I’m so fucked up right now
I’ll never be the same without you
It’s like my feet are moving forward
But my heart’s left behind me
Will anda set it free
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’m so screwed right now
My emotional being depends on you
It’s like my head’s still in the game
But my heart’s paralyzing me
Will anda set it free
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
And I can’t see clear
When you’re not here
I’m a pathetic piece of shit
Without anda I can’t do it
And I can’t think straight
When you’re this far away
I’m a good for nothing junk
Forever craving to be burned
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’ll never be the same without you
It’s like my feet are moving forward
But my heart’s left behind me
Will anda set it free
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
I’m so screwed right now
My emotional being depends on you
It’s like my head’s still in the game
But my heart’s paralyzing me
Will anda set it free
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
And I can’t see clear
When you’re not here
I’m a pathetic piece of shit
Without anda I can’t do it
And I can’t think straight
When you’re this far away
I’m a good for nothing junk
Forever craving to be burned
And my dying wish
Is for anda to make it in time
Yeah, my dying wish
Is for anda to watch me die
I need anda to
Help me through this
I’m stuck in a maze
And I can’t find a way to escape
I will burn it down
I’ll burn it to the ground
I’ll let the flames consume me
They will set me free
How did I get here?
where do I go from here,
How did I get here?
I thought I was in control, I though I knew where to go.
How did I get here
were did I go wrong?
I was in control before all this happend.
I was stupied to take those actions
i wish i could go back
but I can't change the past
how did I get here?
what path do I take, which is the right way.
i thought I knew where to go
but I ws wrong, where do I go now?
where do I go?
i was all alone with nowere to go.
It seemed like no one cared
I was in a dark place
but then I saw the light.
How did I get here?
what have I done to myself?
why did I do this
where do I go now
Who do I trust.
My parents atau my freinds?
should I speek up,
atau stay quite.
should I get help
atau destroy my life.
How did I get here?
oleh Edward_lover101
where do I go from here,
How did I get here?
I thought I was in control, I though I knew where to go.
How did I get here
were did I go wrong?
I was in control before all this happend.
I was stupied to take those actions
i wish i could go back
but I can't change the past
how did I get here?
what path do I take, which is the right way.
i thought I knew where to go
but I ws wrong, where do I go now?
where do I go?
i was all alone with nowere to go.
It seemed like no one cared
I was in a dark place
but then I saw the light.
How did I get here?
what have I done to myself?
why did I do this
where do I go now
Who do I trust.
My parents atau my freinds?
should I speek up,
atau stay quite.
should I get help
atau destroy my life.
How did I get here?
oleh Edward_lover101
deadly Stares
we watch as days fall apart,
we watch as the innocent soul of a broken jantung continues on its path,
we watch as two pasangan part,
we watch as the memories they shared together are torn up,
we watch as their hearts freeze at that very moment their eyes turn to the dead of the night,
we see the days turning to nights,
we see the innocence in a heart-broken souls fights,
we see the sorrows in a couple turning to burnt out lights,
we see the loved memories disappear into the consuming darkness of the night,
we see the misery in a lonely souls life,
our eyes focus on the dead of the day,
our eyes focus on the souls left to the undiscovered innocence of their time astray,
out eyes focus on the penetrating sorrows of the one anda cinta pushing anda away,
our eyes focus on the precious memories that are left for delay,
our eyes focus on the grief in the unloved's misguiding pathway;
why cant we look away?
is there such thing as enjoying their pain?
we watch as days fall apart,
we watch as the innocent soul of a broken jantung continues on its path,
we watch as two pasangan part,
we watch as the memories they shared together are torn up,
we watch as their hearts freeze at that very moment their eyes turn to the dead of the night,
we see the days turning to nights,
we see the innocence in a heart-broken souls fights,
we see the sorrows in a couple turning to burnt out lights,
we see the loved memories disappear into the consuming darkness of the night,
we see the misery in a lonely souls life,
our eyes focus on the dead of the day,
our eyes focus on the souls left to the undiscovered innocence of their time astray,
out eyes focus on the penetrating sorrows of the one anda cinta pushing anda away,
our eyes focus on the precious memories that are left for delay,
our eyes focus on the grief in the unloved's misguiding pathway;
why cant we look away?
is there such thing as enjoying their pain?
I set alone in this room.
hopeing that someone will find me.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about all the people that I have hurt.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about what I have done.
What will I do next?
Will they ever let me out!
I've been sitting here for years,
waiting on the people who still cinta me.
I'm waiting for one special person,
the person that I love.
But dose he still loved me?
Will he ever forgive me?
If I had a chace,
to meke things right.
I would go back in time,
and say I'm sorry for what I've done.
Can anda ever forgive me,
I know that anda trusted me.
I took advange of you.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
hopeing that someone will find me.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about all the people that I have hurt.
I set alone in this room,
thinking about what I have done.
What will I do next?
Will they ever let me out!
I've been sitting here for years,
waiting on the people who still cinta me.
I'm waiting for one special person,
the person that I love.
But dose he still loved me?
