3.Choices
Covered in vines, sand, moss stood the house. I remembered instantly the last time I was there. It was happier then. I was happier. My 18th birthday. It was the reason for the long scar above my elbow. I turned off the car, and hit my head on the steering wheel.
This was a bad idea on all counts. I opened my door to investigate. I didn't get up to the porch before I realized. I wasn’t the first one to be here. The door was spotless no plants were on it; the windows had some dirt but I saw inside, it was fixed. The dipan, sofa was moved to the wall. I saw his Piano. I nearly lost it.
I know I saw Alice and Jasper in the mall. I went to the door and knocked furiously slowly turning into a banging.
“What are anda doing, Bella?” His beautiful, soft, velvet voice berkata behind me. It was clear. Like he was there, it wasn’t in my head. I quickly turned around. I couldn’t be imaging that. No one was there. I look into the window. I was closer now. There was dust and dirt all over the no longer white furnisher. There was no piano. Everything was spinning. I was breathing heavily. Holding my chest. I had this sharp pain again. It was a horrible sense of deja vu. But had hadn’t been here since, at least I don’t remember.
No, no, no. I'm not crazy I know I saw it. I heard cords in my head. I never thought I would hear things that stunning in my lifetime for a detik instance. I had to be dreaming. This whole hari wasn’t right.
“Alice, Jasper.” I called looking. Please be here . I need something to calm me down. I snuck to my knees and held my head in my hands. This wasn’t right. I stood trying to recover and jumped back into the car. I was hysterical cry. I realize Alison was still here with me. I looked back; she sat in silent staring at me her eye wide with fright. I drove fast. I needed Jacob. I turned the corners fast. I was in front of there small halaman awal in minutes.
I jumped when I heard the back door open “come on Aly lets go see Aunt Nicole, I'll bet your hungry.” Jacob berkata getting her out. I was so grateful. I couldn’t move, my jantung was pounding, and my hands were shaking. I pressed my forehead to the steering wheel and listen to her talk to Jake.
I waited trying to think what I saw. What I heard, how is this happing, why? I was crazy there was no way I had seen all of that. The passenger door open. I ignored it. Jake sat there for a few menit only the sound of my tears echoed in the car.
“Bella” he started but before he berkata anymore, I hugged him. Crying in his chest. “What happened?” he berkata stroking my hair.
I mumbled in to his Shirt. “I think they are back the Cullen’s. I saw them just before Aly disappeared. Then I drove to their house and He spoke. I heard his voice Jacob. With my ears not in my head.” I got louder towards the end.
I felt a Quake through his body, he didn't like this. He didn't like it the first time I told him about the hallucinations. “I don’t know what to say Bella.” he spoke each word not making sense I looked to his face. It was blank. He was in Alpha mode. I understood what this meant. If they were back then it might start up again.
It could happen the serigala were just starting to settle down. Seth just imprinted a bulan ago. Now Jake is a Father. Sam and Emily’s kids are all in school.
The tears were streaming down my face like a flowing river.
“Go in side and lay down Bella. I have to do something. ” He said. His thoughts were no longer in the car. He had to do something. I sat up and wiped my eyes I stumbled out of the car. Jake was at my side in a second, he walked me inside and sat me on the couch. He walked into the dapur to tell Nicole what happened. And that I was going to stay here until he got back.
I closed my eyes and curled into a ball. What was going on here? I heard through the doors three loud howls. Jake called the rest of them. I just have to wait.
Covered in vines, sand, moss stood the house. I remembered instantly the last time I was there. It was happier then. I was happier. My 18th birthday. It was the reason for the long scar above my elbow. I turned off the car, and hit my head on the steering wheel.
This was a bad idea on all counts. I opened my door to investigate. I didn't get up to the porch before I realized. I wasn’t the first one to be here. The door was spotless no plants were on it; the windows had some dirt but I saw inside, it was fixed. The dipan, sofa was moved to the wall. I saw his Piano. I nearly lost it.
I know I saw Alice and Jasper in the mall. I went to the door and knocked furiously slowly turning into a banging.
“What are anda doing, Bella?” His beautiful, soft, velvet voice berkata behind me. It was clear. Like he was there, it wasn’t in my head. I quickly turned around. I couldn’t be imaging that. No one was there. I look into the window. I was closer now. There was dust and dirt all over the no longer white furnisher. There was no piano. Everything was spinning. I was breathing heavily. Holding my chest. I had this sharp pain again. It was a horrible sense of deja vu. But had hadn’t been here since, at least I don’t remember.
No, no, no. I'm not crazy I know I saw it. I heard cords in my head. I never thought I would hear things that stunning in my lifetime for a detik instance. I had to be dreaming. This whole hari wasn’t right.
“Alice, Jasper.” I called looking. Please be here . I need something to calm me down. I snuck to my knees and held my head in my hands. This wasn’t right. I stood trying to recover and jumped back into the car. I was hysterical cry. I realize Alison was still here with me. I looked back; she sat in silent staring at me her eye wide with fright. I drove fast. I needed Jacob. I turned the corners fast. I was in front of there small halaman awal in minutes.
I jumped when I heard the back door open “come on Aly lets go see Aunt Nicole, I'll bet your hungry.” Jacob berkata getting her out. I was so grateful. I couldn’t move, my jantung was pounding, and my hands were shaking. I pressed my forehead to the steering wheel and listen to her talk to Jake.
I waited trying to think what I saw. What I heard, how is this happing, why? I was crazy there was no way I had seen all of that. The passenger door open. I ignored it. Jake sat there for a few menit only the sound of my tears echoed in the car.
“Bella” he started but before he berkata anymore, I hugged him. Crying in his chest. “What happened?” he berkata stroking my hair.
I mumbled in to his Shirt. “I think they are back the Cullen’s. I saw them just before Aly disappeared. Then I drove to their house and He spoke. I heard his voice Jacob. With my ears not in my head.” I got louder towards the end.
I felt a Quake through his body, he didn't like this. He didn't like it the first time I told him about the hallucinations. “I don’t know what to say Bella.” he spoke each word not making sense I looked to his face. It was blank. He was in Alpha mode. I understood what this meant. If they were back then it might start up again.
It could happen the serigala were just starting to settle down. Seth just imprinted a bulan ago. Now Jake is a Father. Sam and Emily’s kids are all in school.
The tears were streaming down my face like a flowing river.
“Go in side and lay down Bella. I have to do something. ” He said. His thoughts were no longer in the car. He had to do something. I sat up and wiped my eyes I stumbled out of the car. Jake was at my side in a second, he walked me inside and sat me on the couch. He walked into the dapur to tell Nicole what happened. And that I was going to stay here until he got back.
I closed my eyes and curled into a ball. What was going on here? I heard through the doors three loud howls. Jake called the rest of them. I just have to wait.
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my jantung its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did anda go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as anda want me to be
anda tell me anda dont want me
and that anda must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want anda
forever and a day
i am sorry that anda feel that way.
for i will cinta anda yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world anda will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my cinta and only in my mind
can anda hear me screaming out to you
i cinta anda forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my jantung its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did anda go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as anda want me to be
anda tell me anda dont want me
and that anda must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want anda
forever and a day
i am sorry that anda feel that way.
for i will cinta anda yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world anda will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my cinta and only in my mind
can anda hear me screaming out to you
i cinta anda forever i will be here waiting for you