well, isn't writers block the most interesting thing! especially when you've never had it before! then anda get sick for a week, then anda realise anda have exams one week from now AND well, thats enough rambling...
here anda go... *sigh*


part 4
“Do anda really have any idea how important anda are to me? Any concept at all of how much I cinta you?” I pulled her tighter against my chest, tucking her head under my chin.
I felt her soft, warm lips press against my neck.
“I know how much I cinta you.” She answered.
“You compare one small pohon to an entire forest.” I whispered lovingly.
I could imagine her rolling her eyes. “Impossible.” She said.
I kissed the puncak, atas of head and sighed. “No werewolves.”
“I’m not going along with that.” She berkata stubbornly. “I have to see Jacob.”
“Then I’ll just have to stop you.”
“We’ll see about that.” She bluffed. I could hear the lie in her voice. She was such a terrible liar. “He’s still my friend.” She finished.
No matter how many times we had this conversation, it never failed to end this way. I would stop her, even if I had to dismantle her truck.

part 5
Bella was oddly happy when I met her outside her Spanish room, a silly smile on her face and contentment clear in her eyes. I didn’t quite understand why she was happy now, the colourful posters announcing the end of the tahun had already littered the halls for several days. It must have been her newly acquired freedom then, which cased the little spring in her step that she was no doubt unaware of.
We walked into the cafeteria, now used to the stares that followed us everywhere.
Bella’s happy mood lasted until we sat down.
“Have anda sent your announcements, yet?” Angela asked, looking slightly hysteric. Her thoughts were not much better. Mum berkata I had to have them all out oleh the weekend, but there’s so many! I’m never going to finish them in time. Ben’s no help, but...I tried to tune her out again. Alice and Ben were already sitting at the table, Ben intent on a comic book and Alice staring at Bella, scrutinising her outfit while trying out new clothes combinations in her head. I looked over at Bella who had noticed Alice’s look. She sighed slightly, no doubt expecting another makeover.
“No,” Bella answered Angela, returning her attention back to her. “There’s no point, really. Renee knows when I’m graduating. Who else is there?”
Angela nodded in understanding. “How about anda Alice?”
Alice smiled. “All done.”
“Lucky you.” Angela sighed. “My mother has a thousand cousins and she expects me to hand-address one to everybody. I’m going to get carpal tunnel. I can’t put it off any longer and I’m just dreading it.”
Angela never complained, so we knew she was serious.
“I’ll help you.” Bella volunteered like I knew she would. Having Alice nearby didn’t hurt either. “If anda don’t mind my awful handwriting.” She joked.
Well, Charlie would be happy. And it didn’t involve any manusia serigala either. I smiled.
Angela looked relieved. “That’s so nice of you. I’ll come over any time anda want.”
Bella made a face. “Actually, I’d rather go to your house if that’s okay—I’m sick of mine. Charlie un-grounded me last night.” She grinned as she announced her news. Yes, that was defiantly what was making her so happy.
“Really?” Angela asked, mild excitement lighting her eyes. “I thought anda berkata anda were in for life.”
“I’m lebih surprised than anda are. I was sure I would at least have finished high school before he set me free.”
“Well, this is great, Bella! We’ll have to go out and celebrate.”
“You have no idea how good that sounds.” Bella smiled.
Alice had perked up at that sentence, already plotting away.
“What should we do?” Alice mused, her thoughts flying from a simple party to eropa to Mexico.
Bella seemed to have guessed what was going on in Alice’s mind.
“Whatever you’re thinking, Alice, I doubt I’m that free.”
“Free is free, right?” she insisted.
“I’m sure I still have boundaries—like the continental U.S., for example.”
Angela and Ben laughed but Alice grimaced in real disappointment.
“So what are we doing tonight then?” she persisted.
“Nothing.” Bella answered quickly. “Look, let’s give it a couple of days to make sure he wasn’t joking. It’s a school night anyway.”
“We’ll celebrate this weekend, then.” Alice said, refusing to give up.
“Okay.” Bella berkata smiling, obviously trying to placate her.
The conversation quickly turned to other topics, party locations and such.
Bella became lost in her thoughts when she was no longer required to participate in the conversations. I was quite content to sit and watch her facial expressions, but Alice distracted me completely.
She was having a vision, the details of which were now clear. For the past couple of days, she had been getting the same vision, but the details had been fuzzy. I could see now, Victoria dancing along the treaty line. I was nowhere to be seen.
“Alice? Alice!” Angela’s voice called loudly when she realised Alice was no longer responding.
I laughed, to me sounding entirely false, but quite sure Angela and Ben would look at me.
As soon as their eyes turned towards me I kicked Alice under the table. She jumped slightly, before she blinked rapidly.
“Is it nap time already, Alice?” I teased.
Alice was quick to recover. “Sorry, I was daydreaming, I guess.”
“Daydreaming’s better than facing two lebih hours of school.” Ben said.
Alice threw herself back into the conversation with much lebih animasi than before. Too much, perhaps, as I saw Bella narrow her eyes at her. I stayed quiet, playing with a strand of her hair.
I knew what she was planning on asking, but I wasn’t going to tell her.
I made it hard, slowing to talk to other people about anything and everything. Unfortunately I was forced into a conversation with Mike, and I did my best to sound friendly. He was having car troubles, so I offered to take a look, hoping to avoid telling Bella anything. I knew I was going to have to lie, as unsavoury as that sounded. I would do anything for Bella.
Bella was looking mystified when we made it to my car. “What was that about?” she muttered as I opened the passenger door for her.
“Just being helpful.” I answered innocently, but I knew Bella didn’t believe me for a second.
