friends are suppose to be there for you,
the lingkaran with no ends,
the lingkaran of no periods of stopping,
but what if the ball breaks?

Since I failed one grade,
a friend has been telling me,
I'm stupid.
No wonder why anda failed.
doesn't it bother anda that anda failed?

Now I think my friends always have detik thoughts about me failing a grade.
maybe the don't,
but how would I know?

I've thought about cutting myself a couple of times.
I've thought about dying at age 14.
I've thought about hating myself.
I've thought about telling my reflection, but even she wouldn't respond.

I always try to laugh it off,
But this time I can't laugh off my problems of being hated.
I'm a idiot,
retarded,
Bitch,
MF,
Horrible friend,
shit head,
and the dimmest person ever to TONS.


---------------------I'm sorry. I'm sorry to my friends....