hey... so this is my new story... I don't like the other one! So... I started this one! don't forget 2 komentar and rate!
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my bantal as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send anda home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he berkata the words.
"But... anda can't do this! anda just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know anda liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did anda study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His kursi was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His favorit color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to halaman awal when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The judul was:
"Last part of me"
Something was missing. Something big, like my heart! I couldn't find it. I got up from my own screams. I couldn't breathe. He wasn't there to hold me in his cold hands. He wasn't there anymore. I doubted if he would ever come back. I was thinking of everything I could do to get to him. Tears came down of my face and dropped on my bantal as I tried to stand up and go to the bathroom. Charlie was already downstairs so I hurried and made him breakfast. I didn't eat anything like the past 6 months and I could say that he was mad.
"Bella, I'm gonna send anda home! That's it!"
I burst into tears as he berkata the words.
"But... anda can't do this! anda just can't..."
Subs didn't let me talk. Charlie was red and he was looking straight into my eyes.
"Bella, Renee can take good care of you! Honestly, everyday of this 6 months you're mopping around, doing everything but in face doing NOTHING!"
"He's gone! I know anda liked him very much but isn't this too much?!"
I screamed:
"No... for your information DAD, it's NOT!"
I took my backpack and got out of the house. It was raining already. When I saw the clouds, I suddenly smiled. He liked the weather like this... I guess!
"Hey, Bella!"
Mike and Jessica called my name when I was getting out of my car.
"Did anda study Math?! We have an exam!"
I nodded without thinking to math. We gave the test and then it was time for biology class. His kursi was empty.
After school, I went shopping for a pair of jeans. His favorit color was blue, so I wanted a pair of blue jeans.
I was on my way to halaman awal when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!
I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The judul was:
"Last part of me"
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A halaman awal for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
lebih eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A halaman awal for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
lebih eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right."
I can still remember the disappointment in those hazel eyes the moment I told him I was leaving. I couldn't stay - I had no choice. I still can't decide whether it hurt lebih to leave him, atau to know I had been the one who caused the pain. What was I supposed to do? This child needed guidance and protection now lebih than ever, and I couldn't help him. For so long I had been the one to console him - make him feel aman, brankas - and it was coming to an end. It was... the rule.
"I need to go away, Alex. It's what imaginary friends do....
Forever
Forever anda are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what anda promised
Your jantung is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected oleh your eagle like wings
Forever loved oleh your ocean wide heart
Forever aman, brankas in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever anda are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what anda promised
Your jantung is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected oleh your eagle like wings
Forever loved oleh your ocean wide heart
Forever aman, brankas in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person anda told the truth to all the time was now the one person anda have to keep it away from, would you?
would anda be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person anda told everything to, he was the one who keeps anda from falling apart, but if anda told him anything he might be the one to bring anda tummbling down.
if anda had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would anda chose? because if anda dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person anda told the truth to all the time was now the one person anda have to keep it away from, would you?
would anda be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person anda told everything to, he was the one who keeps anda from falling apart, but if anda told him anything he might be the one to bring anda tummbling down.
if anda had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would anda chose? because if anda dont chose right, he may very well die.
That hari I thought I was a failure. I was sitting outside our house on a bench in my white dress, just staring at the dark sky while raindrops were running down my cheeks. It could have been tears as well, all I knew was that it was raining pretty hard.
As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some teh for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The rumput felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
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As she noticed I was outside, she opened the door and told me to come inside, where it was warm. Her soft voice told me she was going to make some teh for me and that everything would be okay.
I didn't even look at her when I got up and started to run.
The rumput felt wet and cold under my bare feet as I was running towards the nearby forest,...
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two oleh fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make cinta to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the mawar are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two oleh fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make cinta to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the mawar are dying
