I was sitting at my meja tulis, meja at school, menulis my natal list. It was hard to think of lebih than three things, so I wrote down a gift card to itunes, some movies, and a new pair of nike shoes. I'm trying to think of something, and my teacher berkata "Emily it wouldn't be wise to ask for money for a present". When I went halaman awal I was still thinking about my natal list, but then my little sister came up to my face "Sissy, sissy, anda should ask for a super big princess kit'. Then makan malam came, we had roasted chicken. My older brother Eric was bragging about making the bola basket team, then my little sister told my mom I want the super big princess kit so we could be twins. "Honey your a big girl now, anda can't play with toddler toys" mom berkata sweetly. I moaned loudly, "Mom!!". My brother was laughing quietly to himself. "May I be excused?" I asked. "Sure honey see anda later" mom answered. When I went to my room I looked at me at the mirror and saw my hair was falling out. Later that week I told my mom my hair was falling out, and she berkata she'll take me to the doctor's when I come home. I went to the bathroom at school and my hair fell out in clumps. When gym came, my stomach hurt so I went to the lockroom and I spited out blood. I could never be in so much pain. The nurse called my mom to come pick me up, then she took me to the doctor's office. After several hours the doctor finally came, he berkata I have some kind of cancer, but it could never be cured only I can expand my life. My mom berkata I dont have to tell anyone, and I decided not to. When we got halaman awal my family and I put up the tree. "Emily do anda what anda want for Christmas?" asked Eric. "Maybe just to live" I berkata under my breath. "Emily can I talk to anda in the family room?" asksed mother. I thought in deep troble. "Honey the doctor called and he berkata anda have two years to live" mom berkata live for a long time. I wanted to cry, but I was strong I could hold it and berkata "ok". When I went to school they had tryouts for the cheerleading team at 2:00 today. Two hours before tryouts we had to go to gym, but , I forgot my doctor slip saying I'm not heathly to go outside atau do gym. I didn't have it so I had to run. My lungs burn and I asked to go to the nurse, but the coach made me run six extra laps. Then, it felt like a thousand pounds was on my cheast and I was super dizzy, and I collapsed. When I woke up I saw a bright light above me, my mother was to the right of me holding my hand, and a doctor was on his computer in the right corner. "Mom where am I?" I asked. "Honey the doctor and I thought it would be best if anda were halaman awal schooled". I wanted to say no way I would lose my friends, teachers, and my life, but I knew what was best. "Good idea mom, just what I was thinking". When I got halaman awal I went to bed, it was the first time in three weeks I just fell asleep. I woke to the sound of the smoke dector, and screams. "Emily Emily!" cried my sister. I didn't smell smoke though. I went to the dapur seeing Eric laughing his head off. "Ha anda should have saw your face" berkata Eric. "Where's mom?" I asked. "She went to work" Eric berkata back. "Come on June let's go to bed" I took my sister with me. I told my sister something while she layed selanjutnya to me. "June our time together is limited, but I will always cinta you". Since I had to go to the doctor's I missed cheerleading pratice, but than again I'm never going to public school again. When went to go and eat at Chucky-Mc Cheeses, the seats were wobbly and the family across from our meja was changing a baby's diaper. We went halaman awal and mom gave me an assignment to do, I ignored her and went right up stairs to my room to go sleep. My mom signed me up for tenis at noon everyday. Today I went and I had no idea what to do. So I went up to one of the courts and someone came up to come play. It turns out I'm really good at tenis and the person playing with me was good to. I went to go get lebih tenis balls and then I blacked out. I woke up and saw my mom and little sister, we were at the doctor's office, he berkata he'll put me into sleep for a bit and then I'll be good and done with cancer, and if I don't wake after they try to help me they'll pull the plug. They took my family to the waiting room, while they put me to sleep. I dreamed that I was a kid opening presents on natal morning, then suddenly my eyes blinked open and I woke up. I thought that I fought cancer, but then I saw the doctor to my mother and then she cried. I heared the nurses say "Lets pull the plug", then I saw a bright light infront of me and a voice calling me. I watched from up from heaven my sister crying and holding my hand, and she berkata "Sis I want anda back, I want anda for Christmas". When they buried me in a white satin casket, I watched all of them. I will always cinta and watch over my mother and my siblings.
Shaped roughly from the rain.
Jagged crevices cut crudely
Not enough patience.
They rudely act out of duty.
Except for the movement that exists here
While the Spheres wait patiently for years
To be tormented from the cemented clouds
However their ever so patient, ever so patient.
Waiting for an ending of the intelligent, ignorant, belligerent.
The battle scarred unknowns secretly wait alone.
For the intricate impatients to lay ruined in lacerations.
Petty conflicts of constant greed, destroying all nations.
So the weather hardened unknowns, wait to be alone.
Jagged crevices cut crudely
Not enough patience.
They rudely act out of duty.
Except for the movement that exists here
While the Spheres wait patiently for years
To be tormented from the cemented clouds
However their ever so patient, ever so patient.
Waiting for an ending of the intelligent, ignorant, belligerent.
The battle scarred unknowns secretly wait alone.
For the intricate impatients to lay ruined in lacerations.
Petty conflicts of constant greed, destroying all nations.
So the weather hardened unknowns, wait to be alone.
Heyy there, I know in my last entry I berkata I would write on Friday- but I didn't. Theres actually loads of things that have happened to me in the last few days/week. Im not gonna tell anda though! I had no komentar on the last entry but as soon as I get some feedback im gonna start menulis to anda again- Im a very busy person. I go to school, I play football (soccer-(Im english)-) along with my menulis I also sing alot so I have many things to do/practice. Go look for my last entry and anda will understand partly why im jabbering on :) cinta to the people of the earth~ Cait xxx- 20th September 2011
"Good oleh danny," I berkata ciuman him on the cheek one last time."we may not see each other again but I will remember you." for the past week danny and i have been dating on a crusie. (sorry spelling? my mind is not working today.)We both knew the hari would come when we would not be able to see each other. Now it had come. I hugged him and walked down the gang plank.
4 months later
I went to the camp I had worked at for two years now. It was all so familar when I bummed into my best friend Max. He reminded me off Danny. But when ever I saw danny he reminded me of him. Was it max who I really liked and not danny? There's only one way to find out "max?" I berkata to him "What?" he said. "Da ya think we could..... like go to a movie atau somthing?" "sure!" he said. And we had a great time.
4 months later
I went to the camp I had worked at for two years now. It was all so familar when I bummed into my best friend Max. He reminded me off Danny. But when ever I saw danny he reminded me of him. Was it max who I really liked and not danny? There's only one way to find out "max?" I berkata to him "What?" he said. "Da ya think we could..... like go to a movie atau somthing?" "sure!" he said. And we had a great time.
