Part-5: link
Guinevere
As Arthur left the room with his mother I slowly turned my body back to Uther and began to shake slightly, although I tried not to tampil it. In truth I was terrified, but I had to stay strong for Arthur because I knew that if I would ever get him to consider me for his son, now was the time. You can do this Gwen, anda can do this. For Arthur, think about Arthur. I slowly began to relax as Arthur came back into my head.
"Are anda just going to sit there all day?" an angry voice snapped, causing me to jump in my seat. I looked up to see Uther glaring at me.
Be strong Guinevere be strong. I found my voice, "What do anda expect me to do, my Lord?"
"Aren't anda supposed to be getting my approval so anda can be with my son?"
"Yes my Lord but I am not going to grovel on my knees and beg anda just to accept me into Arthur's life. I cinta Arthur and he loves me for me and that is how I want anda to accept me. For who I am as a person and my actions, not oleh my wealth, and status."
"You foolish girl do anda know what it's like to have a kingdom's reputation in your hands? Do anda know what it's like to have everyone watching your actions? No anda don't because anda are a serving girl," I flinched as he sneered the word. "A nobody who does not know anything about ruling a kingdom."
"Oh my Lord anda are wrong. I know a lot actually, because Arthur always comes to me with matters of state. He always values my opinion and asks me what he should do. Of course I give him the best saran I can be telling him that he should forget everyone else and follow what he believes to be right-"
"HOW DARE anda TELL MY SON THAT? WHO DO anda THINK anda ARE GIRL?"
"Someone that your son values for council and someone that has already made decisions for Camelot oleh helping Arthur."
"NO THIS IS PROPOSTEROUS," he stood from the meja now banging his fist upon it. I jumped out of my kursi and stood too. "A SERVING GIRL MAKING OBLIGATIONS FOR MY KINGDOM? I WILL KILL YOU, THIS IS, TREASON, anda WANT ARTHUR FOR POWER. OH I SEE YOUR MIND YES anda ARE TOYING WITH ARTHUR'S FEELINGS SO anda CAN MAKE DEMANDS TO GAIN KNOWLAGE. AND THEN anda WILL BETRAY US BY-"
"MY LORD," I yelled in anger now unable to control myself. "WHAT DEMANDS HAS ARTHUR MADE THAT anda DO NOT APPROVE OF? MY LOYALTY IS TO CAMELOT, I WILL NEVER BETRAY THIS KINGDOM atau ARTHUR, NEVER. I WOULD NEVER USE HIM FOR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. WHY CAN'T anda JUST SEE THAT WE HAVE TRUE LOVE? IS IT SO HARD TO ACCEPT THAT YOUR SON HAS FALLEN IN cinta WITH ME?"
Uther
I began to walk towards her my eyes full of anger. She held still and stared me down, holding my gaze. I stopped a foot away from her, startled that she did not back away atau cower in my presence. Wow this girl has guts. Now what do I do? I want to slap her but Arthur would be furious, tell her to leave Camelot? No Igraine told me otherwise ugh I hate my Queen's rules.
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT GIRL." I bellowed pointing to the door. When she didn't pindah I lost control, smacking her across the face. "NOW."
She quickly ran out of the room. Oh no, what did I just do? Arthur will be furious.
Don't worry about her Uther she deserved it. My evil, inner voice told me.
But I could not stop thinking about her words, 'why can't anda just see we have true love?...my loyalty is to Camelot and to Arthur' Does she? I asked.
Guinevere
I ran from that room as fast as I could, tears falling down my cheeks. Uther will never change Guinevere, why did anda do that? anda should have left the first time he berkata it and now anda have a big hand mark across your cheek for all to see. I ran down from the kastil, castle out to my favorit spot in the gardens, oleh the rose bushes and began to sob even harder. I covered my face with my hands. Uther is right what was I thinking. How would a serving girl like me ever know what it's like to be queen atau a Lady even.
