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It's the same each and every night.
Glare at my screen with two big bloodshot eyes.
I'm stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
Internal clock in smithereens.
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.

My eyes are stapled open wide,
As I lay down on my side.
I am bouncing off these walls.

Notice my hands begin to twitch.
Unprovoked assaulting of my conscious wit.
Me and the TV are enemies.
Sickening static surrounds my mind.
I'm losing time, and realizing that
After days of thought that I'm
Stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
Internal clock in smithereens.
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.

My eyes are stapled open wide,
As I lay down on my side.
I am bouncing off these walls.
As I focus on the clock,
Time stands still, but I cannot.
I should strap myself in bed.
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead.

Talk to myself, lie in the darkness so content.
As the sun begins to rise, I can barely shut my eyes.
This crazed, delirious mess; laughing at everything I see.
My sanity is spent. Just tell me where our time went.
I'm losing it.

Attention: All insomniacs, please raise your right hand.
And kindly, repeat after me.
"I guess I'll sleep when I am dead!"

'Cause I'm stuck self-torturing; my meds are failing me.
Internal clock in smithereens.
Can't fix this, I'm hopeless.
My eyes are stapled open wide,
As I lay down on my side.
I am bouncing off these walls.
As I focus on the clock,
Time stands still, but I cannot.
I should strap myself in bed.
I guess I'll sleep when I am dead.

I guess I'll sleep when I am.
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Scourge:(why did she even go to school? I never did and I turned out fine. I know a lot not as much as tails but I know a lot. She could have asked me to teach her. Maybe, she's sick of me...? NO! She loves me I know it.)
Ashton:*snuggles closer to scourge's heart* (he's not talking. Is he mad? Possibly. No, he totally is. I'm in so much trouble. I'm DEAD.) scourge?
Scourge: what?
Ashton: are anda mad at me?
Scourge: I'm a little. But if anda ever do that again, I'll .... anda know what don't do that again, ok?
Ashton: yes sir. *falling asleep*
Scourge:*bends down a kisses her on the head* nighty night,...
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10. Pain oleh three days grace
9. The moon oleh she don't lone who
8. Hero oleh skillet
7. Bad boy
6. Help I'm still alive
5. Wheres my wonderland oleh botdf
4. We are the brave
3. Miss Jackson oleh panic! At the disco
2. Poisoned with love
1. Break the ice oleh Britney Spears

These are all of the songs I could rember her liking. So yeah bye. I'm a friend of hers menulis this so don't judge me. I don't know her that we'll. oh. Hi I'm remix moon Ashton's brother. I don't spend any time with her scourge is her best friend who watches her. I guess.
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Ashton:*walking to lunch* (wonder what Scourge is up to?)
Boy 1: hey.
Ashton: hi Zake
Zake: scourge agian
Ashton: anda know you're right.
Zake: Omg!
Ashton: what?!*turns around and sees scourge*(I'm so dead)
Scourge: there anda are!
Ashton: *runs out the room*
Scourge: *chases after her*
Ashton:*runs in the lunch room and hides*
Scourge:*runs in the lunch room and looks for her*
Ashton:*coughing* (he's going to find me)
Scourge:*grabs her arm* you're coming home, right now.*stars walking off while dragging Ashton* anda are in so much trouble when we get home!
Ashton: scourge! LET ME GO!
Scourge: why?*says...
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Ashton:*walks oleh Scourge's room*(thank god he's still asleep)
*runs down the hall and hits Scourge*
Scourge: where anda going at 6 in the morning?
Ashton: school
Scourge: school? No, you're not. You're staying right here with me. *picks her up*
Ashton: please scourge.
Scourge: no
Ashton: anda never let me do anything.
Scourge: I want to protect you.
Ashton: Hmpht. *doesnt want to look at him*
Scourge:*opens the door to his room and sets her on the bed* go back to sleep.
Ashton: *crosses her arms*
Scourge: *walks put of the room* that girl.
10 menit later
Scourge: *comes back in* anda still up? *sees she's...
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