I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, anda could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless anda tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when anda believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people anda love, people charging anda with positive energy. And to give anda something lebih specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every awan has a silver lining.