Before Michael and I knew it, 6 weeks had passed and we were in Yokohama, Japan. We were looking for our hotel, well, I was looking for it with some help and Michael was trying his hardest to pay close attention to what the Japanese taxi driver and I were saying. Once we got to the hotel, I paid the driver and thanked him. Michael and I got our stuff out of the back and he drove off. We looked at the map I smartly brought with us and saw that there was a hospital a couple blocks away from there. We went inside the hotel and got our key (of course, I had to speak to the front meja tulis, meja manager in Japanese. Michael was still in the learning process) and headed up to our room. We put our stuff away and Michael got his sunglasses out. I walked over to Michael and stood selanjutnya to him and held his hand. He looked at me and smiled a little and kissed my cheek. I giggled a little bit and so did he.
"Well, shall we head out to the hospital?" I asked.
He nodded a little. "Yeah, we should, but..." He said.
I shook my head a little. "I'll talk to them. Don't worry. Are anda taking mental notes about what I've been saying?"
He nodded. "Yes, I have, Rebecca." He giggled a little.
I patted his head. "Good boy. Now, let's go."
He took my hand in his and put his sunglasses on and we headed out of our room, with the key, and headed out of the hotel. We walked down the semi-busy streets of Yokohama and Michael kept asking me what each sign on the stores meant because they were in kanji. I told him that they were almost like the stores in America, just a little different. They had grocery stores, malls, clothing stores, everything.
10 menit Later
Michael and I arrived at the hospital and we walked in. A lot of Japanese people were shocked when we walked in. Main reason being that Michael Jackson was there (a lot of Japanese fan of his were there working XD). We went up to the front meja tulis, meja and it shocked me that I didn't have to use any Japanese.
"May I help you?" The lady asked.
"Um, yes. I need a gender check on a baby that I'm having." I said.
"Name?"
"Rebecca."
She looked up and saw me and Michael and she was in shock. "Oh, so you're the Rebecca those tabloids have been talking about! Well, come with me."
She stood up and walked out from behind the meja tulis, meja and led me and Michael to a room. She had me sit down on the tempat tidur and she went to get the ultrasound machine. I fiddled with my ring and Michael noticed it. He put his hand on my leg and I looked at him.
"What do anda think our child is gonna be?" I asked him.
He giggled. "Well, I can't really tell myself. Either a boy atau a girl would be nice." He said.
I giggled a little. "Wow, Michael. I would expect anda to say a boy first atau something like that."
He smiled a little and kissed my cheek. Soon, the nurse came back in and prepped the ultrasound machine.
"Okay, I'm gonna need anda to lift your kemeja and we'll check the gender for you."
I laid back and lifted my kemeja and she put the jeli on my stomach and scanned, making me giggle again. I don't know why it always made me giggle. It just did.
"I don't see an addition to the baby's body. Nothing developed in that section. You're having a girl, Rebecca." She said.
I gasped slightly and smiled. I was excited and couldn't wait until she was born...and neither could Michael. She wiped the jeli off of my stomach and I put my kemeja back over my tampilkan stomach and sat up.
"Congrats, Rebecca and Michael. Take this with anda back to America once your tour is done and give it to your doctor."
She handed me the papers and I took them and smiled. Then she left the room, leaving me and Michael in there.
"I can't believe it...we're having a baby girl."
"This feels like a dream."
"I know, right, Michael?"
We giggled and headed out of the hospital room and out of the hospital, back to the hotel. We discussed about her name on the way and we never really got a conclusion for her name. We were really excited to have a baby girl.
Once we got back to the hotel, we went up to our room and I took out the daftar of names we had written down that were dual gender. We never really got anything, but we really thought about it. Michael had to keep his mind on the tampil because the first tampil was tonight. But lately, when I tested him on his Japanese, he's been doing pretty well. He knew what to say and when to say it. Anyway, I took out my phone and texted to my family that Michael and I were having a baby girl. Michael had called his family about it and his brothers and sisters were excited to be getting a niece and his mother was excited to be getting a granddaughter. My family was excited, too, I could tell oleh the voice in their texts back to me. I told them that we were still thinking of a name for her and they suggested a lot of names. One was Alexa, one was Jade, another was Elizabeth (Michael found it funny how when they texted that, he thought of Liz XD), another was Lauren and the last one was Katie. Michael and I kept those names in mind and we looked over the names we had written down while he was getting ready for the tampil tonight.
