i can hear the cracking of the walls.
ready to crumble. her world falls.
alone and desperate, she wonders, why?
taking precautions. moving things along,
there is no room for misfortune.
suddenly without warning. hope is lost.
numb with fear she realizes that it was all for nothing!
blood sweat and tears do not prevail.
who berkata if anda want something bad enough anda can make it happen?
LOST! no one can change fate. no one can live anothers life.
NO ONE will ever know what its fucking like to be me.
always agonizing in the distressed tourture the world bullshit the world tries to shove down my throat.
my jantung is broken. my mind is warped. damaged.
nothing to lose so bring it motherfucker im always battle ready!
always on the front line, i stand strong! yet just longing for someone to understand.

listless drops of tears, timeless ,shameless. alone to be showered in the light of a dream unreal, so surreal. knowledge.deterioration hurts. the cut of the wound the pain of the slice, burning, dying, my life is withering. lost spirit rises forth. dancing bernyanyi thrusting through a whilrwind of lite, projected oleh the purity of stars. melting. recreating life. yet another to walk a nother path, another one. maybe another time! perserverence will finally shine. but, the cycle is solid.
the tear once again falls. all alone all along all to be. once the vast deterioration begins i carry it. its my menyeberang, salib my penance, my life. now everything i touch is in ruins, crumbling, melting, falling away. just out of reach accepting not to receive. all gone all alone all me. just left to be. the withering mind of a child the listless jantung from my scars. all meaningless to anda but a slow deterioration to me. once again, all JUST INEXPLICABLE!!!!!

A surplex life rotated to complex dreams
where does it all start where did it all bgin.
desperate. tired.
she walks alone a lifetime path.
so unfullfilling.
she pauses, feels light. atau is it death?
he pauses. finding each other ...
she knows the truth.
but cant warn him.
he knows she knows his demise.
but he is unable to speak the words.
watching it ufold, unable to warn her love,she desperately falls into a deep anxiety,
a womb to her fear.
her sheltered hiding.
its a perpetual repitition.
he knows that there is no way out now.
following morals, he pushes through... sad, desperate, lonely,
will he ever see the truth?
now destin for dispair.
his regret is lost a grain of the sand on a pantai of life.
the new begining will never b.
the unconditional cinta starves. waiting for the connection from your soul.
unwillingly she suffers.
knowing there is no happiness,
we r just a guiding light of life.
ill miss anda my love. xo

Once upon a time
In a land far, far away
A girl named Catherine
Thought: “Hey, let’s play a game”
She started this forum topic
And called it Story Time
Where people could write charmed parts
That came up in their mind
A lot of dedicated charmed fans
Started to write a story
But the progress seemed to be far gone
And soon it became history
Our friend Catherine
Felt really, really sad
Whatever she had expected
She knew it wasn’t that
Then one hari she checked her mail
While surfing on her pc
And saw she had a message from Ellen
Who the hell was she?
She saw she had added something
And checked her forum topic
She read the few lines
And thought: “This is fantastic”
Now, three stories later
This awesome team still works together
And each story
Gets better and better
Now, I may sound bragging
But truth has got to be told
Call us butter, baby
Because we’re on a roll ;)

I don't know if I'm alive atau not
I don't fell anything but,
I see blood on the floor, under my body.
I'm suffering, I must be dead,
I've lost so much blood,...
But I'm still alive

I'm lying on the floor
I just can see the ruins of past days
and my skin dyed in red.
I don't know since when I'm here,
with the sun shining thro' the old windows
and people returning to their typical days

I fell so tired
I just wanna close my eyes
and fall asleep, but someone comes into
and sits down selanjutnya to me.
Looks at my suffering face
And makes me feel so alive

kissxmexgoodbye

Always a smile on her malaikat face.
her laugh is like a million birds bernyanyi their song about the summer.
When the rain falls hard and cold, she is at the window waiting for her sun to come back out. Her smile her laugh her love
she is a pelangi after the first rain of spring. She is the light at the end of the tunnel, she is the first word of a baby she is my smile, my light, my happyness.

~♥~ Ablam Hazal nasıl bana nasıl gözyaşları konum gülümseme yapmak kalbimde delik bırakın. Nasıl her şey istediğiniz okay. Nasıl size kalbimde her zaman ve sonsuza kadar bir nokta var bilmek istiyorum. Birlikte veya ayrı. Sisters ~♥~

Lies were all I herd, Now tears feel the silence of you. I thought i did the right thing making anda leave, But now I miss anda worse, I tried to call anda but some girl picked up. I will not beg nor will i plied anda don't deserve me I'll be a free bird dancing in the song of spring, I'll be a dolphin, flipping above the water to see how it feels. I'll try to cover the untraceable remainders of you. And when I can not hide no longer, I will be myself and I will not loss who I am, I tried to get anda back, but it's over now. Be with her, and hate me. I'm fine as long as anda know I'm alive, because if I died I'd be haunting you. And I'd be a spirit in the last depth of the early morning wind.

colored liquid spewing into whirlwinds.

foreshadowing events of the past and excentuating them with intricate designs.

Shifting the lights that surround the equator and making them something much lebih extravagante.

brilliant hues of red and jeruk, orange are tossed carelessly into the sky.

shades deepen in the sky and tampil darkness and frustration. the air becomes misty and somewhat filled with the scents of pain and anger but also innocence and beauty.

an assortment of magical paths membagi, split the world into sections.

many people tampil confusion in ther twinkling eyes and also seem frightened of the endless possibilities of something far worse than imagined.

which way shall we go. do we know where the paths lead?

My answer : I choose to not make that decision for that is not my decision to make.

I have a problem with my self
I can't trust no any one eles
The only one i trust is me
Can't anda see
I know anda think im selfish
But anda don't know my life,my motto,or my wish


I decide what to do not my parents nor my friends
Can tell me,but this problem is not against thee And after all we are free and please for give me if entered feared with your life and right now whe have do what we can cause we know we don't Live twice.i realy want u to know that im nice and if u hate me like api and ice then i would say cinta cause hate and please think again if u hate me if do then then that is fate.
bella

anda pass me by,

I stop and stare

How cute anda are

How anda didn't see me there.

I sigh and walk away,

I stop and wonder why?

anda wouldn't talk to me,

anda wouldn't even pass a glance

I look at anda all day

I think about anda at night

I'm jealous of that girl

ciuman anda in plain sight.

I become frustrated

About how, anda see

I never meant to hurt you

Yet my jantung is hurt

And anda don't care,

I run and cry

I stop and think

And I fall in love

With anda back again.

My jantung is healed

Til she comes back

And my jantung is broken

In one solid glance.

I can’t imagine

Why anda don't

Talk to me

Walk with me

Be my friend

atau possibly more

I cry and I run

I stop and stare

At the one person

Who my friend used to be...

No, not my friend.

You.