Life is a wonderful thing some people say... however I beg to differ, my name is Joel, my whole life I was treated like a monster. It all started when I was little around 7 atau so, I was sitting around the town square in the little village og Yotun, a place I called halaman awal when it all happened, the sky started getting cloudy slowly getting cold I could see my breath easily, but something wasn't right everything was getting unblieveable dark it was like I was going blind.
Soon I couldn't see anything, then I felt an odd sensation on the back of my hand, I clinched my wrist in pain, it was unreal how much it hurt, it felt like someone was taking a pisau and carving out the back of my hand. A bright light began to glow from where the pain was coming from. Soon I could see a strange symbol on the back of my hand, it was odd as soon as the symbol apeared the pain stopped... however it got even colder, so cold it felt like my insides were freezing. Soon after that I blacked out for what felt like an eternity, pondering my thoughts I wonder why this had to happen to me... why not someone else?
lost in darkness I felt a strange absense... like there was a hole in my chest not very long after this feeling I began losing the will to care where I was atau what would happen to me almost as if I lost my jantung and the will to live, it felt like I was nothing just a lonely piece of dust left in the corridor's of time and at time's not even that like I never even existed.
After a while I got use to the fact of not being able to return to the world of the living I just relaxed and floated through the darkness soon awoken oleh a bright light, I wasn't use to such a bright light hell I wasn't use to light at all it was a foreign thing to me, curious I moved closer to the light it was warm and comforting something I haven't felt in a long time.
I reached out grasping the light in my hand's holding it close to my chest I felt the will to live again having this feeling was wonderful, soon the the darkness faded away and I was left in a small room which was surprising I had been in darkness for so long I had forgoten everything how to speak, how to walk all I could do was sit there on the floor holding the bright light close to me chest.
As I sat there observing my surroundings I noticed a small lantern on the dinding it was surrounded oleh little bugs who's back end emitted a bright light, I was astounded how could such a small being produce such a bright light? Never the less I wanted to get a closer look at these little being's but try as I might my legs would not move, I soon felt the feeling of isolation creeping up on me slowly, after a while sitting on the floor helpless I heard a small voice in my head "Hello?" the voice berkata to me in a worried tone I replied but I couldn't utter a word "Don't worry about speaking I'm in you're head I can read you're thoughts." the voice explained.
Talking to the voice made me feel like I wasn't alone anymore it was a strange feeling even before I was lost in the darkness no one would talk to me I was alone most of my life, the only memories I had was of an empty house filled with dust and spiderwebs. "What's you're name?" the voice asked in a polite tone "My name is... is... Joel.." I replied haveing trouble remebering even my name, "Ah that is a beautiful name my name is... well anda can call me Alice." the voice berkata happily.
We sat there talking for hours, "Why don't anda try standing Joel?" Alice asked, I looked down at my legs they seemed to be lifeless "I don't know if I can..." I replied with a sad expression on my face "Aw come on Joel I know anda can do it!" Alice exclaimed cheering me on "Okay I'll try." I replied mustering my strength, it took me a while but I finally was able to pindah my legs slightly soon standing up on my own! I felt so happy I could finally stand again, I began walking towards the lanten on the dinding with haste. I wanted to find out lebih about these little beings who produced such wonderful light, "Ah I see anda have a fondness for fireflys." Alice began explaining about fireflys and what they do, I was astounded, one landed in my hands I smiled looking at the little creature with much amazment "Hehehe you're so cute Joel." Alice berkata in a cute tone, I started blushing.
A girl really liking me? It was the first time this had ever happen "Heh thanks." I replied smiling wide, not paying attention I accidently squished the little firefly in my hands "Oh no!" I exclaimed putting the dead firefly on the ground almost in tears, "Aww don't worry Joel things like this happen, it wasn't you're fault." she berkata consoling me.
Soon I couldn't see anything, then I felt an odd sensation on the back of my hand, I clinched my wrist in pain, it was unreal how much it hurt, it felt like someone was taking a pisau and carving out the back of my hand. A bright light began to glow from where the pain was coming from. Soon I could see a strange symbol on the back of my hand, it was odd as soon as the symbol apeared the pain stopped... however it got even colder, so cold it felt like my insides were freezing. Soon after that I blacked out for what felt like an eternity, pondering my thoughts I wonder why this had to happen to me... why not someone else?
lost in darkness I felt a strange absense... like there was a hole in my chest not very long after this feeling I began losing the will to care where I was atau what would happen to me almost as if I lost my jantung and the will to live, it felt like I was nothing just a lonely piece of dust left in the corridor's of time and at time's not even that like I never even existed.
After a while I got use to the fact of not being able to return to the world of the living I just relaxed and floated through the darkness soon awoken oleh a bright light, I wasn't use to such a bright light hell I wasn't use to light at all it was a foreign thing to me, curious I moved closer to the light it was warm and comforting something I haven't felt in a long time.