Later That Night
I was in the wings of the stage while helping Michael with his make-up. He seemed to be a little nervous about it.
"What's the matter, Michael?" I asked.
"I'm just a little nervous. What if I mess up?" He said.
I shook my head and put my hand on his cheek. "You'll do fine. Don't think things like that. Break a leg out there. I'll be cheering anda on."
He looked at me and smiled a little. "Thank anda so much, Rebecca. This means a lot to me."
"No problem, Michael. I'm always here for you."
He gave me a quick ciuman and got ready to get on the stage. I always thought he'd be starting off with some of his songs from the album first (considering since he started with Wanna Be Startin' Something), but it shocked me to hear him do a bunch of Jackson 5/Jacksons songs and maybe only a few of his own. But all in all, the fan loved it, and so did I. He originally thought I could gabung him onstage since one of his songs didn't require a whole lot of dancing. It was before the tampil started that I berkata I'd gabung him onstage for I Just Can't Stop Loving You, since that was one that he'd be bernyanyi and the girl that was supposed to be bernyanyi with him got the flu and mono (not a good combination, if anda ask me). He didn't know I had a surprise for him. When the time was right, just before he started on Working hari And Night, I sent out a marching band and two of the lighting crew members with a cake. Michael was so embarrassed, but he heard every one of his fan and the crew bernyanyi "Happy Birthday" to him. He smiled a little and thanked them all for it and the marching band left the stage with the cake, me smiling a little and knowing that he liked it. Then he continued on with the show, waiting for I Just Can't Stop Loving anda to start up.
Just before the song started, he made a slight announcement.
"Mina-san!* Before I start this song, I'm gonna be bringing out a special guest. She and I are expecting a little girl in about 7 months. My lovely fiancé, Rebecca!" He said.
(Me: *Mina-san means "Everyone". Japanese word of the hari lol.) His fan were screaming and cheering loudly and then the musik started playing and he started bernyanyi and I came in when I was expected to, the fan screaming and cheering at us.
"[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our cinta Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad anda Came . . .
anda Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I cinta You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
cinta Is The Answer
[Me]
I Hear Your Voice Now
anda Are My Choice Now
The cinta anda Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And malaikat Sing
anda Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You
[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On
[Me]
I Feel We Belong
[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do
[Me]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You
[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In anda I'll Find
A cinta So True . . .
[Me]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will anda Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You
[Michael]
anda Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"
[Me]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong
[Me]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living
[Michael]
If I Can't Be With You
[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do
[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow
[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday
[Me]
I Can Say, hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow
[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,
[Both]
Want To See anda For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
No, Baby
[Michael]
Oh!
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
If I Can't Stop!
[Both]
And If I Stop . . .
[Me]
No
[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .
[Me]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Michael]
anda Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .
[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You..."
Once the song ended, we heard the fan cheering our names and we smiled at each other. Michael put his hand on my cheek and stroked it. He leaned in slightly and kissed me in front of his fans. The fan got louder and louder with their cheering when I kissed him back. When we released the kiss, we both turned to his fan and bowed.
"My fiancé, Rebecca!" He pointed to me while I headed off the stage, waving at the fans.
Once I was in the wings, I continued watching him, smiling and knowing that his fan would never be jealous of him...and I wouldn't be jealous, either. I knew better. His fan were happy that he was almost married.
After The Show
Michael and the rest of the crew took a bow and it made his fan cheer even lebih and even louder. Michael then left the stage with the crew and came up to me. I walked over to him and gave him a hug.
He giggled a little. "Are anda sure anda wanna hug me? I'm all sweaty." He asked.
I looked at him and giggled a little. "I don't care if you're sweaty atau soaking wet with water. I'll still hug you." I said.
He smiled and hugged me back and kissed my head. "Thank you."
"What for?"
He looked at me in the eyes. "For bernyanyi with me. For believing I could do it. For being there for me. Just for everything you've done for and with me."
