berwarna merah muda, merah muda carnation and frills on her dress.
the smell of death is in the air.
saying goodbye to this life u know.
open the window of ur heart
he will change anda forever!
as it begins he
eats her soul, tearing into her mind.
de ja vu..... hahaha just
alone again so cold so numb.
Frozen events never to be freed.
bhind the door the little girl bleeds.
her jantung was pure her soul was light.
looking like a princess. her mind like a demon ready to implode
is it her fault? these thoughts? these invitations?
in an instance, all was gone.
a few occurances change her life.
so pretty!
so innocent!
he strikes!! dont look at me like that! plz it feels wrong. dont touch me there!!
should i yell? should i tell?
anda say things to me to make me feel like i wanted this.
i know I DONT! please stop!
i trusted you!!
anda berkata anda werent like the rest.
anda told me how understood my pain. my heartbreak.
now anda bleed me? stealing my trust now digest my soul.
anda tell me im beautiful, anda help yourself to my innocence.
well im not going to allow anda to remain with me.
your tainted soul has nicked me...just a scrape!
anda did not suceed
IM not broken,
i know now
but i just couldnt make anda stop!
victimized oleh ur virtues. empty now
i sit alone again, my spirit naked cold n raw
i climb into my dress and fix my hair.
look in the mirror. who r you? a new you.
ty for the expierience.
was it good for you?
im sure ill never forget!
as i silently scream, i cry out,
Take me!!
Help me!
Please God!!
END THIS!!
i hide alone again.
a new being, behind closed doors.
- a women now.
my jantung is empty, once again cold. bled of all its love.
just filled with sadness to the gills of my soul.
unsure of it all.
will it go away? PLEASE GO AWAY!
the smell of death is in the air.
saying goodbye to this life u know.
open the window of ur heart
he will change anda forever!
as it begins he
eats her soul, tearing into her mind.
de ja vu..... hahaha just
alone again so cold so numb.
Frozen events never to be freed.
bhind the door the little girl bleeds.
her jantung was pure her soul was light.
looking like a princess. her mind like a demon ready to implode
is it her fault? these thoughts? these invitations?
in an instance, all was gone.
a few occurances change her life.
so pretty!
so innocent!
he strikes!! dont look at me like that! plz it feels wrong. dont touch me there!!
should i yell? should i tell?
anda say things to me to make me feel like i wanted this.
i know I DONT! please stop!
i trusted you!!
anda berkata anda werent like the rest.
anda told me how understood my pain. my heartbreak.
now anda bleed me? stealing my trust now digest my soul.
anda tell me im beautiful, anda help yourself to my innocence.
well im not going to allow anda to remain with me.
your tainted soul has nicked me...just a scrape!
anda did not suceed
IM not broken,
i know now
but i just couldnt make anda stop!
victimized oleh ur virtues. empty now
i sit alone again, my spirit naked cold n raw
i climb into my dress and fix my hair.
look in the mirror. who r you? a new you.
ty for the expierience.
was it good for you?
im sure ill never forget!
as i silently scream, i cry out,
Take me!!
Help me!
Please God!!
END THIS!!
i hide alone again.
a new being, behind closed doors.
- a women now.
my jantung is empty, once again cold. bled of all its love.
just filled with sadness to the gills of my soul.
unsure of it all.
will it go away? PLEASE GO AWAY!
Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A cinta that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had cinta for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would anda know what to do,
would anda know what to say,
would anda know how hed feel,
would anda see how hes sad,
would anda understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what anda do fix things
atau make them worse,
for the better atau for the worst,
this cinta must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A cinta that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had cinta for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would anda know what to do,
would anda know what to say,
would anda know how hed feel,
would anda see how hes sad,
would anda understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what anda do fix things
atau make them worse,
for the better atau for the worst,
this cinta must have been cursed
A special world for anda and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your jantung beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when cinta dies
cinta is the cause of innocent cries,
As when cinta dies,
cinta becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the cinta they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A cinta that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their cinta to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
atau is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
atau were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When cinta dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when cinta dies,
We fall apart inside
x
cinta is the cause of innocent cries,
As when cinta dies,
cinta becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the cinta they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A cinta that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their cinta to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
atau is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
atau were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When cinta dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when cinta dies,
We fall apart inside
x
i open my eyes
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded oleh endless oxygen
my only friend.
during hari im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .
invisible
a loner in a dark abyss
surrounded oleh endless oxygen
my only friend.
during hari im average
alone im nothing but my own enemy.
Everyone thinks im so funny
never serious
use to be alone. shy
dont like this feeling.
empty completely
no emotions consume me.
just the dark shell surrounding me.
i want to break through it
but it hardens as i make the gesture
my mind is blank
never thought id be perfect
never thought id be in a dark abyss.
i want to find a friend that wont decieve me
all i want is a best friend. . .