I reached out grasping the light in my hand's holding it close to my chest I felt the will to live again having this feeling was wonderful, soon the the darkness faded away and I was left in a small room which was surprising I had been in darkness for so long I had forgoten everything how to speak, how to walk all I could do was sit there on the floor holding the bright light close to me chest.
As I sat there observing my surroundings I noticed a small lantern on the dinding it was surrounded oleh little bugs who's back end emitted a bright light, I was astounded how could such a small being produce such a bright light? Never the less I wanted to get a closer look at these little being's but try as I might my legs would not move, I soon felt the feeling of isolation creeping up on me slowly, after a while sitting on the floor helpless I heard a small voice in my head "Hello?" the voice berkata to me in a worried tone I replied but I couldn't utter a word "Don't worry about speaking I'm in you're head I can read you're thoughts." the voice explained.
Talking to the voice made me feel like I wasn't alone anymore it was a strange feeling even before I was lost in the darkness no one would talk to me I was alone most of my life, the only memories I had was of an empty house filled with dust and spiderwebs. "What's you're name?" the voice asked in a polite tone "My name is... is... Joel.." I replied haveing trouble remebering even my name, "Ah that is a beautiful name my name is... well anda can call me Alice." the voice berkata happily.
We sat there talking for hours, "Why don't anda try standing Joel?" Alice asked, I looked down at my legs they seemed to be lifeless "I don't know if I can..." I replied with a sad expression on my face "Aw come on Joel I know anda can do it!" Alice exclaimed cheering me on "Okay I'll try." I replied mustering my strength, it took me a while but I finally was able to pindah my legs slightly soon standing up on my own! I felt so happy I could finally stand again, I began walking towards the lanten on the dinding with haste. I wanted to find out lebih about these little beings who produced such wonderful light, "Ah I see anda have a fondness for fireflys." Alice began explaining about fireflys and what they do, I was astounded, one landed in my hands I smiled looking at the little creature with much amazment "Hehehe you're so cute Joel." Alice berkata in a cute tone, I started blushing.
A girl really liking me? It was the first time this had ever happen "Heh thanks." I replied smiling wide, not paying attention I accidently squished the little firefly in my hands "Oh no!" I exclaimed putting the dead firefly on the ground almost in tears, "Aww don't worry Joel things like this happen, it wasn't you're fault." she berkata consoling me.
Helloooo rabid Dear Alex readers!!
I have a slight update, and it might be bad news for you. The Dear Alex series might be at a hiatus!! The guy that it is about, Alex, and I might be going out soon. If not then the series is not on hiatus, and I will continue to write.
Bu it is good news for me! Alex is majorly, majorly cute apart from the fact that his hair looks atrocious. But one of my friends just broke up with him, so that leaves the path clear for me to waltz into his heart!!
I've had this butterfly-y stomach for about 4 days now, and I think that I really like him!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I might write even if we do go out.
From,
Loyal penulis Claire!
I have a slight update, and it might be bad news for you. The Dear Alex series might be at a hiatus!! The guy that it is about, Alex, and I might be going out soon. If not then the series is not on hiatus, and I will continue to write.
Bu it is good news for me! Alex is majorly, majorly cute apart from the fact that his hair looks atrocious. But one of my friends just broke up with him, so that leaves the path clear for me to waltz into his heart!!
I've had this butterfly-y stomach for about 4 days now, and I think that I really like him!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I might write even if we do go out.
From,
Loyal penulis Claire!
This is a true event. It happened on 1/22/12. I just rewrote it as a short story.
I was in the snow.
Kevin, Noah, Mackenzie, and Jake were there too.
Kevin wanted to play Ice Yeti, a game in which some people are tackled, and the others are the tacklers. I was a tackler along with Kevin and Jake. Kevin berkata he and Jake would go after Mackenzie, and that I should get Noah. I blushed a little. I like Noah. A lot. We started out, splitting into two groups. Noah was fast, but he got tired quickly. He suddenly turned around, and we collided. We were in the snow, me on puncak, atas of him. He grinned up at me, his brown eyes shining. I knew at that moment how much he liked me too. I could see in his eyes the longing. He wanted to ciuman me, right then and there. But the others were still around... watching. He sat up, and I was then in his lap. He helped me up, giving my fingers a squeeze, and we continued our game.
I was in the snow.
Kevin, Noah, Mackenzie, and Jake were there too.
Kevin wanted to play Ice Yeti, a game in which some people are tackled, and the others are the tacklers. I was a tackler along with Kevin and Jake. Kevin berkata he and Jake would go after Mackenzie, and that I should get Noah. I blushed a little. I like Noah. A lot. We started out, splitting into two groups. Noah was fast, but he got tired quickly. He suddenly turned around, and we collided. We were in the snow, me on puncak, atas of him. He grinned up at me, his brown eyes shining. I knew at that moment how much he liked me too. I could see in his eyes the longing. He wanted to ciuman me, right then and there. But the others were still around... watching. He sat up, and I was then in his lap. He helped me up, giving my fingers a squeeze, and we continued our game.