my dress desighn

I'm so bored.
Oh my lord.
Should i listen to my gut
atau stay hidden in my rut?
They say no,
but really who knows?
They make faces
but to me they are races.
I say why noy?
They say it's to hot.
I say who cares?!
They give me glares.
It's 5 menit later.
They're such haters!
I got them mad.
So they made me sad.
They sadi they didn't wanna lie.
So instead they made me cry.
I ran outside.
I didn't wanna be inside.
I was ontop of a hill.
I felt a chill.
I looked at the sky.
I screamed out why?!?!
Tears were forming in my eyes.
Why did they lie??
Soon i was blinded oleh tears.
They now know my fears.
I'm so confused!
Was i being used?
I don't get it no more!
I aint myself anymore!
This just cant't be!
I don't wanna see.
So instead i leave.

As I sit alone, all oleh myself
And cry and cry, my parents say
"Oh, get over yourself"
I wish my parents did cinta me
I wish I was dead to see the heavens
But then again, 89 years left anda see
I'm only eleven, the world laughs at me while I cry
I try to be nice and not pry
But all it leads me for people to walk away and say,
"GOOODBYE!"
I wish that I was dead,
Someone who would look over me,
Instead I know that dark malaikat surround me.
I speak to them, even though I dont see them,
but I know their there.
They understand me as I whimper and wept
All I feel from them is sweat
Help me God,send me to death!
Like I berkata before,
I wish I was dead,
Someone would look over me,
Instead I know that dark malaikat surround me.