Do anda remember any of your physical/emotional reactions while membaca Deathly Hallows for the first time?

I basically remember that as I was membaca The Forest Again, my physical reactions where reflecting Harry's. The narrative was describing how he could feel his jantung pounding as if he could count every heartbeat left, and my own jantung was racing while reading.

Emotional reactions - I remember being really shocked at the Snape twist. That had really taken me oleh surprised. I'd been shocked oleh the earlier twist in HBP too, because I had trusted Dumbledore's judgement of Snape previously. I remember being sad at Fred's death, though not crying, and then basically being in shock when later deaths like Lupin, tonks and Colin Creevey were mentioned. In my head I was screaming "why are anda killing so many off?!"