Help! NO one LIkes me!

ok so no one likes me and i've never had a friend my whole life and one time i was wispering/sing never sy never abd everyone went crazy and started calling me gay and werid for liking JB and they say something like "Maybe your furture husband will be a beaver!" atau they will throw buku at me in the hallway while bernyanyi "baby" and i've liked him for years and no one noticed till now cuz i'm so invisable and i'm starting to miss the days when i was invisblae becuz its better than this HELP!!!!!!!!plz!!!!!!!!!!!!!