What do anda want to be free from?

Uncertainty.

I never know if something might come up and the ranch might just go bankrupt, atau my truck might just quit working, atau something terrible might happen to people I love. I never know any diberikan hari if when I walk out of my door that I will be able to make it back halaman awal alive. That keeps me up at night

everything.

I guess this sounds cliche but from the rush of things. The need to be at a certain place at an exact time. I'd like to just live out in a house in the woods. I'd like to be free from having to work.

Taxes
Trump
ALL evil / bad things (crimes,guns,drugs,etc)

1) My emidiate family. My aunt and older sister both suck. None of them understand me, nor do they seem to try to.
2) Constantly second-guessing if my dad really loves me atau not. The last time I was at his house was a bulan and a half ago.
3) Never feeling like I belong anywhere (outside the net).
4) The constant societal pressure to conform to the ways of society, just go fit the fuck in.
5) Being constantly criticized atau corrected for doing (not doing) certain shit.

this lack of freedom situation i am currently in

Reality

exams------ this is the thing which brings me all my other problems!

The lack of internet, my family's toxicity, my poorly adapted but strongly ingrained behaviorism from childhood XD

Probably the puncak, atas three off the puncak, atas of my head

Clinical atau also called Major depression. I'd throw a party if I was free from it for Good.

-From my weight.
-From my parents house. I really want my own place. Since I am not a teenager anymore, I should be living on my own.

My self-doubt in secara keseluruhan, keseluruhan as well as my uncertainty atau even paranoia towards some matters. There is the need to finally discard them and live my Life without holding back !!!!

I want to be free from reality and the things that i can't do

Anxiety