I smiled a little and kissed him. "You're welcome, Michael. That's what a fiancé/wife is supposed to do. She's supposed to be there for her fiancé/husband."
He kissed me back. "The best one I'll ever marry. Oh and thanks for that birthday surprise. How come anda didn't tell me you'd be doing that for me?"
"I didn't want to spoil it for you." I giggled a little.
He smiled and kissed my forehead. "Well, I was surprised. Thank you. I never thought I'd be turning 30 onstage like that."
I giggled and kissed his nose. "Be expecting that selanjutnya time anda go on tour."
He giggled a little. "I'll be watching it."
We walked backstage, hand in hand and saw a few of the fan come back to see us. One of them came up to me. A little girl that looked like she was maybe 10 atau 11.
"You and Michael Jackson are getting married??" She asked.
I smiled a little at her and nodded. "Yes we are. When we get back to America. What's your name?"
"Suzuki."
"Do anda want a picture with Michael, Suzuki-san?"
(Me: "san" is just a reference to girls. There is no real meaning to it, other than the number "3". Boys use "kun" *koon*.) She nodded and she gave me her camera and she stood selanjutnya to Michael, who knelt down to her height and I took the picture. I handed her the camera and she smiled and Michael took out a picture of the album cover and autographed it for her and gave it to her and kissed her cheek. She squealed a little and hugged him and he hugged her back and she went over to her mother, who was waiting behind the rope. After we met with the other fan and the crew, we headed back to the hotel.
Back At The Hotel
Michael was humming This Place Hotel and I giggled a little. He was being silly, like he usually would be. We got into the room and he went into the bathroom to shower. I changed into my pajamas and got into the tempat tidur and turned on the TV in the room. Once Michael got out of the shower, he changed into his pajamas right in front of me. I giggled a little and when he was getting his kemeja on, I poked him with my foot and he turned to me.
"Did anda poke me?" He asked a bit curious.
I giggled a little. "Maybe." I said.
He giggled and smirked at me and put his kemeja on and got into tempat tidur with me. He knew I could be silly and childish like he would be. He put his arm around me and pulled me to him. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine. It was roughly almost midnight and we soon went to sleep.
"Well, shall we head out to the hospital?" I asked.
He nodded a little. "Yeah, we should, but..." He said.
I shook my head a little. "I'll talk to them. Don't worry. Are anda taking mental notes about what I've been saying?"
He nodded. "Yes, I have, Rebecca." He giggled a little.
I patted his head. "Good boy. Now, let's go."
He took my hand in his and put his sunglasses on and we headed out of our room, with the key, and headed out of the hotel. We walked down the semi-busy streets of Yokohama and Michael kept asking me what each sign on the stores meant because they were in kanji. I told him that they were almost like the stores in America, just a little different. They had grocery stores, malls, clothing stores, everything.
10 menit Later
Michael and I arrived at the hospital and we walked in. A lot of Japanese people were shocked when we walked in. Main reason being that Michael Jackson was there (a lot of Japanese fan of his were there working XD). We went up to the front meja tulis, meja and it shocked me that I didn't have to use any Japanese.
"May I help you?" The lady asked.
"Um, yes. I need a gender check on a baby that I'm having." I said.
"Name?"
"Rebecca."
She looked up and saw me and Michael and she was in shock. "Oh, so you're the Rebecca those tabloids have been talking about! Well, come with me."
She stood up and walked out from behind the meja tulis, meja and led me and Michael to a room. She had me sit down on the tempat tidur and she went to get the ultrasound machine. I fiddled with my ring and Michael noticed it. He put his hand on my leg and I looked at him.
"What do anda think our child is gonna be?" I asked him.
He giggled. "Well, I can't really tell myself. Either a boy atau a girl would be nice." He said.
I giggled a little. "Wow, Michael. I would expect anda to say a boy first atau something like that."
He smiled a little and kissed my cheek. Soon, the nurse came back in and prepped the ultrasound machine.
"Okay, I'm gonna need anda to lift your kemeja and we'll check the gender for you."
I laid back and lifted my kemeja and she put the jeli on my stomach and scanned, making me giggle again. I don't know why it always made me giggle. It just did.
