1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad sumber of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If anda knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make anda go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make anda hate me even more...

Disappear

Can't anda feel me? 
Can't anda feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't anda see the crack in my heart?

And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart

Can't anda see me disappear? 
Can't anda see my despair?
Can't anda see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?

Obviously anda don't
Because anda let me disappear
anda don't cinta me
anda don't care
anda sat there
 and watched me disappear

Cant anda feel me?
Can't anda see?

Can't anda see I've disappeared? 
Cant anda see my crys  of despair?
Can't anda see I'd rather die 
then ever have to say goodbye?

Hello? 
Are anda there?
Can anda help me
Before I disappear? 
Cant anda see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
atau am I gone?
Cuz anda act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?


Can't anda feel me? 
Can't anda feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't anda see the crack in my heart?

Can't anda see me?
Don't anda care? 

No

Because anda let me 

Disappear