I cried even harder before I felt strong warm hands pull me up and onto his lap in an embrace. I clutched Arthur closer as I buried my face into his chest. "What did he do Guinevere?" Arthur asked, I stilled hearing the hidden anger in his voice. Arthur moved to look at me, alarmed oleh my sudden stillness.
"Arthur don't-" I whispered trying to hide my face baring the mark from his father. But he was too fast as he took my arms away from my face. He stared at me for a long moment, his face turning from shock to rage in an instant. I felt him begin to get up from where we were sitting and I knew where he was headed. I gripped him, pulling him back down and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Arthur no. Please don't-"
"Guinevere, do anda really expect my to do nothing? He has no right to treat anda that way, not if I have anything to say about it."
"No Arthur do not do anything. Promise me that anda won't please. If anda want to blame anyone blame me, I angered him and did not leave when he told me to. He just got mad because I showed him that I was not scared of him and that I argued back with him, the king of Camelot. Oh my god! I just argued with the King of Camelot, what did I just do?" I began to panic all over again, what have I done?
Arthur
After the talk with my mother I wandered all around the gardens looking at all the bunga wondering which ones Guinevere would like best. Hmm...lilies, daisies, bluebells, roses, lilacs...roses definitely roses. I wandered over to the roses, seeing one white rose bush, and dozens of purple, yellow, berwarna merah muda, merah muda and red rose bushes everywhere. Hmm but which color do I get her? And do I get her a bunch of mawar atau just one, three? Why is this so hard?
I moved over to grab a berwarna merah muda, merah muda rose when a hand touched my shoulder stopping me, I looked up to see my mother shaking her head. "Arthur, do anda know anything about mawar and what each color represents?"
What is she talking about? "Mother, they are just flowers. Why does it matter what color it is?"
"Oh Arthur really? I thought I taught anda enough about romance when anda were dating other princesses. Did anda not pick up even the slightest bit of what I said?"
I paused thinking back about girls and when I was a young prince. "Well they cinta pretty things, chocolate, bunga and jewelery. But that's all I can remember." She hit me on the shoulder and I jumped in surprise. "Mother what was that for?" I asked, rubbing my shoulder.
"I'm sorry hon but really. Your almost a grown man, I should not have to tell anda that giving a berwarna merah muda, merah muda bunga to a girl says I like anda but as a friend. atau purple and yellow bunga tells a girl that anda like them like a sister. atau a red bunga means I cinta you. Come on Arthur think a little bit, anda would never give Morgana a red rose would you?"
"Um...no. Sorry Mother, I have never felt this way about another girl before so I never really diberikan it much thought. Um what are the white rose's for?"
She grinned at me and moved to stand in front of the lone white rose bush, "White means pure. When anda give a girl a white rose it means that your jantung is pure for only her. It's how a girl knows that anda have made your choice and anda are theirs forever."
I smiled knowing exactly what rose to take. I reached for a rose on the lone semak, bush and plucked it before I heard it, a soft crying from the bushes. I instantly knew who it was and I ran towards the sound. I froze in my tracks to see Guinevere on her knees behind the semak, bush sobbing. My jantung stopped, oh my poor Guinevere. What did my father do now? I dropped the rose as I moved to her side and sat down on the rumput selanjutnya to her. I reached for her and pulled her across my lap and into my embrace. She clutched me closer as she sobbed into my chest.
"What did he do Guinevere?" I asked calmly, trying to hide my anger from her. She stilled at my pertanyaan and I instantly grew worried. I pulled back to look at her face.
"Arthur don't-" she tried hiding her face out of my sight but I was to fast as I pulled her arms back. I stared in shock, she had a giant red mark across her cheek the size of a hand-print. I felt my shock go into rage because I knew only one person could have done this. I began to get up when her hands pulled me right back down and she wrapped her arms around my neck, "Arthur no. Please don't-"
"Guinevere, do anda really expect me to do nothing" I berkata angrily, "he has no right to treat anda that way, not if I have anything to say about it."