Will he ever forgive me?
If I had a chace,
to meke things right.
I would go back in time,
and say I'm sorry for what I've done.
Can anda ever forgive me,
I know that anda trusted me.
I took advange of you.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
They've always berkata cinta is out there,
But I haven't found it.
I've let my jantung searxh,
And be broken into millions of peices.
Its finally begun to heal.
To let someone in again.
Its the hardest thing to do.
As to my beloved, there is no clue.
Where is he, invisible to me.
I ask for a soul mate.
My true half.
that will truly cinta me.
Till the hari I die.
It is possible,
That its a hoax.
I cannot find him.
Put the spotlight out there.
tampil me the way.
To the guy that can unlock my heart.
Without crushing it.
I know your there.
Always in the shadows.
Waiting for mr to find you.
I will never stop looking.
My dearly beloved one......
But I haven't found it.
I've let my jantung searxh,
And be broken into millions of peices.
Its finally begun to heal.
To let someone in again.
Its the hardest thing to do.
As to my beloved, there is no clue.
Where is he, invisible to me.
I ask for a soul mate.
My true half.
that will truly cinta me.
Till the hari I die.
It is possible,
That its a hoax.
I cannot find him.
Put the spotlight out there.
tampil me the way.
To the guy that can unlock my heart.
Without crushing it.
I know your there.
Always in the shadows.
Waiting for mr to find you.
I will never stop looking.
My dearly beloved one......
Amy, Tom, And The Storm
Amy and Tom were running to their house trying to fight the storm when they got to the pantai they saw jellyfish as far as their eyes could see
”We have to help those jeli fish”
berkata Tom
“But we have to get home”
berkata Amy as the storm grew louder Tom jumped over the rocks and landed on the wet gooey sand he started throwing jellyfish back into the ocean (aware of the fact that he could be stung) Amy joined him then a voice came it was their mother
“stop playing with jeli ikan and get inside before anda get sick”
“ no we are helping the jellyfish “ berkata Amy
“you can’t make a difference there are hundreds if not thousands of jeli ikan here”
“yes but I can make a difference to this one and this one” berkata Tom throwing the ikan harder and faster than before.
Amy and Tom were running to their house trying to fight the storm when they got to the pantai they saw jellyfish as far as their eyes could see
”We have to help those jeli fish”
berkata Tom
“But we have to get home”
berkata Amy as the storm grew louder Tom jumped over the rocks and landed on the wet gooey sand he started throwing jellyfish back into the ocean (aware of the fact that he could be stung) Amy joined him then a voice came it was their mother
“stop playing with jeli ikan and get inside before anda get sick”
“ no we are helping the jellyfish “ berkata Amy
“you can’t make a difference there are hundreds if not thousands of jeli ikan here”
“yes but I can make a difference to this one and this one” berkata Tom throwing the ikan harder and faster than before.
I feel torn,
the man i loved is forever gone,
with this single teardrop,
i will mourn;
the death of our love,
the cinta that i now feel was always gone,
but surely this is wrong?
he berkata he'd protect me for he was strong,
he berkata he'd comfort me, those conversations where never long,
he berkata he'd cinta me, that his cinta for me was strong,
but now i say he was wrong,
his cinta for me was never strong,
it has always been gone,
i was his rebound
when one feels unloved,
they turn to those who are fucked up,
i guess that was me,
for anda see,
i was in cinta until he kissed me,
i had another man and his cinta was true,
but i dumped him, just for another who never meant it when he berkata " i cinta you",
how could i have been so stupid,
i guess now i believe that this is the work of cupid,
he struck me with his bow an arrow,
and led me spiraling into this sorrow,
cinta is blind, and is never kind
Ever since I picked up a pencil,
I wrote down my thoughts.
People read them,
Compliment me on my work.
To me they were just words.
I've never acknowledged the gift,
God has diberikan me.
I use it each hari in everything I do.
Today its the most important thing.
poetry is art in written form.
Can an artist write a poem,
Can a poetist draw a picture.
Most of the time the answer is no.
anda are only diberikan one gift.
There is no choice.
I wouldn't trade it for the other.
All I need is a peice of paper,
And a menulis utensil.
Without these tools I would be nothing.
I'm a writer in the soul..
I wrote down my thoughts.
People read them,
Compliment me on my work.
To me they were just words.
I've never acknowledged the gift,
God has diberikan me.
I use it each hari in everything I do.
Today its the most important thing.
poetry is art in written form.
Can an artist write a poem,
Can a poetist draw a picture.
Most of the time the answer is no.
anda are only diberikan one gift.
There is no choice.
I wouldn't trade it for the other.
All I need is a peice of paper,
And a menulis utensil.
Without these tools I would be nothing.
I'm a writer in the soul..
God speaks to each of us as he makes us, then walks with us silently out of the night.
These are the words we dimly hear:
"You, sent out beyond your recall. Go to the limits of your longing. Embody me.
Flare up like flame,
and make big shadows I can pindah in.
Let everything happen to you:beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final. Don't let yourself lose me.
