“I…I … I cant tell you,” anda say softly.
“Yes anda can,” she says with a smile as anda walk towards home. anda sigh then look down at the ground.
“Fine,” anda say. “I’ll tell you, but not here, lets go over there!” anda say and point towards the woods, anda grab her arm and start to quickly walk towards the woods.
“Ahh, tampil down!! What could be so secret that anda have to drag me to the woods to tell me,” she says as anda get to the woods and she gets away.
“Cause,” anda say. “I’ll tell you, but anda got to swear that anda wont tell, my mom, atau anybody, nobody at all!” anda almost yell using odd hand gestures.
“Ok! I wont!” she yells.
“Ok, promise?” anda ask. She nods… “Ok,” anda say then take a breath. “While I was in Detroit, and going out with Marshall something happened, and we ended up having sex,” anda say. She looks at anda shocked. “Im not done, and I got pregnant,” anda say.
“What!” she yells. anda sigh and nod. “Your only 13,” she says.
“Well, I’ll be 14 when the baby’s born, and shit happens,” anda say looking down at the ground.
“Are anda gonna keep it?” she asks as anda start to walk out of the woods and back towards home.
“Yeah, I wanna keep it, it’s a part of Marshall and I cant let that go,” anda say playing your hand on anda stomach. Annie smiles.
“Well, I can help anda when the baby is born,” she says. anda smile.
“Thanks Annie,” anda say and hug her.
“What anda gonna name it?” she asks.
“I don’t know yet, I don’t know if its boy atau a girl,” anda say. “I cant really go to the doctor to find out because I’d have to tell my parents, and if they found out they would flip out and make me get an abortion atau something,” anda say. “They already had a enough crap dealing with Nick,” anda add.
“Probably,” she says. “But you’re gonna have to tell them sometime,” she says.
“Yeah but that can wait,” anda say stopping in front of Annie’s house.
“Ok, well good luck with that, and I’ll see anda tomorrow,” Annie says.
“Yep,” anda say with a smile then walk home. Once halaman awal anda go strait to your room, anda lay down on the bed, anda grab the picture of Marshall off the meja selanjutnya to anda and stare at it. “We’re gonna have a beautiful baby,” anda whisper as if he can hear you.
A few hours later Mya comes running into your room. “Abby!” she yells and jumps on your bed.
“Hey,” anda say picking her up.
“Mommy say makan malam done,” she says cutely.
“Ok, well lets go then,” anda say getting of the bed, anda pick up Mya and carry her out with you. “This one berkata makan malam was done,” anda say and laugh slightly.
“Yeah,” your Father says taking your sister away from you, anda go sit down in a chair selanjutnya to Mya. Your Dad hands anda a plate of steak, baked beans and wild rice.
FFW >> About 2 months later…..
You’re three months pregnant now, the throwing up has stopped, and anda sort of feel a little better. (Bruce is playing odd music… its like halloween crap and its no lol) anda still haven’t told your parents that your pregnant, anda don’t wanna but you’re going to tonight. You’re going to see if they will let anda go to one of them pregnant schools, anda know theres one located not to far from your original school.
Its after makan malam and anda just sat anda parents down and you’re going to tell them, and watch them freak the fuck out….
“Ok, why are anda making us sit here?” your Mom asks. anda take a deep breath.
“Well anda know how… I uh… yeah, uhh,” anda say, anda don’t know how to say what anda wanna say. “Had sex,” anda say quickly, not expecting it to just fly out of your mouth like that. The both look angry for a detik then they just stare at anda like they know what you’re going to say.
“Let me guess, you’re pregnant,” anda Father says trying to hold back the anger. anda nod with a very scared look on your face. He sakes his head.
“Im sorry!” anda say starting to cry as your Dad sits there steaming.
“How could anda let that happen!” your Dad yells standing up, anda back away a bit.
“It just happened!” anda cry.
“Let me talk to your Mother in private, anda go wait in your room,” your Dad says, anda slowly walk upstairs to your room.
MOMS POV>>>
“What are we going to do?” Dane asks anda pacing back and forth.
“Well, first we gotta take it easy on her, shes just a kid,” anda say.
“Exactly!” he yells. “And shes going to have a child and 14 years old, that’s not right, what are people going to think!” he yells at you. “She should have an abortion,” he adds.
“No, we cant do that, I don’t wanna kill a baby,” anda say. He sighs angrily.
“Fine, then she’ll have it and give it up for adoption,” he says.
“Ok fine,” anda say. “That’s good, she couldn’t raise this child oleh herself and I don’t wanna do it,” anda say…. anda head to your daughter room and tell her what anda came up with, she don’t agree with it but, too bad for her. anda also when over the whole pregnant school thing and anda decided to let her go there so she don’t have to be laughed at, at her other school and go though all the bullshit, but after she has the baby she’d go back to regular school. anda leave the room angry, Dane and Lily are both angry also but after awhile you’ll all get over it….
