I don’t think I knew where I was going anymore. I kept following Jasper wherever he went in the water but that’s it. Just following. I was consumed in my worries and thoughts it was like I wasn’t in my own body anymore. Like I was floating. My memories floated threw my mind. My happy memories. Now all of them filled with worry and fear. I wanted to do more. I really wanted to help. This was the only way I thought I could. I really hope they don’t think of us badly because of this especially not Bella atau Edward. If they thought of us like that I don’t know what I would do. Half of...

Sierra dragged me behind a few trees to a meadow. I sat on the log and had sudden Déjà vu. This looks exactly like Edward’s meadow. Everything looks the same down to the very last flower. “You have déjà vu. I can tell. I fell in cinta with your brother’s meadow so when we passed here a few months yang lalu I found this place and turned it into an exact replica.” “When did anda see Edward’s meadow?” “When I followed anda and Jasper. I wanted to see what a real family looked like. So I followed you. I’m so sorry if I upset you. It’s just that I wanted a family too. And this is...

Why did he call Alice Princess? He better not think he’s falling in cinta with her! I will rip him to shreds! Oh yes! Alice’s temper pulled through! I started cheering for her in my head. GO ALICE! She started screaming at him. “My name is Alice!” He smiled at her again. “I know. But you’re princess to me.” Robert started chuckling. He thinks everything is funny. GO ALICE! RIP JEREMY TO SHREDS! She looked at Robert. “What the hell is so funny?” “Just how clueless and dimwitted anda are.” He did not just call my wife clueless and dimwitted. Now he’s going to get it. I can’t...

“She is very petite; when she stands up straight she reaches my chest. She has short brown hair that’s spiked at the tips, she is very happy almost all the time, and she can put up a good fight if she has too. anda see that scar on my hand? She did that. Don’t ask how it happened it did. She has very good taste in clothes; she never lets anyone in our family wear anything twice. And all of her sisters dread her shopping sprees. I swear she can max out one hundred credit cards before Robert can flex one muscle.” “Jasper, anda may have been wrong, she might be beautiful.” “Man! You...

I ran out of the tunnel into the main part of the sewer where everyone was and ran right passed them, I ran beside Jeremy and Robert but as soon as I noticed I kicked it into high gear. I wonder what will happen, but today I’m not gonna cheat. I am not going to look to see if he forgives me atau not. I’m leaving it to fate. We didn’t find another like Renesmee, but I did find another hole in my heart. anda know those weird coffee mugs that say “I left my jantung in San Francisco”? Yeah well I left my jantung in Forks Washington and with Jasper Cullen. I just decided on something. I’m not...