Nearby is the country they call life. anda will know it oleh it's seriousness.
Give me your hand."
These are the words we dimly hear:
"You, sent out beyond your recall. Go to the limits of your longing. Embody me.
Flare up like flame,
and make big shadows I can pindah in.
Let everything happen to you:beauty and terror. Just keep going. No feeling is final. Don't let yourself lose me.
Nearby is the country they call life. anda will know it oleh it's seriousness.
Give me your hand."
I’m standing up.
My eyes at shut.
Darkness is around me.
I can feel that their is some one in front of me.
I can feel their breath on me.
I’m afraid to open my eyes.
I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul
I’m afraid of what they will see.
My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me.
I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror.
I’m afraid of myself.
Is life worth living if anda are your own enemy.
I fight with my self every hari and I all ways lose.
I come halaman awal bleeding and thinking of death.
I cant wait to death comes and gets me Ill greet it with open arms.
In to then ill just have to hope
My eyes at shut.
Darkness is around me.
I can feel that their is some one in front of me.
I can feel their breath on me.
I’m afraid to open my eyes.
I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul
I’m afraid of what they will see.
My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me.
I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror.
I’m afraid of myself.
Is life worth living if anda are your own enemy.
I fight with my self every hari and I all ways lose.
I come halaman awal bleeding and thinking of death.
I cant wait to death comes and gets me Ill greet it with open arms.
In to then ill just have to hope
Words of Hope
One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,
that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,
her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...
Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,
I watched her soul escape in the little tears,
to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,
she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears...
She was lying on the cold white marble plate,
to help her I tried, but I was too late,
in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate...
malaikat stared me, I heard her silent cries,
pale little form on pool of so red blood,
angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes,
in rage I cried, selanjutnya who dies will be god...
I took malaikat on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near,
gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear,
god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...
I see mirrors of madness..
One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking,
that night I saw an angel, saw her crying,
her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying...
Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden,
I watched her soul escape in the little tears,
to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden,
she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears...
She was lying on the cold white marble plate,
to help her I tried, but I was too late,
in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate...
malaikat stared me, I heard her silent cries,
pale little form on pool of so red blood,
angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes,
in rage I cried, selanjutnya who dies will be god...
I took malaikat on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near,
gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear,
god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...
I see mirrors of madness..
When anda think that everything is wrong,
and it’s like you’ll never stop the rain.
anda won’t be waiting too long,
Cause I’ll come and stop the pain!
Then when everything is right ,
I’ll be close, anda know.
And anda will shine bright,
Cause we’ll be together forever and now!
I’ll always be with you-day and night.
anda never will be alone,
I’ll hold anda tight.
Cause you’re the One!
So is it too obvious that I want you,
Cause I can’t stop that!
Is it too obvious that I cinta you,
Cause I can’t hide that!
I want anda and I cinta you,
I will repeat that hundred and one times.
Because honestly without you,
I’m simply just a mess
and it’s like you’ll never stop the rain.
anda won’t be waiting too long,
Cause I’ll come and stop the pain!
Then when everything is right ,
I’ll be close, anda know.
And anda will shine bright,
Cause we’ll be together forever and now!
I’ll always be with you-day and night.
anda never will be alone,
I’ll hold anda tight.
Cause you’re the One!
So is it too obvious that I want you,
Cause I can’t stop that!
Is it too obvious that I cinta you,
Cause I can’t hide that!
I want anda and I cinta you,
I will repeat that hundred and one times.
Because honestly without you,
I’m simply just a mess
~Why?
I wave in front of them.
Why don't they see me?
“I'm here!” I say.
Why don't they hear me?
They put their hands out to me, but touch air.
Why can't they feel me?
Why do I feel this way?
Neglected.
Betrayed.
Why...?
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~Mother to Son (for the movie "Changelings")
I miss you.
Where did anda go?
anda were in a arms just a few hours ago.
What am I to do?
The man has been punished
For what he did to you.
But yet, I wait,
When I know anda will never show.
But remember,
No matter where anda are,
I will cinta anda Walter.
Forever.
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~Days
Days are young,
but never end.
Tomorrow comes,
but never decends
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~Who Am I?
Prevented to do
What I want to do.
Prevented to say
What I want to say.
Prevented to be
What I want to be.
Who Am I?
I wave in front of them.
Why don't they see me?
“I'm here!” I say.
Why don't they hear me?
They put their hands out to me, but touch air.
Why can't they feel me?
Why do I feel this way?
Neglected.
Betrayed.
Why...?
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~Mother to Son (for the movie "Changelings")
I miss you.
Where did anda go?
anda were in a arms just a few hours ago.
What am I to do?
The man has been punished
For what he did to you.
But yet, I wait,
When I know anda will never show.
But remember,
No matter where anda are,
I will cinta anda Walter.
Forever.
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~Days
Days are young,
but never end.
Tomorrow comes,
but never decends
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~Who Am I?
Prevented to do
What I want to do.
Prevented to say
What I want to say.
Prevented to be
What I want to be.
Who Am I?