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…………Merry Christmas! diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

HOW DARE anda TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? laporan NOW!!!!!!!!!!! diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull anda down, I just needed anda to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

I didn’t want anda to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed atau smiled in lebih than half tahun now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

Any chance I could get anda to vote and maybe leave a komentar in this disney poling I made here:

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I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and komentar and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my jantung and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

Well, I will give anda some time and wait for anda to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if anda have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that lebih people follow anda on tumblr than come to my fanpop profil that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen oleh the other people around here. So, anda really don’t need to come back if anda already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy anda being at peace with what anda do. I will let anda decide if anda feel lebih under surveillance there atau bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to anda no matter where. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

I am also always happy to hear from anda and hope that we can stay in touch oleh trying to keep up writing. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss anda so very much. I feel terrible because anda again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that anda did. anda should read the artikel on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. diposting lebih dari setahun yang lalu