Tamar I know I've been such an annoying bitch lately but please I didn't mean to do all the stuff I did and to upset you, please, you're my only friend left, I don't want to lose you, please forgive me, I promise I won't do it again, I just don't know what's wrong with me, I can't control myself T_T but please believe me, everything I've said was true .... why don't you believe me?