice legs.
I guess misery really does love company.
Lonely. I want to draw something that means something to someone! I want to draw blind faith, atau a fading summer, atau just a moment of clarity. And if I can't be great at it, then I don't want to ruin it. It's too important to me. They are not you. Could anda take a look at these? anda won't be disappointed.
You're art matters. It's what got me here.
anda diserahkan my sketches to thud magazine. And they liked them didn't they? Maybe anda are ready, but you're just scared. I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch. atau maybe just a tortured artist. Look, I don't need anda defending me and my work. I don't need anda analyzing it atau interpreting me either. And in fact, I'm pretty sure I don't need anda at all. Pretty sure? anda know, I would gladly erase my dad if it would bring back your mom. I wish I could change it for you. I didn't come here for anda tonight. Wow, anda made me a mix? Does this mean we're dating? I've wanted this for so long. Me too. And now we can have it. I want to have everything with you. I want it all. I want us.
And now we can't have it. I'm sorry. For what? All sorts of things.
Lucas, I made a mistake. When anda berkata anda wanted to be with me, I got scared and I pushed anda away, but the truth is, I want all the same things that anda want, I do. And I want them with you. Tracks 8 and 11? Totally you.
It didn't mean anything. It didn't? Of course it did. I feel it in my heart. Don't you? Yes.
I have to be with you. I'm with you, anda know that. I'll wait forever if I have to.
I was so afraid anda weren't going to wake up. What? And miss out on being with you?
I cinta to watch anda draw. I can't get anda out of my head. I wish we could fast meneruskan, ke depan these selanjutnya six months so we could just be together. It's better this way, right? Yeah.
I know how you’re into this whole 80's metal thing, so I got anda the first Tesla record. This is sweet. I got anda a high five. Do anda want it now atau later? Now's good. anda don't need to apologize, it's just for all the stuff that anda and I have been through... where my head and my heart were at, I couldn't have gone and slept with some stranger. Look, I just want to apologize again for not being a better person lately. I'm trying. I don't know what else to say. It's not what anda say, it's what anda do.
When was the last time we even had a conversation about something real? I just thought anda could use a friend. Yeah, I could use a friend, but anda don't qualify as that anymore. Whatever anda think, I really do care about you. You're a good friend. Well now, Bonnie and Clyde, I guess you're wondering why I called anda here. oleh the way, remember when anda accused me of being a crappy friend? Yeah, I'm really sorry. No, anda were right. I don't ever want that to happen again, so if anda need anything, I'm around.
anda look like anda need some chocolate. anda gave me the best mixtape I have. Even all the bad songs ain't so bad. I just wish there was so much lebih than that, about me and you. Looks like it's just anda and me this summer.
Come on, let's get anda home. I can't be there alone. Will anda stay with me? I knew anda couldn't go a whole summer without doing something. Whatever. anda don't know me. I think I do.
It's always going to be there, isn't it? anda and me. So the whole summer and I still can't get use to that hair of yours. What? anda did yours last spring and mine actually looks good. Hey!
Sometimes all anda need is one. There's that look again. What look? I don't have a look. You're one of the few people that's actually been honest with me through this whole thing. anda should go. Yeah, we're both going. Painting while angry? That's original. Like cutting your hair. If I don't go, I never will and I need to. Will anda go? Sure. A promise is a promise. Besides, anda should be able to turn to me for help. I cinta being that guy for you. I guess I just needed help getting here. anda never needed my help.
The stars are crying for what we could have had.
Are anda drunk? Are anda wearing eye shadow? Working through the pain? Kinda. Everything is going to be alright, right? Yeah, it is. Don't live your life alone. Let us in.
Don't leave me, please. I'm gonna go block the entrance. We'll just hide, alright? Listen to me, I'm not leaving you. Nothing will happen to you, I promise. You're always saving me. Somebody's got to. If I say I love anda right now, will anda hold it against me? Come here. If I don't get her out of here, she's going to die. anda love me. Okay, that is so not fair. anda probably want to ciuman me again. Dude, shut up! If I told anda I love you, would anda hold it against me? Because I do. I know how anda are. I'm the same way. I love you, anda know that? I love anda too. Hey, anda look nice. And then there were two. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
She's A Runner? Billy Squier. And I am very impressed that anda have Billy Squier on your iTunes. Actually I think anda gave that to me. When was the last time we just hung out? Um, just the two of us? Probably the hari we hid out in the perpustakaan and I got shot in the leg. anda think about that much? Everyday. I wish I could take that hari back for your mom and Keith. Thanks for the sex. We all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the musik in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.
Give me your hand. anda know I use to watch you? When? Freshman year. Sophomore year. Both summers, actually. Stop it. What did anda watch? You're legs mostly. anda know, from up close they are a little chickeny. Shut up! But from where I was hiding, they were pretty awesome. I'm not sure that's a compliment. Oh it is, trust me. Look, on the contrary to what's written on your wall, people don't always leave. Last time I checked I'm still here. I would never cut anda out of my life. I'm just trying to watch out for you. I know that and I thank you. anda were right. I'm sorry I doubted you. Whoa! Is this your way of thanking me? It's okay, I'm here. I thought I'd try and paint the shadows away. It's who I am and anda need to be who anda are. Can I stay? Sure. Life comes rushing at anda from out of the darkness, when it does... is there someone in your life anda can count on? Someone who will watch over anda when anda stumble and fall? And in that moment, give anda the strength to face your fears alone? I love you, Lucas. I love anda too. anda don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time. I just need anda to know, I love you... I'm in love with you.