"No Arthur do not do anything. Promise me that anda won't please. If anda want to blame anyone blame me, I angered him and did not leave when he told me to. He just got mad because I showed him that I was not scared of him and that I argued back with him, the king of Camelot. Oh my god! I just argued with the King of Camelot, what did I just do?" I felt her begin to panic all over again and pulled her close, hoping me presence would ease her. We sat in silence for a moment and I felt her squeeze me close before she began to speak again, "Arthur your father is right, what do I know about being Queen. He is right, how could we ever find cinta with such different lives. It's just a dream nothing more" she then wiggled out of my embrace stood up and began to walk way.
I jumped to my feet, running after her. I caught up easily and turned her to face me. "Guinevere anda don't mean that."
Tears were running down her cheeks as I met here eyes "I'm sorry to have lead anda on but we have to accept facts Arthur, sooner atau later anda will have to marry for the good of the kingdom and it can't be me because I'm just a servant."
I began to tremble, trying to grasp what she was saying "No...Guinevere anda don't mean that, anda can't mean that. anda are so much lebih than a servant, anda are kind, generous, wise, strong beautiful and the only girl who has touched my heart. I can't be without anda because I cinta anda with all my heart." I felt tears coming to my eyes as I looked at her. "My beautiful, smart, sweet Guinevere please. Please don't do this."
She met my eyes and lifted her face up to mine I leaned down and captured her sweet soft lips with my own. She wrapped her arms around my neck as I circled her into my embrace and pulled her up on my feet so she would not have to reach me. I let out a moan as I pushed my tongue against her lips and she allowed me entrance meeting me halfway between our lips. We took no breaths as we stood there kissing, but way too soon she pulled away. I tightened my grip on her as she leaned her forehead against mine with her arms still around my neck. "I cinta anda with all my jantung Arthur Pendragon. anda will always be in my jantung forever." she murmured softly, "my jantung will always be pure for anda and only you. I cinta anda so much, my jantung will never, could never cinta another."
Pure...pure! It then came to me, the rose. "Stay put Guinevere please for just one moment. Please?" She nodded as I kissed her forehead and made my way back to where I dropped the rose. I grabbed it and hid it behind my back as I walked back over to her. "Guinevere close your eyes"
"Arthur what is this?" She asked curiously as I brushed my fingers over her wet eyelids. I moved to me knees and took her hand while holding the rose in front of my chest.
"Open your eyes my love."
Guinevere
I opened my eyes to see the cinta of my life on his knees holding a rose, no a white rose. I couldn't find my voice. A white rose, meaning...
"My Guinevere, if this is our last hari I will make anda a promise. A promise with this rose I'm giving anda that I will never cinta another for as long as I live. Although I have been with many ladies none of them have ever touched my jantung like anda have. All your compassion, bravery, kindness and wisdom I will carry with me forever because my jantung has never been lebih pure to a woman, no to anda in my entire life. I cinta anda with all my jantung and anda will be the only one to ever fill it. This rose is a sign that I will make my choice to anda and will never give my jantung to another."
I took the rose from him, moving down selanjutnya to him and cupped his face with one of my hands, while rubbing his tears away. "Shh. Arthur, its going to be ok. Just trust me anda will be alright my love." I kissed each of his cheeks before his lips again and then I moved my hands down to his arms rubbing them reassuringly. "Arthur baby, I must go."
He snaked his arms back around my waist tightening his grip on me, "no." He whispered softly, lebih tears coming to his eyes. I moved my hands to his hair and pulled him in close for one last kiss.
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Guinevere
As Arthur left the room with his mother I slowly turned my body back to Uther and began to shake slightly, although I tried not to tampil it. In truth I was terrified, but I had to stay strong for Arthur because I knew that if I would ever get him to consider me for his son, now was the time. You can do this Gwen, anda can do this. For Arthur, think about Arthur. I slowly began to relax as Arthur came back into my head.
