Evening came. After makan malam Dale had sent everyone to their dorms. Beth had watched her parents pack their bags and cried when they wouldn’t explain where they were going.
“Don’t leave me here, mommy!” she begged, while tears rolled down her face. She grabbed her mother’s arm, trying to prevent her from going.
Mr. Parker grabbed her arm and pushed her on the floor. Started she looked up at her father who looked down at her with eyes so cold Beth felt her body freeze inside.
Mr. Parker turned around and helped Mrs. Parker with the luggage.
During makan malam Beth had desperately searched the tables for her parents, but neither one of them was there.
And now she was walking down the aisle with Agnes to Dale’s room. Once there Agnes pushed her through the open door, closed the door and locked it.
Beth turned around to the door and tried to open it. When she couldn’t she started bashing it. “Let me out! Open the door! Let me out of here!” she cried.
“Good evening, Beth” a soft, male voice berkata from the other side of the room.
Beth, remembering what Debra had told her the night before her fourteenth birthday, felt every muscle in her body paralyze with fear.
She felt how a sweaty hand caressed her hair over her shoulder and cold, dry lips ciuman her neck.
Dale took a step back and Beth reluctantly turned around.
“Would anda like a drink? I have lemonade” Dale suggested. Beth accepted his offer and drank her limun as slowly as possible.
“Do anda miss your sister Debra?” Dale asked suddenly. Beth nodded scared. Dale nodded in agreement. “I miss her, too. I wish she would’ve come to me, so we could talk about what’s bothering her”
anda were bothering her!, Beth thought frustrated, but her fear stopped her from speaking up.
“I really hope that someday Debra will understand and realize what a perfect life she had here” Dale sighed sad. “In the meantime we have to do everything we can to make each other feel better. Don’t anda agree?”
Beth hadn’t even realized that during his speech Dale had undressed her. Bare naked she stood before him. She knew what was about to happen, but there was nothing she could do to stop it.
Gravity no longer had any hold of her as Dale carried her to the bed.
He didn’t even try to be gentle. Debra’s departure had broken something inside of him and now a twelve tahun old virgin had to pay the price.
Blood colored the sheets as Dale reached his climax and as he did he whispered Debra’s name.
“Don’t leave me here, mommy!” she begged, while tears rolled down her face. She grabbed her mother’s arm, trying to prevent her from going.
Mr. Parker grabbed her arm and pushed her on the floor. Started she looked up at her father who looked down at her with eyes so cold Beth felt her body freeze inside.
Mr. Parker turned around and helped Mrs. Parker with the luggage.
During makan malam Beth had desperately searched the tables for her parents, but neither one of them was there.
And now she was walking down the aisle with Agnes to Dale’s room. Once there Agnes pushed her through the open door, closed the door and locked it.
Beth turned around to the door and tried to open it. When she couldn’t she started bashing it. “Let me out! Open the door! Let me out of here!” she cried.
“Good evening, Beth” a soft, male voice berkata from the other side of the room.
Beth, remembering what Debra had told her the night before her fourteenth birthday, felt every muscle in her body paralyze with fear.
She felt how a sweaty hand caressed her hair over her shoulder and cold, dry lips ciuman her neck.
Dale took a step back and Beth reluctantly turned around.
“Would anda like a drink? I have lemonade” Dale suggested. Beth accepted his offer and drank her limun as slowly as possible.
“Do anda miss your sister Debra?” Dale asked suddenly. Beth nodded scared. Dale nodded in agreement. “I miss her, too. I wish she would’ve come to me, so we could talk about what’s bothering her”
anda were bothering her!, Beth thought frustrated, but her fear stopped her from speaking up.
“I really hope that someday Debra will understand and realize what a perfect life she had here” Dale sighed sad. “In the meantime we have to do everything we can to make each other feel better. Don’t anda agree?”
Beth hadn’t even realized that during his speech Dale had undressed her. Bare naked she stood before him. She knew what was about to happen, but there was nothing she could do to stop it.
Gravity no longer had any hold of her as Dale carried her to the bed.
He didn’t even try to be gentle. Debra’s departure had broken something inside of him and now a twelve tahun old virgin had to pay the price.
Blood colored the sheets as Dale reached his climax and as he did he whispered Debra’s name.
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame anda for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame anda for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame anda for not feeling my jantung breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish anda would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay. That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me. That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame anda for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame anda for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame anda for not feeling my jantung breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish anda would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay. That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me. That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing