This time last year, can anda remember what anda were doing?

Yeah, I was silently going crazy because of someone else's manipulative lies.
Yay.

Ehh.... that was before i joined fanpop, so... probably lying in tempat tidur playing one of my DS games .3.

Using the computer, probably finishing up one of my homeworks atau sleeping.

i don't even remember what happened yesterday

I don't even know what happened yesterday....

I barely remember what I was doing last month...

I was dealing with the outcome of my daughter's depression and suicide threats. Last tahun completely sucked for that and other reasons.

studying at school....

Yes, I remember. I was jobless and still sitting at my computer, letting my life pass right oleh me without a care.

I think I was living at my friend's place at that point. I recall, because there were several earthquakes last tahun and my city got absolutely hammered... It wasn't fun. I had to stay at my friend's place, because my parents were away and our house was pretty much fucked.

*looks in journal*

Yes. ._. I remember clearly what I did last tahun on May 8th. I was alone at home, sitting on my bed, crying my eyes out. And it was the first time I ever thought of cutting myself. I almost did too. But then my family came home. I immediately went to the bathroom and washed my face so it wouldn't look like I was crying. Then I sucked it all up and made a smile. My mother still doesn't know why that blade was in my room. To her, I was the happiest 13 tahun old girl in the world. ._.

Dating my best friend. That lasted like two weeks.

I wasn't obsessed with the pairing of SwanQueen, because the tampil didn't exist. And so I had lebih of an actual life back then.

crying myself to sleep (hard time)