"Are anda just going to sit there all day?" an angry voice snapped, causing me to jump in my seat. I looked up to see Uther glaring at me.
Be strong Guinevere be strong. I found my voice, "What do anda expect me to do, my Lord?"
"Aren't anda supposed to be getting my approval so anda can be with my son?"
"Yes my Lord but I am not going to grovel on my knees and beg anda just to accept me into Arthur's life. I cinta Arthur and he loves me for me and that is how I want anda to accept me. For who I am as a person and my actions, not oleh my wealth, and status."
"You foolish girl do anda know what it's like to have a kingdom's reputation in your hands? Do anda know what it's like to have everyone watching your actions? No anda don't because anda are a serving girl," I flinched as he sneered the word. "A nobody who does not know anything about ruling a kingdom."
"Oh my Lord anda are wrong. I know a lot actually, because Arthur always comes to me with matters of state. He always values my opinion and asks me what he should do. Of course I give him the best saran I can be telling him that he should forget everyone else and follow what he believes to be right-"
"HOW DARE anda TELL MY SON THAT? WHO DO anda THINK anda ARE GIRL?"
"Someone that your son values for council and someone that has already made decisions for Camelot oleh helping Arthur."
"NO THIS IS PROPOSTEROUS," he stood from the meja now banging his fist upon it. I jumped out of my kursi and stood too. "A SERVING GIRL MAKING OBLIGATIONS FOR MY KINGDOM? I WILL KILL YOU, THIS IS, TREASON, anda WANT ARTHUR FOR POWER. OH I SEE YOUR MIND YES anda ARE TOYING WITH ARTHUR'S FEELINGS SO anda CAN MAKE DEMANDS TO GAIN KNOWLAGE. AND THEN anda WILL BETRAY US BY-"
"MY LORD," I yelled in anger now unable to control myself. "WHAT DEMANDS HAS ARTHUR MADE THAT anda DO NOT APPROVE OF? MY LOYALTY IS TO CAMELOT, I WILL NEVER BETRAY THIS KINGDOM atau ARTHUR, NEVER. I WOULD NEVER USE HIM FOR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. WHY CAN'T anda JUST SEE THAT WE HAVE TRUE LOVE? IS IT SO HARD TO ACCEPT THAT YOUR SON HAS FALLEN IN cinta WITH ME?"
Uther
I began to walk towards her my eyes full of anger. She held still and stared me down, holding my gaze. I stopped a foot away from her, startled that she did not back away atau cower in my presence. Wow this girl has guts. Now what do I do? I want to slap her but Arthur would be furious, tell her to leave Camelot? No Igraine told me otherwise ugh I hate my Queen's rules.
"GET OUT OF MY SIGHT GIRL." I bellowed pointing to the door. When she didn't pindah I lost control, smacking her across the face. "NOW."
She quickly ran out of the room. Oh no, what did I just do? Arthur will be furious.
Don't worry about her Uther she deserved it. My evil, inner voice told me.
But I could not stop thinking about her words, 'why can't anda just see we have true love?...my loyalty is to Camelot and to Arthur' Does she? I asked.
Guinevere
I ran from that room as fast as I could, tears falling down my cheeks. Uther will never change Guinevere, why did anda do that? anda should have left the first time he berkata it and now anda have a big hand mark across your cheek for all to see. I ran down from the kastil, castle out to my favorit spot in the gardens, oleh the rose bushes and began to sob even harder. I covered my face with my hands. Uther is right what was I thinking. How would a serving girl like me ever know what it's like to be queen atau a Lady even.
I cried even harder before I felt strong warm hands pull me up and onto his lap in an embrace. I clutched Arthur closer as I buried my face into his chest. "What did he do Guinevere?" Arthur asked, I stilled hearing the hidden anger in his voice. Arthur moved to look at me, alarmed oleh my sudden stillness.
