SOOOOO BUT SOOOO sorry guys for the wait. I have been really really busy anyways here it is..And like I have been sooo bad I'll give anda a bonus chap.
“Hey” I say as anda open the door and anda smile at me. I don’t return the smile, anda then give a hug and anda try to ciuman me but I pull away. So anda stare weirdly.
“We need to talk.” anda look at me weirdly. I don’t even know how to explain what has happened with me and Lisa. It was sudden. No it wasn’t, I have liked her since ages ago…just that I couldn’t admit it…Damn it what am I supposed to say now?
I start talking about us and how has our relationship developed in a way nobody wanted. And I keep on talking while your eyes cry. Our marriage is over I know that.
“I’m sorry, it breaks my jantung to see anda crying but I really have to be with Lisa.” Oh no, did I just berkata that out loud? anda go running to our room and anda slam the door. I softly knock.
“Jo, are anda alright?” I know the answer anda totally aren’t but I have to make sure that Lisa is safe.
“Not I’m not. anda bastard, anda cheat on me again. I shouldn’t be crying.” Well that’s mixed feelings. I stand numb there not knowing what to say everything happened so fast.
“I didn’t cheat on you. I- I” How to say this without breaking her jantung even more? “I just cinta her. I can cheat on my feelings. And I don’t want to hurt you, I know this must be already difficult enough.” Sobs and lebih sobs. The silence, that silence is scary.
“Jo open-“ Is like if anda read my mind, in that moment anda open the door but you’re not crying anymore, although the marks of that strong rain are still there. But your face looks a little bit< lebih f a mad person.
“I’m not gonna cry for a man who is a cheater. I’m leaving you.” I’m not a cheater I mean, I can’t be. Wait she’s leaving.
“No. Jo if I’m telling anda this is because it isn’t going to be easy. My career is in danger and so is Lisa’s. Maybe at the end of the series we could get divorced but right now I need anda to pretend to be the perfect wife. I told anda you’re free to have another man and God! This is just so hard to explain.” anda nod as anda relay in the door frame.
“I still want divorce. We could do it with secrecy. We’re going to london in 2 days, there’s a whole less paparazzo back in London. They never stalk anda like the ones here in LA.” anda said, well I’m sure I married a really intelligent woman at least.
“We will stay friends?” anda shake your head, yes it was too early to ask.
My phone rings. I get it out of my pocket and it’s Lisa. I smile.
“Hey”
”Hey. Have anda talked to her?”
“Yes, I have. She wants to get divorced but I have explained to her the-“
”That’s not our biggest problem.” anda cut me off.
“What do anda mean?” Finally I realize some sobs are coming from the phone. Dang
“Hey” I say as anda open the door and anda smile at me. I don’t return the smile, anda then give a hug and anda try to ciuman me but I pull away. So anda stare weirdly.
“We need to talk.” anda look at me weirdly. I don’t even know how to explain what has happened with me and Lisa. It was sudden. No it wasn’t, I have liked her since ages ago…just that I couldn’t admit it…Damn it what am I supposed to say now?
I start talking about us and how has our relationship developed in a way nobody wanted. And I keep on talking while your eyes cry. Our marriage is over I know that.
“I’m sorry, it breaks my jantung to see anda crying but I really have to be with Lisa.” Oh no, did I just berkata that out loud? anda go running to our room and anda slam the door. I softly knock.
“Jo, are anda alright?” I know the answer anda totally aren’t but I have to make sure that Lisa is safe.
“Not I’m not. anda bastard, anda cheat on me again. I shouldn’t be crying.” Well that’s mixed feelings. I stand numb there not knowing what to say everything happened so fast.
“I didn’t cheat on you. I- I” How to say this without breaking her jantung even more? “I just cinta her. I can cheat on my feelings. And I don’t want to hurt you, I know this must be already difficult enough.” Sobs and lebih sobs. The silence, that silence is scary.
“Jo open-“ Is like if anda read my mind, in that moment anda open the door but you’re not crying anymore, although the marks of that strong rain are still there. But your face looks a little bit< lebih f a mad person.
“I’m not gonna cry for a man who is a cheater. I’m leaving you.” I’m not a cheater I mean, I can’t be. Wait she’s leaving.
“No. Jo if I’m telling anda this is because it isn’t going to be easy. My career is in danger and so is Lisa’s. Maybe at the end of the series we could get divorced but right now I need anda to pretend to be the perfect wife. I told anda you’re free to have another man and God! This is just so hard to explain.” anda nod as anda relay in the door frame.
“I still want divorce. We could do it with secrecy. We’re going to london in 2 days, there’s a whole less paparazzo back in London. They never stalk anda like the ones here in LA.” anda said, well I’m sure I married a really intelligent woman at least.
“We will stay friends?” anda shake your head, yes it was too early to ask.
My phone rings. I get it out of my pocket and it’s Lisa. I smile.
“Hey”
”Hey. Have anda talked to her?”
“Yes, I have. She wants to get divorced but I have explained to her the-“
”That’s not our biggest problem.” anda cut me off.
“What do anda mean?” Finally I realize some sobs are coming from the phone. Dang