50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for anda
and anda still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated oleh anda
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in anda
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in anda
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I"m so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