"Arthur don't-" I whispered trying to hide my face baring the mark from his father. But he was too fast as he took my arms away from my face. He stared at me for a long moment, his face turning from shock to rage in an instant. I felt him begin to get up from where we were sitting and I knew where he was headed. I gripped him, pulling him back down and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Arthur no. Please don't-"
"Guinevere, do anda really expect my to do nothing? He has no right to treat anda that way, not if I have anything to say about it."
"No Arthur do not do anything. Promise me that anda won't please. If anda want to blame anyone blame me, I angered him and did not leave when he told me to. He just got mad because I showed him that I was not scared of him and that I argued back with him, the king of Camelot. Oh my god! I just argued with the King of Camelot, what did I just do?" I began to panic all over again, what have I done?
Arthur
After the talk with my mother I wandered all around the gardens looking at all the bunga wondering which ones Guinevere would like best. Hmm...lilies, daisies, bluebells, roses, lilacs...roses definitely roses. I wandered over to the roses, seeing one white rose bush, and dozens of purple, yellow, berwarna merah muda, merah muda and red rose bushes everywhere. Hmm but which color do I get her? And do I get her a bunch of mawar atau just one, three? Why is this so hard?
I moved over to grab a berwarna merah muda, merah muda rose when a hand touched my shoulder stopping me, I looked up to see my mother shaking her head. "Arthur, do anda know anything about mawar and what each color represents?"
What is she talking about? "Mother, they are just flowers. Why does it matter what color it is?"
"Oh Arthur really? I thought I taught anda enough about romance when anda were dating other princesses. Did anda not pick up even the slightest bit of what I said?"
I paused thinking back about girls and when I was a young prince. "Well they cinta pretty things, chocolate, bunga and jewelery. But that's all I can remember." She hit me on the shoulder and I jumped in surprise. "Mother what was that for?" I asked, rubbing my shoulder.
"I'm sorry hon but really. Your almost a grown man, I should not have to tell anda that giving a berwarna merah muda, merah muda bunga to a girl says I like anda but as a friend. atau purple and yellow bunga tells a girl that anda like them like a sister. atau a red bunga means I cinta you. Come on Arthur think a little bit, anda would never give Morgana a red rose would you?"
"Um...no. Sorry Mother, I have never felt this way about another girl before so I never really diberikan it much thought. Um what are the white rose's for?"
She grinned at me and moved to stand in front of the lone white rose bush, "White means pure. When anda give a girl a white rose it means that your jantung is pure for only her. It's how a girl knows that anda have made your choice and anda are theirs forever."
I smiled knowing exactly what rose to take. I reached for a rose on the lone semak, bush and plucked it before I heard it, a soft crying from the bushes. I instantly knew who it was and I ran towards the sound. I froze in my tracks to see Guinevere on her knees behind the semak, bush sobbing. My jantung stopped, oh my poor Guinevere. What did my father do now? I dropped the rose as I moved to her side and sat down on the rumput selanjutnya to her. I reached for her and pulled her across my lap and into my embrace. She clutched me closer as she sobbed into my chest.
"What did he do Guinevere?" I asked calmly, trying to hide my anger from her. She stilled at my pertanyaan and I instantly grew worried. I pulled back to look at her face.
"Arthur don't-" she tried hiding her face out of my sight but I was to fast as I pulled her arms back. I stared in shock, she had a giant red mark across her cheek the size of a hand-print. I felt my shock go into rage because I knew only one person could have done this. I began to get up when her hands pulled me right back down and she wrapped her arms around my neck, "Arthur no. Please don't-"
"Guinevere, do anda really expect me to do nothing" I berkata angrily, "he has no right to treat anda that way, not if I have anything to say about it."
