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Chibi-Baka3 said:
I think the main reason for this is just that you're thinking about it too much.
The mind is a very powerful thing and, if anda were to make yourself think that anda are someone atau like something, then anda can turn out to be that way. My mother once told me that a woman can think so hard that she's pregnant, she'll actually start to get bigger. Now, I've never seen something like this, but example atau not, my mother was meaning to tell me about what I'm telling you. anda can underestimate what your mind can do, no matter what anda think about yourself. Someone may think that they're weak, but a bit of concentration and strong willpower can make them break through anything that used to seem impossible. Emotions can also play a role in it.
I can see where you're going with this, and I'll tell anda a little story of my own: sometimes I think that I'm associated with a cat, just because I like naps, milk, fish, chasing anything that catches my eye, etc. Sometimes (I'll admit this) I find myself hissing at someone, but I haven't done so in a long time. I think that it was lebih of just a bad habit than thinking that I was some sort of animal. Your obsession has become quite the influence on you, seeing as anda like red and all. I think that anda might be thinking so much on vampire it's making anda believe that you're changing. Influences can be very strong, depending on how anda feel towards it.
Personally, I think that anda should take a break from vampire and see where that takes you. I mean a few months' breaks atau so; it's much easier to get back into something than to stray from it, but the hardest part is just trying to begin. To make yourself forget, think to yourself that anda should stop these habits instead of trying to go along with them. It's very possible to stop, so keep that in mind if anda ever believe that it's not going to happen. Although anda have a favorit color, see if anda can find some lebih that anda enjoy. Go farther than just blues, greens, and purples; look at some other unique shades with tints, atau those that look lebih dull if anda like those (ex. frambos, raspberry glaze -- anda can look it up on wikipedia). For when anda get angry, instead of hissing, anda can do the cliche "count to ten" atau just stay silent for some time. If anda can't stay silent, go somewhere private where you're oleh yourself and scream in a pillow. It sounds weird, but it actually works (for me, anyway). It's fine if anda think that your "k9s" are getting sharper; it's normal for teeth to be that way. I have sharp ones myself, but I don't over-think them. Just look at them and imagine other thoughts than vampires. Maybe they're lebih like a wolf's teeth, atau some other animal that have sharp ones. If you're always thirsty, maybe it's what anda eat other than what anda imagine. Have some water often, atau another drink that anda like.
Feel free to ask any other questions. Good luck to you.
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