BACK TO YOUR POV>> FIRST hari AT THE PREGNANT SCHOOLNESS…. (LOL)
anda walk into the building and walk up to the front desk. The lady smiles at you. “Hi, my name is Lily, uh yeah,” anda say anda have no idea what to do atau where to go, the school is very small, and apparently theres only one classroom, the other rooms are helping anda though teen pregnancy.
“Ok, go down this hall, room 8,” she says pointing down the hall with a smile. anda walk down the hall, and look in the door window, there’s a bunch of girls sitting there watching the teacher, anda feel very nervous. anda knock on the door, everyone stops and looks, the teacher motions anda in.
“Hello, anda must be Lily,” the teacher says. anda nod, she miles. “Have a kursi right there,” she says pointing to a kursi in the detik row oleh the window.
“Thanks,” anda say quietly. Its obvious that you’re the youngest there, but the other girls don’t seem to mind, a black girl selanjutnya to anda turns to anda and smiles. “Uhh hello?” anda ask as she stares at you. “Can I help anda with something?” anda ask annoyed with her.
“We should be friends,” she says with a smile.
“Im Natalie,” she says. “But anda can call me Nat,” she says.
“Ok, Hi, Im Lily,” anda say.
“So some loser knocked anda up too huh?” she asks, anda give her a dirty look. “Oh… still with him?” she asks. anda sigh sort of mad.
“No, we had to pindah so yeah, he lives in Detroit,” anda say.
“Oh a bad nigga huh?” she asks.
“No. He’s white, and uh… hes not ‘bad’,” anda say like what the fuck is with this chick.
“Oh, ok I get ya girl,” she says. anda stare at her, she is a very weird girl, but in a strange way anda sort of like her, and maybe anda two can help each other out. “So how old are you?” she asks.
“13 almost 14,” anda say.
“Dang girl,” she says.
“How old are you?” anda ask as if you’re getting back at her in a way.
“16,” she says.
“Oh,” anda say then look back at the teacher who just keep blabbing, anda and Nat don’t even pay attention the whole time, anda just talk…. anda exchange numbers with Nat before….
Class is over and your outside of the school hanging with Nat… “So who your baby Daddy?” she asks.
“Uh, Marshall,” anda say.
“He sexy?” she asks.
“…………uhh…… sure?” anda say.
“Oh so he ugly then?” she asks.
“No,” anda say.
“Ok so he sexy,” she says as anda walk down the street.
“Yeah,” anda say. She shakes her head.
“You need to loosen up,” she says.
“I am loose…I mean… yeah…. anda know what I mean, loose sounds bad,” anda say then laugh, Nat laughs too….
“I know…. See now anda been cool,” she says.
“I just never had someone ask me so many questions,” anda laugh.
“Wait till anda apply for a job,” she says.
“Great,” anda say….
“So anda live near by?” she asks.
“Yeah over there,” anda say pointing to your neighborhood.
“Same,” she says.
“Sweet,” anda say with a smile. As anda to walk home, Annie catches up with you.
“Hey, Lily!” she says. “Missed anda at school,” she says.
“Yeah,” anda say.
“Who’s this?” Annie asks pointing to Nat.
“Im Natalie,” she say. “Call me Nat,” she add.
“K, Nat,” Annie says. “Cool, anda know its Friday, we all should see a movie atau something,” Annie suggests.
“Sure, Im in,” anda say. “You in Nat?” anda ask.
“Yeah, I gotta get money first, hold up,” she says.
“Nice house,” anda say as anda watch her walk into the house.\
“Thanks!” she yells back…. She comes back a few menit later, anda and Annie drop of your things then anda go see a movie…..
anda arrive at the theater…. “What we seein?” Nat asks.
“Oh! Friday the 13th!” anda say.
“If they let us in,” Annie adds in.
“I got a cousin who works here, he’ll let us in,” Nat says, anda walk in the theater….
“Hey Nat, what up?” the guy who anda assume is Nat’s cousin asks.
“Hey Denaun, we need tickets,” Nat says.
“For what?” Denaun asks.
“Friday the 13th nigga,” she says.
“Ok, wheres my money?” he says like hes jokin.
“Nigga, where’s my discount?” Nat asks.
“Fine, nigga,” he says.
“Here,” she says handing him 10,” he gives her 3 tickets, anda buy popcorn, pop, and permen then go into the movie….
“Damn, Nat anda cousin is fine,” Annie says.
“He too old for you, he has a girlfriend anyway,” Nat says as anda sit in the back row.
“Damn,” she says and grabs some popcorn. anda laugh at her. anda start to think that being back isn’t so bad, but anda still miss Marshall, but you’re having a good time and anda like it. Once the movie starts the theater goes silent…. Which was sort of surprising considering the fact that all the people in the theater are stupid teens, and usually they never shut the fuck up…. But that all stopped once the ‘scary’ parts started…