"No Arthur do not do anything. Promise me that anda won't please. If anda want to blame anyone blame me, I angered him and did not leave when he told me to. He just got mad because I showed him that I was not scared of him and that I argued back with him, the king of Camelot. Oh my god! I just argued with the King of Camelot, what did I just do?" I felt her begin to panic all over again and pulled her close, hoping me presence would ease her. We sat in silence for a moment and I felt her squeeze me close before she began to speak again, "Arthur your father is right, what do I know about being Queen. He is right, how could we ever find cinta with such different lives. It's just a dream nothing more" she then wiggled out of my embrace stood up and began to walk way.
I jumped to my feet, running after her. I caught up easily and turned her to face me. "Guinevere anda don't mean that."
Tears were running down her cheeks as I met here eyes "I'm sorry to have lead anda on but we have to accept facts Arthur, sooner atau later anda will have to marry for the good of the kingdom and it can't be me because I'm just a servant."
I began to tremble, trying to grasp what she was saying "No...Guinevere anda don't mean that, anda can't mean that. anda are so much lebih than a servant, anda are kind, generous, wise, strong beautiful and the only girl who has touched my heart. I can't be without anda because I cinta anda with all my heart." I felt tears coming to my eyes as I looked at her. "My beautiful, smart, sweet Guinevere please. Please don't do this."
She met my eyes and lifted her face up to mine I leaned down and captured her sweet soft lips with my own. She wrapped her arms around my neck as I circled her into my embrace and pulled her up on my feet so she would not have to reach me. I let out a moan as I pushed my tongue against her lips and she allowed me entrance meeting me halfway between our lips. We took no breaths as we stood there kissing, but way too soon she pulled away. I tightened my grip on her as she leaned her forehead against mine with her arms still around my neck. "I cinta anda with all my jantung Arthur Pendragon. anda will always be in my jantung forever." she murmured softly, "my jantung will always be pure for anda and only you. I cinta anda so much, my jantung will never, could never cinta another."
Pure...pure! It then came to me, the rose. "Stay put Guinevere please for just one moment. Please?" She nodded as I kissed her forehead and made my way back to where I dropped the rose. I grabbed it and hid it behind my back as I walked back over to her. "Guinevere close your eyes"
"Arthur what is this?" She asked curiously as I brushed my fingers over her wet eyelids. I moved to me knees and took her hand while holding the rose in front of my chest.
"Open your eyes my love."
Guinevere
I opened my eyes to see the cinta of my life on his knees holding a rose, no a white rose. I couldn't find my voice. A white rose, meaning...
"My Guinevere, if this is our last hari I will make anda a promise. A promise with this rose I'm giving anda that I will never cinta another for as long as I live. Although I have been with many ladies none of them have ever touched my jantung like anda have. All your compassion, bravery, kindness and wisdom I will carry with me forever because my jantung has never been lebih pure to a woman, no to anda in my entire life. I cinta anda with all my jantung and anda will be the only one to ever fill it. This rose is a sign that I will make my choice to anda and will never give my jantung to another."
I took the rose from him, moving down selanjutnya to him and cupped his face with one of my hands, while rubbing his tears away. "Shh. Arthur, its going to be ok. Just trust me anda will be alright my love." I kissed each of his cheeks before his lips again and then I moved my hands down to his arms rubbing them reassuringly. "Arthur baby, I must go."
He snaked his arms back around my waist tightening his grip on me, "no." He whispered softly, lebih tears coming to his eyes. I moved my hands to his hair and pulled him in close for one last kiss.
I am sorry Im not updating very much but when Im on fanpop I feel like I don't get as much review atau komentar so I feel like if people don't komentar I feel like people don't read my fictions so I feel like "Why am I posting if noone komentar and gives me feedback?"
But I will just continue to post and if your one of the few people who read my fics then I send a BIG THANK anda for membaca and commenting. And yes I will continue to post because I cinta writting and want people to enjoy it so until my selanjutnya post :)
-xoxo Cassie