Nice shot. Nice legs. They're a little chickeny. Well, I'll be seein ya. Hey, Peyton. It's you. What? When all my dreams come true... the one I want selanjutnya to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton.
anda know my girlfriend Peyton, right? oleh the way, I forgot how much of a good kisser anda are. Well, maybe anda should come oleh later and I'll remind anda for a few hours. I'd like that. This is good isn't it? Us. It's perfect.
You're always saving me. Please, let me find a way to save you. I have to go back. I never told Peyton I love her. I want to go back. Last time we kissed was so damn good I collapsed. The last time we kissed anda had a jantung attack. And I didn't die. I couldn't die. Do anda know why? Because I had to come back and look into those green eyes of yours and tell anda I love you. No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you. I think we waited long enough.
Peyton, anda look amazing. I can't wait till class is over so I can look at those green eyes and ciuman your perfect lips. Happy looks good on you. Peyton is the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. Likewise. This is the best cookie I've ever had.
Pretty please with me on top. What do anda want now? I want what anda wanted. I want everything with you. I'd do anything for you.
I really love you. I love anda too. I promise. Poof. Poof? Poof! You're destined for greatness and we both know that. No matter what happens to either one of us, anda will always be in my heart. Just let me hold anda for a couple lebih minutes. That's what's going to fix me.
I'm going to love anda forever.
Chapter three. Peyton Sawyer is destined for greatness. Actually she's already great, because Peyton Sawyer has a thing called integrity. And nothing and no one is ever going to change that.
How long has it been? Two years. No, it's been longer than that. Luke, I missed you.
So anda couldn't change the world from Los Angeles. Change it here. I know anda can do it and so do you. Do anda remember what anda berkata that night when anda first entered the gym? Your art matters. It's what got me here. Yeah, it's like anda touched my soul and a few days yang lalu I was ready to quit again, but anda saved me with the words anda wrote about me in your novel. So if your struggling menulis the selanjutnya one anda should know that your art matters Lucas. It's what got me here.
We had a relationship. We can't pretend that we didn't. But before that we were really close friends. There's no reason we can't have that again, right? Right. Peyton, I love anda and I want us to be together forever. Luke, wait okay. I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want selanjutnya to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want selanjutnya to me if they don't. As long as I have anda nothing else matters. I am not saying no, I am saying not now. I want to marry anda someday.
I went oleh my old house. There's a teenage girl living there now. She showed me my closet door and anda know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True cinta Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have. Let me tell anda how anda get "always" Peyton... when a man asks anda to marry him, anda say yes. I never berkata no! I berkata that I loved anda and that I did wanna marry anda someday.
I moved on. Why haven't you? Cause I should have berkata yes. I was young, and I was scared, and I did not realize that oleh saying I wasn't ready it would mean that we would never be together again. Had I known that, I would have berkata yes. I miss anda every day. And I have told everyone here that I didn't come back for you, but I did. Of course I did. I still love anda Lucas. anda still love me, don't you?
Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, and the cheers of my team mates were all sounding from a thousand miles away, and what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton, the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we'd always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth; I was now and always would be in love with Peyton Sawyer. Look me in the eye and tell me that, that ciuman did not feel exactly the same as it felt three years ago.
I was reminded today in a roundabout way that the most perfect act of cinta is sacrifice. It's what Keith did for Karen... burying his feelings for her for all those years so he could be a good friend. I love anda Lucas. I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes and it is going to suck, but if what anda want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart.
It was lebih than just a comet because of what it brought to his life; direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... and his belief in God and love and art would be reawakened in his heart.
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, anda know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks. Make a wish, place it in your heart. Anything anda want, everything anda want. Do anda have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. anda never know where the selanjutnya miracle will come from, the selanjutnya smile, the selanjutnya wish come true. But if anda believe that it's right around the corner and anda open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... anda just may get the thing you're wishing for.
I don't blame you, Peyton. I hate you. Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.
The hari anda start thinking that cinta is overrated is the hari that you're wrong. I don't hate you. I remember the first time I ever saw you; all skinny arms and tangled mess of hair. It was hard letting anda go, Peyton. It was hard losing anda and it was hard seeing anda again. It's still really hard. I know. While I'm asleep I have this dream where we're back in that hotel room in LA and anda propose to me; and every single time I say yes. It's just a dream right? It's my dream. To all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
Our Mixtape.♫
(thanks to ritergrl (S!<3), Laurencia7, yourartmatters!)
1. Maybe Tomorrow - Sterephonics
2. Mixtape - Butch Walker
3. anda Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
4. She's No anda - Jessie McCartney
5. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days
6. cinta Will Come Through - Travis
7. We Might As Well be Strangers - Keane
8. Hanging oleh a Moment - Lifehouse
9. anda and Me - Lifehouse
10. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
11. Forgive and Forget - The Get Up Kids
12. This is the Last Time - Keane
13. Comfortable - John Mayer
14. Back to anda - John Mayer
15. Shimmer - Fuel
16. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
17. Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
18. Whatever it Takes - The Faders
19. Fix anda - coldplay
20. On api - Switchfoot
21. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
22. I Want to Save anda - Something Corporate
23. Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson
24. Come On - Ben Jelen
25. Lonely September - The Plain White T's
26. Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
27. Alway On Your Side - Sheryl gagak and Sting
28. Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey
29: The Mix-Tape - Jack's Mannequin
30: Halo - Haley James Scott aka Bethany Joy Galeotti
31. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
32. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS
33. With atau Without anda - U2
34. Layla - Eric Clapton
35. bel, bell Bottom Blues - Eric Clapton
36. She Loves anda - The Beatles
37. malaikat - Aerosmith
38. Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
39. Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
40. cinta Song - The Cure
41. Coming to terms
42. Everything we had - The academy is
43. Feel This - Haley James Scott
