"The Left Behind"
anda ended it all that cold night
With no warning and no time to protest
Leaving me alone to cope with the mess
I am the victim of your suicide
Left alone when anda decided
anda no longer wanted to fight
anda gave up and got out
But we cant
Left behind
Trying to put together the pieces of our broken life
anda got your way out
But anda never thought about any of our needs
But I will remain standing strong against it all
Because anda left behind the bleeding hearts of
A sobbing mother
Inconsolable
Confused sister
To be whole never again
And guilty best friend
Will I ever find peace?
I blame myself
For never seeing this disease
Inside of you
Running mad
Now I am pleading to my father
To somehow fade this pain away
Because its getting to be to much
So much pressure to hold up
The ones who have fallen
Who anda have left behind
Now we are something different
We are the
Shattered and Broken
Never again to be whole
To put quite simply
We are the left behind
anda ended it all that cold night
With no warning and no time to protest
Leaving me alone to cope with the mess
I am the victim of your suicide
Left alone when anda decided
anda no longer wanted to fight
anda gave up and got out
But we cant
Left behind
Trying to put together the pieces of our broken life
anda got your way out
But anda never thought about any of our needs
But I will remain standing strong against it all
Because anda left behind the bleeding hearts of
A sobbing mother
Inconsolable
Confused sister
To be whole never again
And guilty best friend
Will I ever find peace?
I blame myself
For never seeing this disease
Inside of you
Running mad
Now I am pleading to my father
To somehow fade this pain away
Because its getting to be to much
So much pressure to hold up
The ones who have fallen
Who anda have left behind
Now we are something different
We are the
Shattered and Broken
Never again to be whole
To put quite simply
We are the left behind
my poem -
do anda hear my cries for you?
do anda know that anda are loved?
if anda listen to the patter of the rain
it will soothe you
listen to me and i will guide you
listen to the wind to hear a melody of hope
anda need a world
that is sturdy enough to hold you
one that wont collapse on anda
your jantung is mending
still healing
not knowing that anda are loved
people dont know this
but i do
anda need to listen to me
so anda wont hurt
just like mine
your world came crashing down
the waves flooded your eyes
on the bathroom floor there anda lay
wasting your life
just beacause of one thing
listen to me and see the world is amazing
listen to the stone pebbles
on the cobbled jalan, street
and hear little children laughing
listen to the palm trees sway in the wind
there anda will find light
and just let go
of the worries
and listen to me
do anda hear my cries for you?
do anda know that anda are loved?
if anda listen to the patter of the rain
it will soothe you
listen to me and i will guide you
listen to the wind to hear a melody of hope
anda need a world
that is sturdy enough to hold you
one that wont collapse on anda
your jantung is mending
still healing
not knowing that anda are loved
people dont know this
but i do
anda need to listen to me
so anda wont hurt
just like mine
your world came crashing down
the waves flooded your eyes
on the bathroom floor there anda lay
wasting your life
just beacause of one thing
listen to me and see the world is amazing
listen to the stone pebbles
on the cobbled jalan, street
and hear little children laughing
listen to the palm trees sway in the wind
there anda will find light
and just let go
of the worries
and listen to me
