Chapter 19
I followed the voices and saw aro and caius talking
-hi dear Bella
-hi caius
I berkata shyly
-dear Bella its great to see you!
He shook my hand.thank god he didn’t hug me I’m getting tired of that!
-oh Bella I heard your staying with us.
-for a while
I said
-well anda know we will be happy if stay
-sure sure..
-oh Bella its so nice to see anda upright!
Heidi berkata rushing towards me and …hugged me.
Ohhhh god I hate hugs …..eee but I didn’t want to offend her and hugged her back lightly
Me, jane ,alec and rennata were sitting on a black sofa talking about everything that happened in the 100 years I was out.
When I heard a musical loud voice coming from down stairs
-oh wheres Bella??bella! Bella
Then someone crashed into the door and came in I couldn’t belive my eyes
-Alice?
I half shouted
-oh Bella!
He rushed towards me and hugged me and started subbing……awwwwwwww she really did miss me byt it was too too late for that
-Alice what are anda doing here?
-oh! Aro called Carlisle and told him anda were alive…..um anda know what I mean…..so we decided to come and visit you! ……don’t anda want us to visit??!
She asked pain and concern tampilkan in her eyes
-yeah well maybe…….
I tried to make something up…………..
-so anda just came here…..ALONE.
I asked hoping he wasn’t here
-oh silly Bella of cours not! Everyones down stairs waiting to see you.we ALL missed tou so much ,but when ever we tracked anda down anda would disappear to another place….
She berkata her tone asking for a reply
-matt could teleport
I berkata answering her unspoken question
-oh……that's so cool!
Then she dragged me to go out the door with her
-Alice what are anda doing!?
-Bella don’t anda want to see everyone else?!
NO!NO !NO!
I didn’t say these out loud I just shrugged and looked at her
I followed the voices and saw aro and caius talking
-hi dear Bella
-hi caius
I berkata shyly
-dear Bella its great to see you!
He shook my hand.thank god he didn’t hug me I’m getting tired of that!
-oh Bella I heard your staying with us.
-for a while
I said
-well anda know we will be happy if stay
-sure sure..
-oh Bella its so nice to see anda upright!
Heidi berkata rushing towards me and …hugged me.
Ohhhh god I hate hugs …..eee but I didn’t want to offend her and hugged her back lightly
Me, jane ,alec and rennata were sitting on a black sofa talking about everything that happened in the 100 years I was out.
When I heard a musical loud voice coming from down stairs
-oh wheres Bella??bella! Bella
Then someone crashed into the door and came in I couldn’t belive my eyes
-Alice?
I half shouted
-oh Bella!
He rushed towards me and hugged me and started subbing……awwwwwwww she really did miss me byt it was too too late for that
-Alice what are anda doing here?
-oh! Aro called Carlisle and told him anda were alive…..um anda know what I mean…..so we decided to come and visit you! ……don’t anda want us to visit??!
She asked pain and concern tampilkan in her eyes
-yeah well maybe…….
I tried to make something up…………..
-so anda just came here…..ALONE.
I asked hoping he wasn’t here
-oh silly Bella of cours not! Everyones down stairs waiting to see you.we ALL missed tou so much ,but when ever we tracked anda down anda would disappear to another place….
She berkata her tone asking for a reply
-matt could teleport
I berkata answering her unspoken question
-oh……that's so cool!
Then she dragged me to go out the door with her
-Alice what are anda doing!?
-Bella don’t anda want to see everyone else?!
NO!NO !NO!
I didn’t say these out loud I just shrugged and looked at her
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My musik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
musik is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
musik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
musik will always be.
I tap in time,
My musik is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
atau gradually trickle down,
It can make anda laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
musik is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
musik is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
anda can always find a friend in music
musik will always be.
The pain anda caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my jantung beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my jantung that anda left!
The burning tears anda left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.
That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder
Feeling my jantung beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with
It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain anda left me to bare.
It wasn't the legend anda were when anda were here
But the legacy in my jantung that anda left!
There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? anda ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most populer boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the serigala pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.
It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. anda See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason anda Cried On The Way Home. The Reason anda Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are anda Doing Here?" berkata Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I berkata Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," berkata Victoria Khan Placing Her buku On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are anda Doing Here?" berkata Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I berkata Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," berkata Victoria Khan Placing Her buku On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.