Ever since I could remember, Everything inside of me, Just wanted to fit in (oh oh oh oh) I was never one for pretenders, Everything I tried to be, Just wouldn't settle in (oh oh oh oh)
If I told anda what I was, Would anda turn your back on me? And if I seem dangerous, Would anda be scared? I get the feeling just because, Everything I touch isn't dark enough If this problem lies in me
I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me, I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me. A monster, a monster, I've turned into a monster, A monster, a monster, And it keeps getting stronger.
In Mexico around 900 CE, Xolotl was the awkward, less populer wolf-headed twin brother of the god Quetzalcoatl.
Xolotl was a wolf-headed shapeshifter. His job was bodyguard to the sun which means he had to escort the sun every night when it set, and protect it through the dangerous underworls so that it could rise again the selanjutnya morning.
To protect the sun, he had to shape-shift into the serigala star, Sirius, every day. It was very tiring but important work and sometimes after a hard day’s work, Xolotl got confused about his transformations back again....