And then Alice, in the back seat, started babbling at puncak, atas speed. I was surprised Bella managed to catch all of it, she was talking so fast.
“You’re really not that good a mechanic, Edward. Maybe anda should have Rosalie take a look at it tonight, just so anda look good if Mike decides to let anda help, anda know. Not that it wouldn’t be fun to watch his face if Rosalie showed up to help. But since Rosalie is supposed to be across the country attending college, I guess that’s not the best idea. Too bad. Though I suppose, for Mike’s car, you’ll do. It’s only within the finer tunings of a good Italian sports car that you’re out of your depth. And speaking of Italy and the sports cars I mencuri there, anda still owe me a yellow Porsche. I don’t know that I want to wait for Christmas...” half of my brain continued to keep track of Alice’s spiel just in case Alice berkata something of importance, while to majority of my mind remained focused on Bella. I watched with amusement as she settled down into her seat, a slightly vacant look appearing on her face as she realised Alice was just rambling.
I watched as her expression changed from vacant to a look if concentration to that of a smug smile.
When we reached the driveway of our house, Bella looking slightly surprised, though I had no idea why. Maybe she expected me to keep stalling; after all I’m pretty sure she knew that was what I was doing.
Alice got out, sending a not so subtle look my way. I tried to not without drawing attention to myself, but Bella was staring intently at my face so it was impossible to miss.
“See anda later.” I said, the nodded ever so slightly.
Alice turned to disappear in the trees.
I turned the car around heading back to Bella’s house, half expecting her to bring it up first. She kept quiet, surprising me slightly, and tensed up. I didn’t know why. Did she expect me to bring it up? I wasn’t going to.
So, we both stayed quiet until we reached her house.
“Light homework load.” I komentar lightly.
“Mmm.” She assented.
“Do anda suppose I’m allowed inside again?” I asked, trying to lighten the mood, without much success.
“Charlie didn’t throw a fit when anda picked me up for school.” She berkata mildly, biting her bottom lip.
Inside, Bella headed straight up the stairs and I followed closely. I lounged on her tempat tidur while she stowed her bag and turned on her ancient computer. While she was waiting for the decrepit computer to wheeze to life her fingers tapped against the desk, staccato and anxious.
I moved meneruskan, ke depan quickly, holding her dancing fingers in mine, keeping them still.
“Are we a little impatient today?” I asked, moving my face so it was just inches away.
She turned, obviously to make a witty comment, but instead found my face much closer than she had been expecting. Her pupils dilated slightly and her mouth opened slightly.
Her beautiful doe eyes were pulling me, delicious pools of cokelat brown that were inescapable.
Before she had the chance to recover, I leaned in closer, pressing my lips to hers. The warmth of her skin and the taste of her lips made me want more, like an addiction never satisfied. I braided my fingers through her hair, securing her face to mine. Her soft lips moulded against mine, moving in perfect synchronisation. I felt her arms lock together behind my neck and she tightened her hold, using almost all of her strength to try and keep me there. I wanted more. My hand slid down her back, pulling her closer so she was right against my chest. Her warmth, even through her layers of clothing was amazing. She shivered with pleasure and I realised we had gone far enough. I began to unhappily loosen my hands and Bella seemed to realise she only had detik left. She crushed herself against me, her tongue tracing around my lower lip. I wanted to keep going, but she was too fragile.
I would break her.
I pulled my face away from hers, breaking her hold on me with ease.
I chuckled once, excitement and longing still chorusing through my body.
“Ah, Bella.” I sighed.
“I’d say I’m sorry, but I’m not.” She berkata brazenly.
I smiled. “And I should feel sorry that you’re not sorry, but I don’t. Maybe I should go sit on the bed.” I berkata quietly. Desire and passion wee still strong in me and I think Bella needed a little time to recover.
As if to support my theory, when she answered she was still breathless.
“If anda think that’s necessary...” she exhaled, looking a little dizzy.
I smiled again, disengaging myself gently from her arms and moving back over to the bed.
She shook her head a few times as if the clear it and I laughed silently. She was adorable.
She looked back to her computer smiling slightly.
“Tell Renee I berkata hello.”
“Sure thing.” She replied quickly.
I watched as she shook her head and smiled in several places when membaca her mother’s email, once again tampilkan that she was much lebih the mother than the child, lebih mature for her years than any other adolescent within Forks.
I needed a way to bring up the desired conversation. I knew why I was no longer present in Alice’s vision, I would be in Florida with Bella, using the tickets my parents had so graciously provided. I just needed to start the conversation the right way.
Bella was almost finished when I made my decision.
I grabbed the radio Bella had no doubt tried to remove after her disastrous 18th birthday, and made sure I was looking at it intently when she finally turned around.
“What did anda do to this?” I asked in a fake horror struck voice.
“It didn’t want to come out of the dashboard.” She berkata sheepishly.
“so anda felt the need to torture it?”
“You know how I am with tools. No pain was inflicted intentionally.”
I shook my head, my face a mask of faux tragedy. “You killed it.”
She shrugged. “Oh, well.


hope anda liked it. i have exams for the selanjutnya three weeks, so i can't write till thats over. i'm tossing around another story idea.
it's not original, but i thought i could make it my own.
1918. Bella and Edward are in cinta and due to be married in less than a week. everything is perfect, that is until Edward must travel to Chicago to say goodbye to his dying parents. fate tears them apart just days before the wedding, but will fate bring them back together again in ways that were never expected?

so what do anda think? pls komentar and rate :P