"I don't see an addition to the baby's body. Nothing developed in that section. You're having a girl, Rebecca." She said.
I gasped slightly and smiled. I was excited and couldn't wait until she was born...and neither could Michael. She wiped the jeli off of my stomach and I put my kemeja back over my tampilkan stomach and sat up.
"Congrats, Rebecca and Michael. Take this with anda back to America once your tour is done and give it to your doctor."
She handed me the papers and I took them and smiled. Then she left the room, leaving me and Michael in there.
"I can't believe it...we're having a baby girl."
"This feels like a dream."
"I know, right, Michael?"
We giggled and headed out of the hospital room and out of the hospital, back to the hotel. We discussed about her name on the way and we never really got a conclusion for her name. We were really excited to have a baby girl.
Once we got back to the hotel, we went up to our room and I took out the daftar of names we had written down that were dual gender. We never really got anything, but we really thought about it. Michael had to keep his mind on the tampil because the first tampil was tonight. But lately, when I tested him on his Japanese, he's been doing pretty well. He knew what to say and when to say it. Anyway, I took out my phone and texted to my family that Michael and I were having a baby girl. Michael had called his family about it and his brothers and sisters were excited to be getting a niece and his mother was excited to be getting a granddaughter. My family was excited, too, I could tell oleh the voice in their texts back to me. I told them that we were still thinking of a name for her and they suggested a lot of names. One was Alexa, one was Jade, another was Elizabeth (Michael found it funny how when they texted that, he thought of Liz XD), another was Lauren and the last one was Katie. Michael and I kept those names in mind and we looked over the names we had written down while he was getting ready for the tampil tonight.
Later That Night
I was in the wings of the stage while helping Michael with his make-up. He seemed to be a little nervous about it.
"What's the matter, Michael?" I asked.
"I'm just a little nervous. What if I mess up?" He said.
I shook my head and put my hand on his cheek. "You'll do fine. Don't think things like that. Break a leg out there. I'll be cheering anda on."
He looked at me and smiled a little. "Thank anda so much, Rebecca. This means a lot to me."
"No problem, Michael. I'm always here for you."
He gave me a quick ciuman and got ready to get on the stage. I always thought he'd be starting off with some of his songs from the album first (considering since he started with Wanna Be Startin' Something), but it shocked me to hear him do a bunch of Jackson 5/Jacksons songs and maybe only a few of his own. But all in all, the fan loved it, and so did I. He originally thought I could gabung him onstage since one of his songs didn't require a whole lot of dancing. It was before the tampil started that I berkata I'd gabung him onstage for I Just Can't Stop Loving You, since that was one that he'd be bernyanyi and the girl that was supposed to be bernyanyi with him got the flu and mono (not a good combination, if anda ask me). He didn't know I had a surprise for him. When the time was right, just before he started on Working hari And Night, I sent out a marching band and two of the lighting crew members with a cake. Michael was so embarrassed, but he heard every one of his fan and the crew bernyanyi "Happy Birthday" to him. He smiled a little and thanked them all for it and the marching band left the stage with the cake, me smiling a little and knowing that he liked it. Then he continued on with the show, waiting for I Just Can't Stop Loving anda to start up.
Just before the song started, he made a slight announcement.
"Mina-san!* Before I start this song, I'm gonna be bringing out a special guest. She and I are expecting a little girl in about 7 months. My lovely fiancé, Rebecca!" He said.
(Me: *Mina-san means "Everyone". Japanese word of the hari lol.) His fan were screaming and cheering loudly and then the musik started playing and he started bernyanyi and I came in when I was expected to, the fan screaming and cheering at us.
"[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our cinta Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad anda Came . . .
anda Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I cinta You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
cinta Is The Answer
[Me]
I Hear Your Voice Now
anda Are My Choice Now
The cinta anda Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And malaikat Sing
anda Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You
[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On
[Me]
I Feel We Belong
[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do
[Me]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You
[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In anda I'll Find
A cinta So True . . .
[Me]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will anda Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You
[Michael]
anda Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"
[Me]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong
[Me]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living
[Michael]
If I Can't Be With You
[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do
[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow
[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday
[Me]
I Can Say, hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow
[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,
[Both]
Want To See anda For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
No, Baby
[Michael]
Oh!
