I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let anda go. I drive myself crazy, wanting anda the way that I do.
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him lebih as days pass by. It's been a bulan since anda and Randy haven't berkata a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any menit from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I cinta her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I cinta her.
**normal: selanjutnya day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to anda but anda ignore him atau anda avoid him. At the end of bball practice, anda see him waiting for you. anda roll your eyes and anda walk right past him. Randy runs after anda and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
anda grab it from him and he gives anda a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I berkata go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from anda with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing anda to see him walk like that but anda have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After anda see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, anda start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and anda kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when anda feel like anda can't do it anymore. anda drop your sports bag and anda feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. anda feel like anda just threw out the cinta of your dreams. Right when anda lift up your sports bag to pindah on, anda feel your knees abandon anda and anda fall to the ground. But before anda hit the ground, anda feel hands grabbing anda and lifting anda back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. anda look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. anda turn to face him and anda feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for anda while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives anda to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks anda in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at anda under the covers, sick.
Randy: anda look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let anda fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've berkata it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need anda now. I'll save you. I'll save anda Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him lebih as days pass by. It's been a bulan since anda and Randy haven't berkata a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any menit from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I cinta her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I cinta her.
**normal: selanjutnya day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to anda but anda ignore him atau anda avoid him. At the end of bball practice, anda see him waiting for you. anda roll your eyes and anda walk right past him. Randy runs after anda and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
anda grab it from him and he gives anda a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I berkata go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from anda with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing anda to see him walk like that but anda have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After anda see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, anda start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and anda kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when anda feel like anda can't do it anymore. anda drop your sports bag and anda feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. anda feel like anda just threw out the cinta of your dreams. Right when anda lift up your sports bag to pindah on, anda feel your knees abandon anda and anda fall to the ground. But before anda hit the ground, anda feel hands grabbing anda and lifting anda back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. anda look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. anda turn to face him and anda feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for anda while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives anda to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks anda in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at anda under the covers, sick.
Randy: anda look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let anda fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've berkata it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need anda now. I'll save you. I'll save anda Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
