Chapter 19
I followed the voices and saw aro and caius talking
-hi dear Bella
-hi caius
I berkata shyly
-dear Bella its great to see you!
He shook my hand.thank god he didn’t hug me I’m getting tired of that!
-oh Bella I heard your staying with us.
-for a while
I said
-well anda know we will be happy if stay
-sure sure..
-oh Bella its so nice to see anda upright!
Heidi berkata rushing towards me and …hugged me.
Ohhhh god I hate hugs …..eee but I didn’t want to offend her and hugged her back lightly
Me, jane ,alec and rennata were sitting on a black sofa talking about everything that happened in the 100 years I was out.
When I heard a musical loud voice coming from down stairs
-oh wheres Bella??bella! Bella
Then someone crashed into the door and came in I couldn’t belive my eyes
-Alice?
I half shouted
-oh Bella!
He rushed towards me and hugged me and started subbing……awwwwwwww she really did miss me byt it was too too late for that
-Alice what are anda doing here?
-oh! Aro called Carlisle and told him anda were alive…..um anda know what I mean…..so we decided to come and visit you! ……don’t anda want us to visit??!
She asked pain and concern tampilkan in her eyes
-yeah well maybe…….
I tried to make something up…………..
-so anda just came here…..ALONE.
I asked hoping he wasn’t here
-oh silly Bella of cours not! Everyones down stairs waiting to see you.we ALL missed tou so much ,but when ever we tracked anda down anda would disappear to another place….
She berkata her tone asking for a reply
-matt could teleport
I berkata answering her unspoken question
-oh……that's so cool!
Then she dragged me to go out the door with her
-Alice what are anda doing!?
-Bella don’t anda want to see everyone else?!
NO!NO !NO!
I didn’t say these out loud I just shrugged and looked at her
I followed the voices and saw aro and caius talking
-hi dear Bella
-hi caius
I berkata shyly
-dear Bella its great to see you!
He shook my hand.thank god he didn’t hug me I’m getting tired of that!
-oh Bella I heard your staying with us.
-for a while
I said
-well anda know we will be happy if stay
-sure sure..
-oh Bella its so nice to see anda upright!
Heidi berkata rushing towards me and …hugged me.
Ohhhh god I hate hugs …..eee but I didn’t want to offend her and hugged her back lightly
Me, jane ,alec and rennata were sitting on a black sofa talking about everything that happened in the 100 years I was out.
When I heard a musical loud voice coming from down stairs
-oh wheres Bella??bella! Bella
Then someone crashed into the door and came in I couldn’t belive my eyes
-Alice?
I half shouted
-oh Bella!
He rushed towards me and hugged me and started subbing……awwwwwwww she really did miss me byt it was too too late for that
-Alice what are anda doing here?
-oh! Aro called Carlisle and told him anda were alive…..um anda know what I mean…..so we decided to come and visit you! ……don’t anda want us to visit??!
She asked pain and concern tampilkan in her eyes
-yeah well maybe…….
I tried to make something up…………..
-so anda just came here…..ALONE.
I asked hoping he wasn’t here
-oh silly Bella of cours not! Everyones down stairs waiting to see you.we ALL missed tou so much ,but when ever we tracked anda down anda would disappear to another place….
She berkata her tone asking for a reply
-matt could teleport
I berkata answering her unspoken question
-oh……that's so cool!
Then she dragged me to go out the door with her
-Alice what are anda doing!?
-Bella don’t anda want to see everyone else?!
NO!NO !NO!
I didn’t say these out loud I just shrugged and looked at her
People down every turn
Pain inside their hearts
A girl with scars on her wrists
A boy with a pisau in his chest
She hides in the dark
Wondering when the pain with end
He stands up to fight in defense
Only to get knocked back down again
She fights with her parents
They don't wanna support the child
She's left to fend for herself in the cold
Alone with the child
Do we see what we are doing when we say the things we say?
Do we see who we are hurting with the actions that we're taking?
What we need
Are broken families reconciled
We need hearts to mend, scars to heal and battles to end
We. Need. Love
To stand up for the broken
We. Need. Hope
To give a hand to the hopeless
We need the world to care.
What are we doing with the words we are saying?
Who are we changing
And what effects are they having?
Lets be the change.
Pain inside their hearts
A girl with scars on her wrists
A boy with a pisau in his chest
She hides in the dark
Wondering when the pain with end
He stands up to fight in defense
Only to get knocked back down again
She fights with her parents
They don't wanna support the child
She's left to fend for herself in the cold
Alone with the child
Do we see what we are doing when we say the things we say?
Do we see who we are hurting with the actions that we're taking?
What we need
Are broken families reconciled
We need hearts to mend, scars to heal and battles to end
We. Need. Love
To stand up for the broken
We. Need. Hope
To give a hand to the hopeless
We need the world to care.
What are we doing with the words we are saying?
Who are we changing
And what effects are they having?
Lets be the change.
When will this end?
Mass shootings
Terrorist attacks
Police brutality
They say it's just a gun control problem
They say it cannot be fixed
I say the problem is deeper
I say there is hope
When will this end?
Income inequality
Veterans living on the streets, penniless,
Dying oleh their own hands everyday.
They say this world can change for the better
But nothing has changed...
And I truly do fear
Nothing ever will
When will cinta start?
The hari we offer a hand to the fallen
Instead of cringing back in shock
And running away
When will our world change?
The hari we cinta too much to kill
The hari others' pain is our pain
The hari we act instead of just talking about it
"It's impossible"
"We're too broken to be mended"
"It's a hopeless battle"
I say, let us try.
Mass shootings
Terrorist attacks
Police brutality
They say it's just a gun control problem
They say it cannot be fixed
I say the problem is deeper
I say there is hope
When will this end?
Income inequality
Veterans living on the streets, penniless,
Dying oleh their own hands everyday.
They say this world can change for the better
But nothing has changed...
And I truly do fear
Nothing ever will
When will cinta start?
The hari we offer a hand to the fallen
Instead of cringing back in shock
And running away
When will our world change?
The hari we cinta too much to kill
The hari others' pain is our pain
The hari we act instead of just talking about it
"It's impossible"
"We're too broken to be mended"
"It's a hopeless battle"
I say, let us try.
It’s the color of you
anda always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid form them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our jeruk, orange book bags
Saved us from some pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two jeruk, orange crayons
When everyone else was green
Then anda left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
anda were in the jeruk, orange field in the sky
anda always berkata was there.
The jeruk, orange of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though anda left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone jeruk, orange in the rainbow
Without anda here
I protect my own
Though I wish anda were here
Now jeruk, orange is my color
A color for anda bravery
A color for my survival
jeruk, orange will forever be our color
Even though death took anda away
Forever jeruk, orange for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
anda always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid form them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our jeruk, orange book bags
Saved us from some pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two jeruk, orange crayons
When everyone else was green
Then anda left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
anda were in the jeruk, orange field in the sky
anda always berkata was there.
The jeruk, orange of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though anda left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone jeruk, orange in the rainbow
Without anda here
I protect my own
Though I wish anda were here
Now jeruk, orange is my color
A color for anda bravery
A color for my survival
jeruk, orange will forever be our color
Even though death took anda away
Forever jeruk, orange for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
Your jantung is sore, crippled up like paper.
Your voice is weak, barely passing oleh you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
anda are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times anda told everything-
It was a lie, I cinta anda became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. anda probably cannot pindah away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
Your voice is weak, barely passing oleh you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
anda are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times anda told everything-
It was a lie, I cinta anda became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. anda probably cannot pindah away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.