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Me]
If I Can't Stop!
[Both]
And If I Stop . . .
[Me]
No
[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .
[Me]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
[Michael]
anda Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .
[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do
[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You..."
Once the song ended, we heard the fan cheering our names and we smiled at each other. Michael put his hand on my cheek and stroked it. He leaned in slightly and kissed me in front of his fans. The fan got louder and louder with their cheering when I kissed him back. When we released the kiss, we both turned to his fan and bowed.
"My fiancé, Rebecca!" He pointed to me while I headed off the stage, waving at the fans.
Once I was in the wings, I continued watching him, smiling and knowing that his fan would never be jealous of him...and I wouldn't be jealous, either. I knew better. His fan were happy that he was almost married.
After The Show
Michael and the rest of the crew took a bow and it made his fan cheer even lebih and even louder. Michael then left the stage with the crew and came up to me. I walked over to him and gave him a hug.
He giggled a little. "Are anda sure anda wanna hug me? I'm all sweaty." He asked.
I looked at him and giggled a little. "I don't care if you're sweaty atau soaking wet with water. I'll still hug you." I said.
He smiled and hugged me back and kissed my head. "Thank you."
"What for?"
He looked at me in the eyes. "For bernyanyi with me. For believing I could do it. For being there for me. Just for everything you've done for and with me."
I smiled a little and kissed him. "You're welcome, Michael. That's what a fiancé/wife is supposed to do. She's supposed to be there for her fiancé/husband."
He kissed me back. "The best one I'll ever marry. Oh and thanks for that birthday surprise. How come anda didn't tell me you'd be doing that for me?"
"I didn't want to spoil it for you." I giggled a little.
He smiled and kissed my forehead. "Well, I was surprised. Thank you. I never thought I'd be turning 30 onstage like that."
I giggled and kissed his nose. "Be expecting that selanjutnya time anda go on tour."
He giggled a little. "I'll be watching it."
We walked backstage, hand in hand and saw a few of the fan come back to see us. One of them came up to me. A little girl that looked like she was maybe 10 atau 11.
"You and Michael Jackson are getting married??" She asked.
I smiled a little at her and nodded. "Yes we are. When we get back to America. What's your name?"
"Suzuki."
"Do anda want a picture with Michael, Suzuki-san?"
(Me: "san" is just a reference to girls. There is no real meaning to it, other than the number "3". Boys use "kun" *koon*.) She nodded and she gave me her camera and she stood selanjutnya to Michael, who knelt down to her height and I took the picture. I handed her the camera and she smiled and Michael took out a picture of the album cover and autographed it for her and gave it to her and kissed her cheek. She squealed a little and hugged him and he hugged her back and she went over to her mother, who was waiting behind the rope. After we met with the other fan and the crew, we headed back to the hotel.
Back At The Hotel
Michael was humming This Place Hotel and I giggled a little. He was being silly, like he usually would be. We got into the room and he went into the bathroom to shower. I changed into my pajamas and got into the tempat tidur and turned on the TV in the room. Once Michael got out of the shower, he changed into his pajamas right in front of me. I giggled a little and when he was getting his kemeja on, I poked him with my foot and he turned to me.
"Did anda poke me?" He asked a bit curious.
I giggled a little. "Maybe." I said.
He giggled and smirked at me and put his kemeja on and got into tempat tidur with me. He knew I could be silly and childish like he would be. He put his arm around me and pulled me to him. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder and he put his head on mine. It was roughly almost midnight and we soon went to sleep.
She’s from a world
Of jagung meletus, popcorn and candy
pony rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my jantung in pieces
lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In cinta for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my jantung (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
lost my jantung (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
lost my jantung (I lost)
On the carousel
Of jagung meletus, popcorn and candy
pony rides for a dime
Little children laughing
I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine
I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh
I lost my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my jantung in pieces
lost my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away
Two different people
In cinta for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me
I lost my jantung (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
lost my jantung (I lost my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I lost her, I lost my heart)
lost my jantung (I lost)
On the carousel