Hold on.
Really, that is my only advice, to hold on. I know it's hard; I've been there. But remember that no matter what happens, no matter what you see in life, there is something ahead. Sometimes you need to hit rock bottom so you can swim up to the top.
Listen, I cannot change your mind about committing suicide because all it is is running out of resources to cope with the pain. It isn't chosen. It isn't your fault so you shouldn't feel guilty or ashamed. People do get through this. No matter how you feel right now, you can get through this. Most do. Take solace in that fact.
If you want to talk, then do so. Go to a school counselor, a therapist, or if you don't want to see the people when you talk to them, you can contact the Samaritans (link) and there are help lines you can call. Try it. I have.
You have to know that there are people who will freak out if you tell them about suicidal thoughts though. Your friends will because if you tell them, they will be afraid. Yes, afraid. You are a friend, and they love you, as do your parents. Believe me, someone always cares about you.
Please, please hang in there.
Really, that is my only advice, to hold on. I know it's hard; I've been there. But remember that no matter what happens, no matter what you see in life, there is something ahead. Sometimes you need to hit rock bottom so you can swim up to the top.
Listen, I cannot change your mind about committing suicide because all it is is running out of resources to cope with the pain. It isn't chosen. It isn't your fault so you shouldn't feel guilty or ashamed. People do get through this. No matter how you feel right now, you can get through this. Most do. Take solace in that fact.
If you want to talk, then do so. Go to a school counselor, a therapist, or if you don't want to see the people when you talk to them, you can contact the Samaritans (link) and there are help lines you can call. Try it. I have.
You have to know that there are people who will freak out if you tell them about suicidal thoughts though. Your friends will because if you tell them, they will be afraid. Yes, afraid. You are a friend, and they love you, as do your parents. Believe me, someone always cares about you.
Please, please hang in there.